Wednesday, November 05, 2008

hokay, like first of all, look at the time now, it's 2 am sharp. like, wtf? It's at this hour and i came to blog? Actually, i was already in bed. Then i got too troubled, so decided to wake up and blog, in fact, just to say how i'm feeling right now.

Not a very good day to start with? I mean, like damn, i am sure i received the answer too late. I'm feeling super duper guilty now. Only the person know what i'm referring to. When oppositions meet, the one who suffers is always the middle person. Guess that the message really came a little too late to salvage anything. I mean, this isn't how the script was supposed to be. I was taken aback by the random and unexpected rise of a new character. I'm kind of afraid that the person might feel that i kinda planned anything, which i did not. The reaspn why i felt this way, was due to the last few message? It's a kind of guilt that can't be expressed, not through words. It can only be felt by the heart within.

I know how it feels like, i know how dreadful it is, but, there's nothing i could say to make my heart felt words be audible to you, there's nothing else i can say other than sorry. I really don't know what else to say. So, sorry.

Guess that the only way is to let one choose the path they want to take.

无法说出口的愧疚,
隐藏在内心中的某个角落。

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