I was at home the whole day:S Rotting away man-.-

Wonder how great the power of love could be. It gives friends, the ability to forsake you, for their lovers. It's okay. I'm used to it anyway. As much as i hate it, it always happens. So whatever.

Birthday celebration was last week. There have been no post, no pictures uploaded by me on my blog. Except for pictures uploaded by Sandra. To be honest, i haven't even seen ALL the photos in the DSLR. I wanna get it from TianHang. But i think he's too busy with his stuff also. Don't really wanna trouble him either.

As for why i didn't blog about it. It's cause... I had too much assignments due this week. It was really exhausting for me. Like, sleeping at 3, waking up at 5? My eye bags are all out already. So give me a breather. Moreover, it wasn't reallly all pleasant. Some things got me really pissed off.

Firstly, i don't like people rushing me. especially it's my birthday. I don't care who you are, i don't really give about a fuck. Even if you're my best friend, i'd be equally pissed.

Secondly, i don't mind lending you anything, anyone. But please, know your limits can? Just cause i didn't say a word doesn't mean i'm not watching. I'm already very gracious to let you use it. Don't go overboard. Really. Oh, you already went overboard. So now, keep your hands to yourself.

Thirdly, i'm super amused at how the birthday girl has to fucking do everything herself. Really. I must be the first and probably the last. Yes, fucking everything myself. Where are my friends? More hilariously, my boyfriend? Ask for help? Sure. What i get? Myself doing everything. So, the point of asking? Pointless. Really.



I'm sick of all these shitsx. I'm not stating any of them out. But just, sometimes, i need to clear my mind and just, .

Life's not getting any better. I thought i was supposed to be going out today. Yeah, i went out, of my bedroom. That's all. It's sickening how each time i wanna watch a movie, it fucking gets c a n c e l l e d. The same goes for blood pledge and despicable me.