well, long time of not blogging. yet i still dont feel like it. maybe after o's? but, i can say, i have lots of activities lined up after o levels.

a truckload full of things on my pea-sized brain. i can't think. i'm fully aware what are the outstanding issues that i need to settle.

and girl, i'm unable to write everything out. cause, i'm like having difficulties expressing anything now. just feels like a dumbass. what i can say is, you're not and will never be replaced.

and boy, thanks for everything you once gave to me:D but, it's hard to fake a smile for too long. i've done so far beyond what i could. therefore, i'm sorry):

sweets sweet sweet:D stitch:D

我没有办法永远封锁我自己的心。
有些事情是你要或不要的问题，
而不是能不能的问题。

prelims are over, results are back. Totally horrible results. Don't even want to think about it. Prepare to see me in ITE? yesyes. Went to bedok today. When i was on the bus, been thinking through things. I was at the verge of crying luh. But, people who know me would know, i hate crying in public. I really don't know what else more can i do to change anything. I guess this is what people call retribution. I can't concentrate for my prelims. I can't do anything right.

我们就真的要这样吗？是否想过我的感受？一点也不好过）： i don't know what's your thinking.

heyhey, yes, i'm emo luh. when i'm stress, i get emo. Why did everything become like that? Seriously? What's become of us? What happened to the happy times and the memories? Missing? Gone? Lost? Can someone answer me? I doubt so. Seems like the only person who can answer me is the person itself.

okay, pictures aside, sentosa and holiday celebrations aside. i just want to get this stupid rock that has been weighing on my head for months away. It's seriously, pissingtheshitouttamyarserestrictingmyfreedom. Argh. STRESSSTRESSSTRESS levels upupupupup. i have no idea what i am talking about. but i'm very stress. thus the nonsensical post. okay whatever.