Tuesday, May 04, 2010

Today school was sucky, like all mondays. Monday blues. I didn't really doze off in class. I was like, doze off during break. Then, measurements, all i can say, nothing went in today. I really wasn't feeling too well. TianHang came down to SP to find me and weijie to pass me things to pass to jiejie. It's a complicated thing. Trained home with Clarence. Meet jiejie for dinner with mummy(s).

I just suddenly feel a little down? :/ I don't want/like being a passing phrase of someone else's life. I mean, no one likes. But somehow, we inevitably becomes a passing phrase of their lives. But the point to it is, how to we even sustain it?
One day we might run out of topics, one day we might have bad mood days and unknowingly hurt their feelings,
one day they may just feel that we're not worth their care/concern,
one day.. there might be just this one day.

I never liked touching on this topic. I hadrly talk to anyone about such topics. Cause it makes me feel sniffy. And that, everyone promised a life time warranty from the start.

It's just how sad some friends have an expiry date chopped on them from the day you knew them.
Some, you forgot to check only to realise it much later.
Some, you mistook the expiry date for it and it gave you a really bad tummy ache.
Some, it comes with a life time warranty.

Not everything comes with a life time warranty. It's just how sad it is. I can see many expiry dates from the day i knew them. Sad sad reality.

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