i sick of this..
seriously.. i had enough of it..
everything is my fault okies?
everything that goes wrong is my fault.
anything that goes right does not concern me..
im not someone for you to vent your anger on..
or show your fucking attitude to..

i dont understand myself either..
i dont understand why i have to always try to meet your expectations?
i dont understand why i have to be there for you to give the fucking attitude.
i dont understand a shit.
i dont understand everything..
okies?
im a complete idiot.
someone for you to vent your anger.
someone for you to scold all your want
okies? satisfied..

i might as well die?