today had nothing much. fell asleep during mother tongue lesson. I was like super tired lah. It seems as though the moment i set my head on the table, i fell asleep. I don't even know why i seem to get tired so easily nowadays. No matter how much i rest or sleep, i'll still be as tired.

Anyway, after school, at 2.05. I got a shock. And that is, layhan told me that wulaoshi is not here then she told me that msyuanpin will be our examiner. Though during o levels, we won't know who on earth our examiner, i still feel pretty stressed after hearing that msyuanpin was my examiner. Stressed sia! I was so afraid i would screw up my oral. But i told myself that i must must must do well. Unfortunately, i really did screw up the damn thing. I was the first to be tested. so when msyuanpin asked me if i could start already, i felt that was i taking too long to read and she's getting impatient. So i told her okay despite the fact that i haven even read through what on earth is the last paragraph about. Reading was pretty smooth till the last paragraph. I totally crapped the entire thing through. Too many pauses and kept stumbling over my words. DAMN IT! After that it was conversation. I swear the question was okay. If only it was english oral, i swear i would have did well. Unfortunately, it was chinese oral. After the oral, i kept having the thinking that i went out of point. Butbut, when Heather came down and i asked her what she talked about, she also talked about the same things as me and msyuanpin say not bad. So i was thinking if i really did go out of point. However, i just kept thinking that way.

Whatever, actually i was really disappointed with myself. I could have done a whole lot better. How i wished i could jump off the building man. Wanted to tear cause it's part of mid-year. This it the worst ever oral i ever had in my entire life. Usually, no matter how terrible my chinese is, i won't do this badly. No wonder i just had this bad feeling the entire day. Argh, whatever. What's done cannot be undone. Must do better for english oral tomorrow.

After oral waiting for Clarence and Sengie. That uncle and aunty took 10000million years to finish their oral. Clarence's was 100000million years. Sengie's was %%^#$#% i don't know how many million years then she come down. zzz. After that slacked awhile in school before going to bb court to find Clarence and Ricky. Didn't stay long. Went to tm, starhub and nokia to enquire about my phone. Irritating thing. Had dinner at cs foodcourt after that. Talked alot. Told her loads of things too. We were really too naive to believe others so easily when we were in sec 3. We were totally being manipulated by her without even realising that she was the mastermind of everything. Just so naive. But sometimes, i should thank them for making me realise who are the ones who are really there for me when i was at my lowest time. They are what i define, true and everlasting friendship.

English oral tomorrow! I MUST really really score distinction!