Trust is Overrated.: August 2008

Saturday, August 30, 2008

lifeless these few days. Alot of things going through my head.
hello, my brain is a lil too small to contain this much things yo! && i'm still sick. fuck it. seriously. shall not bother blogging about anything else. Life sucks, trip to ikea with zara, layhan, zhaode & kwaiyuen was a fun one. love you guys manxsx.

hello boy, i still can't get you off my brain:( tell me what can i do to do so.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

School's been more boring as the day go by. Though banding ended today, i don't feel happy at all. Have been having migrain for the past few days for reasons that i don't even know.

Apologies for my mood swings nowadays. Seems like they fling from one end to the other very quickly. I have no idea why too. Just feel very demotivated nowadays. Can't even seem to get hyper very easily. Seriously miss everything in sec2.

All the times when i get so hyper so easily. All the times when i feel that friends matter more than anything else. All the times when i can quarrel with sengie and be fine the next moment. All the times when i could ton through the entire night just to pei #. All the times when i chatted on the phone with # till wee hours. Even all the times when i shed my tears for #, i can show my emotions so easily. When i was treated like a princess by those around me. And, lastly, stress-free. Everything is so carefree. But, just like how all good things will come to an end, mine came to a bad ending.

Everything ended. In a bad way, in the worse, in the most undesirable way. The friendship ended up in double stabbing one another.

Anyway, practical paper tmr, in the first shift, after school got Dnt, then at 4.30, got full dress rehearsal for student council investiture):

Relationship with # became worse than strangers. I even have problems looking into his eyes now.忘了你，是最好的办法 260805。可是就是忘不了你。只好忍受着忘不了你的痛苦。What happened to us? What i want, is something that you're able to give, but, i shan't ask more, i shan't probe more. Maybe, just maybe, this is the way it is destined for us to end.

姗珊，忘了他吧。把有他的回忆删除掉吧。这一句话在我脑海里已经快要2年了。要到什么时候才能真的实现? He's moved on, why can't you. Why do you keep running back to that time? Who are you to him now? Who are you to want him to remain by your side? Wake up and move on please my dear arina.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

i wasn't me who was lazy to blog, but i was blogger who refuse to publish the post. got irritated. nevermind. i'm too lazy now. coursework everyday:S

i have no idea why!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

alright, first of all wanna thank:
SENGIE, jiaqi, minhui, baoshan, layhan, zara, nadiah, kaijing, heather, peiyun, jasmine, amyy, ricky, leroy, zhenbang, chuangkai, zhaode, kwaiyuen, janus, jiewei, andrew, wenbin, nicholas, minsan, weiquan andand, CLARENCE:D
for the presents, surprises, birthday wishes. thanks lots!

Had a bbq the next day. quite okay luh, somethings just don't wanna mention. but, the ice cream cake was a great one!( of course luh, swensens uh?) went home pretty late and cabbed home. kwaiyuen was a funny one and, layhan stayed over. We chatted till 4am in the morning before attempting to go to sleep.

Stoned at home on sunday, the rest of the week after school were spent at the swingswing at northpark with the company of cheese fries:D

Wednesday had cross country. Went to catch a movie at ehub after that. Watched prom night:D
Thursday was alright. Watched the pop band concert.

Friday had the opening ceremony. Went to 450 bball court again. Played swing and watch them play bball. Jiaqi came to my house and we talked alot before i decided to go and bath before heading to her house. Cabbed to pick up baoshan, sengie and ricky. It was okay. Kinda touched by the video prepared for us. Thank god Ms Chia doesn't have THAT photo that was taken with the rest of them during sec 1. Sent sengie home with baoshan before heading home.

Saturday, Zara, Baoshan and Ricky came over my house to bake cookies. And we chatted. Dinner at Century Square food court and we went over to the arcade after that.

Sunday went out with Jasminejiejie and baoshan. Went to tanjong pagar for something. Had lunch and cabbed down to Plaza Sing cause we can't walk to the mrt station as it was raining heavily. Shopped around and saw something that i really like! (must get it!) Cabbed back to jiejie house to stone. Home after that.

Monday went to baibai with mama, decided not to go dnt after that cause i was super irritated. Met up with clarence and baoshan instead, walked around, ate lunch before wanting to head down to safra to play pool. But saw amyy, so played around and went to safra at 5 plus, went back at 7 plus. Reached home at 8plus and went to popular to buy POA tys. Didn't manage to get it though, it's going to be out of stock till next year.

TUESDAY: today.
First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MINHUI!
next, got back our o levels mother tongue results. i got A2 and also distinction for oral. kinda disappointed. Thinking if i should retake anot? English oral after that. BORINNNGGGG, skipped banding after i sabotaged agassi to go in! LOLS. Stone in school with Zara for a while before heading home.

shall upload pictures, i know it's a long wordy post yo!
i know there's lots of pictures too!
MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS!