最近发觉到很多东西。
有些事情被蒙在鼓里未必是件坏事。
不懂得真相就只能猜测，
猜测能有多过一百零一个可能性。
能够不断的猜测也没人管。

但，如果你知道真相了，
就不能逃避，不能假装，不能假装若无其事。
也不能在他人面前装作什么都不知道。
无发当作什么都没发生。

知道真相后，在他人面前一定会很尴尬。
没办法面对他。

我现在的心情是否有人能够理解呢?
有没有人能够告诉我该这么办?

things untold doesn't mean they will never be told.
&it doesn't mean it doesn't matter.

oh crap lah.
nowadays everything's crap.

when i smile and laugh,
it doesn't necessarily means that i'm fine.
don't use your assumptions on me.

damn pissed nowadays.
i don't know why.
exams are round the corner, kinda really afraid that i'll stay back.
also, i don't feel like dropping to n(a) or being in the same class as the juniors.
it's really irritating yeah.

there's gonna be lessons and camps during the holidays, i guess we can't have holidays anymore already.
it's just studying for the next few months and the entire year next year.
hais.

duty-free vodka(:




jiaqi,me,lena& jessie




lena, jessie, jiaqi, sengie, me& minhui



lena,sengie,jessie,haimei,jiaqi,me,minhui




minhui,sengie& jessie;act cute pose 1.




sengie,me with lennie's specs and jessie.




sengie,me &jessie with lennie's specs.




the hypering starts; sengie hugging minhui




jessie hugging sengie




diao si mi diao




sengie with sotong mouth




the high eye-brows start.




& it goes everywhere.




auto hug(sengie made lena hug her) :I




woo.. titanic




the siao cha bor.



很多事情是在你后悔时，
就已经来不及了。
能做的就只有放手。
但，并不想放手，
想挽回所有失去的一切。
我又能做什么来挽回呢？
我不知道，似乎也没人能告诉我怎么办。

super long never blog already.
i know it's a bad time to start blogging again now.
however, there are somethings to upload lah.
shall upload later.

end of years coming.
in about 2 weeks.
hope to have a chalet for sengie during birthday after the exams.
but, there are some problems now.
during the first 2-3 weeks of the holiday, there will be extra supplementary lessons for us.
means, we can't have a chalet then.
on top of that, 7 and 8 is deepavali.
means it's a public holiday.
the chalet is gonna cost a bomb of about 300+ to 400.
so, shall think about it again.

studies are terrible.
i seems to keep failing.
shall buck up already.
can't afford to fail EOY.
=S