feeling damn pissed..

hmms.. ytd didnt blog cus.. came home late?
got some council meeting..
den after that went to eat with lena and baoshan and jess..
den went home ler lors..
i saw der converse sale at tm..
wanted go see.. but need go home liaos..
den went home after that lors..
sian-ed

i was feeling damn horrible der whole day in school..
well.. ms ho din school..
den got 4 free periods lors..
den hmms.. useless for me..
i was having cramps...
like shyt lors.
asked for der pill from sen-g..
it made me feel better for a lil while nia..
den after that cramp back again..

recently cant remember much thing bahs..
keep forgetting things easily..
jus dun see why i cant forget bout THAT..
sian-ed..

my dear..
y didnt u give me a warning be4 u leave?
y didnt u give me a hint before u go?
i didnt noe that moment was der end..
the end to everything..
that moment killed me..
im living in misery everyday..
all der things ard seems to hav sth to do wid u..
i was so dumb to hav believed in everything and anything..
all der promises..and everything..
i now really believe that promises are meant to be broken..
hais.. you murdered me!
roar!

sian-ed..

These memories are playing like a film without sound...