you are right.

if i think that we are already talking very little,
what's gonna come in sooner or later this year is much worser than what we expect.
if i'm angry cause we haven't been talking?
shouldn't i go and commit suicide when things get worse?

if this is little,
what will happen if you have the other half?
wouldn't you spend more time with them like you always do?
then what's gonna happen?

we can just forget about talking, forget about everything.
just prevent that there wasn't even a beginning.


如果说，我们3或4天没讲到话，我很不开心。
那在这一年里，或晚一点的日子里，我们还会有更多时候没讲话。
我不就要去跳楼自杀了吗？

如果这样算少，那以后等你有你的另一半的时候，
你其不是会像往常那样多陪她多些时间？
那该这么办呢？

那我们就可以把讲话算了，所有事情都算了。
就当成从一开时就没这一回事。

i guess it's really about time i learn how to let go instantly.
not gradually.