For the past 2 days, it's been awesome nights with awesome people with awesome drive around(s). Why only nights? Because Friday in the day, it sucks, Cause i had work. After work it was orhsum!

Alright. So.. Friday after work, met up with Zara and Kelvin at Tampines One. They came to fetch me! Ohyes! She took the car! :D

They, we headed down to Bedok 85 for dinner! The first time i went, was with Vic & Jasmine. Then with Janus, Jiewei, Clarence & Zara. This time with Zara & Kelvin(:

Tada!

And then, followed by:

Ice Cream Chef! Been wanting to go there cause my brother often buys the ice cream home last time. But i hardly get to eat it):

 

Yummy!

I had Soursop with kinder brueno, Zara had Horlicks with kinder brueno. Kelvin had White Chocolate with chocolate chips.

Saturday, Clarence loveeeee came over to my house to nua while waiting for Zara and Kelvin to come fetch us. Meanwhile, he was very hardworking. He updated the Garena, Dota and maps on my computer so that he could play Dota-.- Ended up, i did the housework while waiting for him to play finish. And, Zara was waiting downstairs for 20 minutes for him! ): Felt so bad about it. But it wasn't my fault! ): End up when we went down, my Ice Cream Red Tea from KOI alrdy melted )':

And Clarence's whatsapp was spammed by Zara and Kelvin. LOLOLOL!

Headed down to Nex @ Serangoon, it's our virgin trip there, we never went there before. LOL! All food over there man! Headed over to Chomp Chomp for dinner. But before we went for dinner, we already made plans for supper later. LOL. Insane people!

After dinner, headed back to Tamp to fetch Jason, pool till 12am. Then we were deciding to head over to get dessert at

1. Ah Chew?

or.. Dim Sum at: 

2. Wan Tou Sek (126)

Ended up, we decided to head to Ah Chew. But upon reaching there, Zara wanted to eat Lai Lai Casual Dining. Well, actually, i had no interest in eating there. But i didn't really mind if they wanted to eat there. Ended up, we left the place and headed over to 126. LOL. I felt guilty for making all of them change location>.< Sorry people!

Sent Kelvin home @ Yishun. Geylang > Yishun = 20 mins.

Sent Clarence home @ Savannah. Yishun > Simei = 20 mins.

Sent Zara and the car home @ Tampines. Simei > Tampines = 15 mins. (LOL, WTF ratio)

Walked home with Jason = 15 mins. Haha!

Thanks to Jason the Safety Driver, who drives at 150km/hr. He attempted to compete with a Honda Civic R series outside Safra, and an Audi around Yishun area, with a Hyundai. LOL. Joke. But it was so much fun. Teehees!

I reached home at 3.20 i think. LOLOLOL! 

When it was 1am, my mum called. I told her i was leaving soon. When we just reached 126. HAHAHA! Rubber-ised timing:P

Was supposed to head down to ION with Zara, Kelvin and Clarence. End up Clarence can't go out. So we stayed at home, & it's Monday again tmr! WTS! ):

ITP sucks so much that i can't describe about it. 

It took away my life, my time, my well-deserving holiday, my sleep, my fun, my play time, my resting time, my time which could be spent working - earning more money, my time to spend with friends, my time to spend with boyfriend. OMG, FML OKAY.

I'm kinda lazy to blog now. Plus my life = home - work - break - work - home.

Cycle repeats from Monday - Friday-.-

Okay, perhaps in between i did meet friends after work. For a miserable few hours-.- FML, i'd rather be doing FYP. I wish ITP never existed-.-

Today was a fairytale, i wore a dress, you wore a dark red tee shirt. Okay, random, i know.

HAPPY 3 YEARS 10 MONTHS

LOVEEE<3

Irritating boy texted me at 12 to wish me. Saying that i didn't text him. Before that i was complaining that he go club, cfm won't message me to wish me de. I swear he did that to prove me wrong~ But it's okayyyyy:D
So now, he's back to clubbing-.- Irritating much! ):

You know its love when you are willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy.

Tada, today's the end of my 2 days MC. I didn't keng to get this 2 days MC okay, was really sick. My voice is god damn awesome. I swear it's so freaking sexy! *wink wink*

Okay, honestly, the coughing is killinggg meeee! Every night also can't fall asleep in peace, have to keep coughinggggg till i can wake the whole house up. 

ITP sucks as much as ever, on Tuesday, LO came down to visit us, all of us were whining to him about how much we're suffering, begging him to take us back. {it's something that's i-m-p-o-s-s-i-b-l-e man): } Alan allowed me to leave early as my voice was god awesome. Headed home via bus 8 to dump my things and went to find cuteboy at 445. Found his twin there too:D Dinner-ed at 445. Had porridge. I was super stupid, i have no idea what got into me, i just pressed the middle of the pepper bottle, pepper poof-ed on my porridge. Mad stupid-.- Janus was busy laughing at me while Clarence was saying "woah, Arina, i didn't know you like pepper this much" -.- Shit you people!

Went to the polyclinic yesterday late morning, waited for an hour plus, ALONE. ): Sadded): Cause Zara was sleeping and Clarence wasn't being nice to accompany me to the doctor-.- ( i've got an awesome boyfriend, i know!) Home and met up with Zara to go get our loots. Met Clarence, Janus and Jiewei after that with some girl, dinner-ed with them, but i didn't eat. Thanks man, 5 persons eating western in front of a sick person. (i've got great friends, i know!) Headed home, ended up eating nothing cause i had no appetite): Drank a little soup so that i can take my medicine. ): Sad life!

Went out with love and Justin today(: Quite an awesomeeee day, dinner with Qi at T1 kopitiam followed by Manpuku! Hees!

The pair of havaianas that Love bought for me, Don't it look familiar? Look back at my August post!

The holes in my lovely bunnie pouch, caused by the Effiel Tower keychain on my keysss.

<3

Medicines hate!

I know the sides look awful): Hur!

Alright, this is exactly how i feel at ITP. Totally. Like Shit):
I'm having a super sexy voice, turning in soon):

I'm currently at work, almost bored to death): Reason why i'm not doing my work is cause i'm being locked outta of office's database, so i can't do anything): Hur!
I'm coughing here like noone's business. Coughing my lungssss out):
Boring, currently in need of an iphone to satisfy my craving for a spare phone. *gian gian*
>.<
This post is super stupid i know, but you do stupid things when you're superrrrr bored and superrrr hungry):

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”

- Marilyn Monroe.

Ohwell, i am a sinner for my mistakes. I changed, too much, for the worst. Sometimes i wish the kind of mistakes that i make are like: i smoke, i swear, i drink too much, i'm a hell-lot-of-crap. But, it's not so superficial. It's more in-depth. I changed. I don't know in what way. The worse thing? I have no idea how to change back. And no-one's here to tell me what went wrong. I'm like an idiot thrown in the dessert without knowing the way out.

But, no doubt. I do realize the the importance of you. I love you, so much more than you can imagine, so much more that you doubt. But sometimes, i feel like you can't see it at all, like as though I hid it all behind an opaque screen. Maybe that's how i feel about you too. I wish it's like that. I wish.

I'm too stupid, so i prolly trust all my friends. At least my clique i mean, so if any of them cheats me, i'mma goner. So please, stay by me. Cause i love you, you all more than anything else in the world. You guys mean the entire universe to me. I hope things never change.

But somehow, everything did. It eventually will.

Love you forever, 

Always do. 

The only reason I don’t respond truthfully when someone asks me what’s wrong is because I know that most of the time people don’t care about my problems and they jsut want to know what’s going on because it satisfies them to know everything that goes on with everyone.

In tumblr you can say, “Follow me back,” to be followed. But in life you can’t just say, “Love me back,” to be loved.

I wish i could do that:\ I have a million things to blog. But when i look at this empty space. My mind goes blank. There's so much i wanna say. So much I wanna write on this space.

While on the bus back to Tampines to meet Zara for dinner, i randomly occurred to me this status that i saw quite awhile ago.

Girls get together with the hope that the guy will change for the better after time. Guys get together with the hope that  the girl never changes. That's the hard truth. It.. Sucks.

I gotta agree. But, what can we do about it? :\
It's about the breaking-up season AGAIN-.- What's a breaking up season?
Every year this period, there's gonna be a large number of people breaking up. This year, the season is back. And i'm afraid that i might join in this season. I hope that i'll never have to join it. Cause it sucks sooooo much):

No, i don't like this feeling at all. The feeling of crying myself to sleep. The urge to cry every now at then, irregardless of where i am. The kind of heartache each time i hear an emotional song or see something that has memories of us. When i was with Zara just now, I think everything was relatively okay, trying hard to fight back some tears. But the moment i opened the door and entered my room, I feel like i'm not gonna be okay. I feel like a paperweight being tied to a rope, at the highest point. Every word you speak, every action you do, is like a wind blowing by me. Making my emotions sway to extreme points. Every hint you drop, is like cutting a few strands off. It's like a living hell. Awaiting your decision as to whether I'll go back into your arms, or i'll go cut to hell, with the rope being cut off instantaneously.
I can't even feel myself anymore :|

I guess i changed too much along the way:\

Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laughs I’m falling apart. Look at me closely and you will see: The girl I am just isn’t me.

Tomorrow is the first day of attachment. Till now, i'm undecided to take a bus or to take a train to ToaPayoh. Okay, i shall stick with MRT for now, cause it seems much safer:S Now it seems like everyone's bombarding me with what to wear for ITP tmr. Okay, i have NO IDEA.

Anyway, i'm annoyed with ITP, ruining my holidaysss): And it sucks cause i won't know how many days i need to work, how many hours a day, what time report work everyday, need work weekend anot, what time end. Okay, you get it. It sucks cause we know nuts about it-.-

Apart from whining about ITP. I think i'm trying to handle a heartache over here. Major heartache, don't ask about it. I have no idea why is this happening.Perhaps i thought too highly about myself in your heart. Maybe I'm really not on the top of your priority list, not even near.

The most memorable people in life will be the friends who loved you when you weren’t very lovable.

-Aidan Chambers

Pool again today! Actually was supposed to meet Layhan at 7. So Zara and i met up at around 5 to go soh at TM, cause watson's is having sale. ( We like damn aunty sia!)
After ZD, Za, Kel, Clar and i met up, Layhan said she could make it. Wts?! Okay, annoyed much. This is probably the last time gonna ask her out. I mean, it's annoying can?!
Supposed to head to Harry's bar, but apparently, change of plans, headed down to Safra to play pool instead. <3 the noodles there! That's the only reason why i like that place. Hees!

Anyways, ECP tmr with Clique! Happy~ Sad that my sotong can't come T.T Peektures tmr!

In the end you’ll see who’s fake, who’s true and who would risk it all for you.

-Tiffany Williams

Ohyes baby! Exams are finally O V E R officially baby! That means i can play all day and party all night! Alright, sad thing, only for 5 days. Effing 5 days. It's okay, i'll try to live it to the fullest!

City Plaza today with Zara, finally get to eat my Arnold's chicken! Yes ah, i ate my brotherrrr's chicky chicken! Then headed to her house to annoy her mummy! Teehees! And then, headed down to want our darling(s) play basketball. It kinda ended not too happily ever after uh, cause some people started playing rough! My poor boy! ): Ohno, it's my poor BOYSSSS! Why play till so rough man! Tsk!

Anyway, kbox tmr with lovelies! (:
Meanwhile, i'm still remembering the classics:

"My hand smells like dog.

You dog.

Bark and i'll help you!

Chhhiiickkkeeeen, damn bastard right! Tsk, that's how my clique is, annoying much!