Yeah, i'm letting go. I know this is gonna be an emo post. Honestly, I feel like i have so much on my chest, that i got nothing to say at all. You know, how it feels like. To wanna cry, the shoulder is there. But, you just can't cry. Too much to say, too much to cry for. It's like, everything dying to come out. Yet, nowhere to start from.

I was in a very good mood throughout the whole day. Then, while walking Zara home, we talked about this thing that i've been feeling for quite a while. Then, when i'm home hyper-ing away on the computer, he told me this news. I was on the phone with jiejie at that time.
My heart sank. Entirely. To the bottomless pit. I saw it coming. I knew something was going on. I expected it. I was supposed to be prepared. I thought i was. But when it came, it felt like as though it was a total new unexpected thing. I was so speechless. IDK what to feel man. Seriously.

this is the 2nd time le. 2nd time i'm doing this. The both of them are so alike. Yet, i had to do this for both. Sorry if i hurt anyone due to the decision i made. You might hate me, you might feel angry. But, one day you will understand why le. I hope he treats and cherish you well. Best wishes:D

Jiewei! Don't sad okay! I sayang you! *sayang sayang* I buy blue bottle milk tea for you! I know you're acting strong! Hello, i know you 5 years le man! What you thinking i don't know meh? It's hurting you so badly. So stop trying to fake smile and act like it isn't even affecting you. lurff euu noobpiesxsxsxs.