I've got lotsa things in my head now. Got mixed emotions now): I got like, so much work that is yet to be completed. Then, term exams are round the corner, CNY's coming soon. I got so much to do, so little time. no motivation to do so.

Now, i'm feeling so nostalgia. I just feel strings of remorse. I mean, i'm not feeling sympathetic. I'm just feeling these remorse coming back. It's not the first time, it won't be the last. Afterall, when someone has come close to your heart before, irregardless of what happened in future, it will still affect you in a way or another. I just feel regretful that things turned out this way? It could all be fine. I'm bringing the fault all upon myself. I know, the decision to leave was suggested by many. But, i could have stuck on. It ain't sympathy making me feel this way. Nothing to do with sympathy at all. It's just... Guilt perhaps?

It's okay if you all don't understand the post. It's just a place for me to rant my inner thoughts.