Hate to admit it, but honestly. I do miss you. I mean afterall we were really close. Like damn close. I would do things for you that i never did for anyone else:/ After this, i realised that to me, there's no exception, by far.
But, the point you get me disappointed, it's a state of possibly no return. No one can possibly fully understand. I miss you, still. But that's only making me hurt more. I thought this is a blocked out thing. Until recently people start mentioning you. Then i realised that somehow you're still here. I admit i'm unreasonable and i throw tantrums at you. It wasn't what you had to tolerate of me, but despite it all, you still doted on me and gave in. This, would always, unknowingly, leave me strength to hold on.
Messaging them, i would always see traces of you in them. Sometimes i wonder what it would be like if you were still here. Then again, i think it would be nothing but havoc:/
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