Actually i promised myself that i will blog today. But, honestly, at the moment now, i'm very tired and sleepy. Plus i have school at like 8am tmr? So, i can't be late or not attending the class anymore, cause my attendance is already below 85% for it. OMG, arina, what happened mansx!

3 weeks! Gonna endure this 3 weeks. I'm not gonna miss the lesson! I have no idea what the lecturer is talking about anyway:S heee! Go there sleep also can(: Must understand that monday is a super long and time wasting day. Eg, you can no need attend PMM-.-

Anyway, i have wishlist for my birthday!


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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!

So you think i'm not stressed out enough for my work?
So you think i got ALOT of spare time left?
So you think i'm not tired?
So you think i'm not sick?
So you think i should be home earlier?
So you think, so you think. How about what i think?

I'm motherfucking stressed out with my work. I would gladly appreciate if you all just leave me alone. Don't ask me to do this and that. I'm not your maid. Thanks.
I have not much spare time. In fact, i have no spare time. the only reason why i'm not doing the work is only cause i have no inspiration to do it. Eg, CRS & PM1. So just leave me to be. I will work in and out, but i will get my work done. So quit saying anything.

FYI, i'm freaking effing tired. You cannot imagine how tired i am, i feel as though i haven't slept for 3days 2night. It could be around the same actually. I slept at near 4 for both days of weekends. Not cause i was on the computer. In fact, i was rolling on my bed till 4am. I can't sleep, fot idk what reason. Sunday night onwards, i had to start doing homework right from the moment i reach home. I'm so tired that i can hit the sack once i'm done with anything. (In fact before i'm done, i could already hit the sacks.)

Being sick at this point of time ain't helping, together with period. It just makes everything worst. I feel so lethargic. feels so restless. I feel the headaches, the cramps.

I would be home earlier if i could. I end work late, what time do you expect me to be home then? Right after work get home? I need time to change out, to travel out of RWS, to travel home, to take dinner, to walk home. &who the fuck can do all that within 1 hr plus? You tell me uh!

So, can't you just be understanding? Ohyes, and these are just school work. You have no idea how much more things are in my head. So yes, just freaking do the right thing and no piss me off. Thankyouverymuch.

Ohgosh, i haven't been diligently blogging cause i have so much work on hand to do. Sometimes i just think i could die here>.< This week is really a killer week!

In my previous post, i mentioned that i have
1. Contract Procurement
2. PM1 report
3. PM1 ppt
4. PMM estates report
5. CRS report
6. CRS ppt
7. GEMS report
8. ITP module + quiz.

Now,
1.Contract procurement is done, but another CP work came in, 15% of final marks): that's quite a high weightage, but there's really ALOT to be done. I mean it when i say ALOT.
2 & 3. PM1 ppt is over today, PM1 report to be in by friday. The work is more or less done, editing has to be done i must say):
4. PMM estates report is done yesterday.Showed to the lecturer and we're on the right track, just some rearrrangement of our data will do(:
5 & 6. CRS ppt has started off, but still alot to be improvised! CRS report, will start doing it later~
7. GEMS report, heeee, not started):
8. DONE:D

However, work is nonstop and ongoing man seriously. I feel super lack of sleep and tired like some dog. Yesterday was really terrible. I was feeling really crazy and yet i had to endure through. Ended skipping CT this morning cause i really couldn't drag myself outta bed and my head hurts like shit. Migraine days are back):

Ohyes, i kena warning letter. fuck sia. Ohwell. Who ask me always skip morning lesson. Heee, but the worst thing is, i kena 2 warning letters, one for CRS, one for PM1. fuckkk. ):

Off to continue on my projects and assignments): Back to my no life life. I need my life back, NOW.

Seriously, i don't understand why people take friends for granted. casting them aside when they've got a boyfriend. I mean, who was the one who stood by you when you needed them. Then, when you've got a new love, you just put them aside. Maybe your friends decided to stay away. But why? probably cause they got irritated being the spare tire. Then you blame it on cause they left you. Obviously you disappointed/ hurt them in a way or another. Thus, not trusting their hearts with you. Please uh, trust is to be earned through merit. Once the trust is broken, you have to try twice as hard to earn it back. Things don't come easy in life. Don't act all princessy and expect everything to come to you. Stop whinning about your life when others' are far worst off than yours.

Nevermind. Just got irritated. Anyway, MST results are really... horrendous. Really. I mean, wtf la. Guess i really have to buck up twice as hard for ESE. I mean, looking at my class people's result. It's like, OMG?! Alright. I have to go do my contract procurement tutorial soon-.-

Birthday chalet coming soon~ 30 July! I have told some of you verbally already:D Must come okay! I haven't seen some of you in ages. You'll definitely be invited if you're someone special to me:D Party time is coming soon~

Taiwan trip after that, anyone interested to go? Will be booking air tickets once jetstart comes out with promos bah:D Looking forward to it man!

Despite that, after the 3 weeks YOG holiday, i have 1 week test and 2 weeks exam. Then end semester holiday has been cut short by 3 weeks, left 4 weeks. Fuckkkkk. That exam is kinda important cause, i need to pull up my GPA after such chui results):
And before all the fun starts (birthday, taiwan, holiday period), i have sooooo much assignments pending to be completed. Like, i finish one, another one/two comes in-.-
1. Contract Procurement
2. PM1 project report ( dk how many thousand words.)
3. PM1 project ppt. ( 15 mins long )
4. PMM Estates Report ( dk how many thousand words.)
5. CRS report
6. CRS ppt ( 45mins long) <- i know, wtf?
7. GEMS project.
8. ITP module+ quiz (200 marks, passing mark 120) <- can't fail, fail = fail ITP = repest ITP.
I know there's more coming up, but this is all i can remember for now:S

Now, time to go do my CP tut.

Ohyeah, i'm at the latest ep for WGM, happy:D Come to play watched too~ Ep faster come out, subs fast too please:D

PEIYUN, SEE YA TMR~

It's okay. If you haven't realised, i can't be bothered to talk to you. I'd rather talk to the wall.

Ohyeah, TAIWAN TRIP! I'm gonna be there soon. Tickets, please show yourself soon!

After so many days of being a lazy girl and not blogging, i'm finally blogging again today:D
Work today is super not okay. Annoying guests, annoying things that totally pisses me off. I swear, one day i'm gonna write. 100 stupid things that guests do/ask for.

After work today, went to watch Voyage de la Vie @ RWS. Since we're staff, we got to watch it for free, together with guests. The tickets are really pricy if you purchase it. Ranging from $68 - $138. But honestly, it's really worth the price. I'm sure anyone who watch it won't regret it(: Should have sat with Jasmine, Eddie and BaiXiang. I swear we can all go high and crazy together. We were talking about it after the show, laughing around like some idiots. LOL. Ohyeah, i want that shot glass! OMG LA! It's OMFG chio!

Mac with Baixiang, JunLin, Weijie, Shafiqah and Jasmine after that.Caught the second last train back home. We kinda got scammed by the guy at Harbourfront station. He told us that, Won't be able to make it to go over to Pioneer. But we'll be able to make it for the trains heading towards Tampines, Yishun and Chua Chu Kang. But, kns. End up, when Jasmine and i were waiting for train to tampines, 2 trains came heading towards JooKoon. So, in other words, weijie could have caught it:S

And, the stupid train heading towards Jurong east via Woodlands, terminates at Kranji. How to go over Chua Chu Kang i ask you? Major scam. Stupid ttm!

Ohwell, work tomorrow again. Hope i don't meet annoying people again. Ohyeah, weijie met By2 in USS that day. How lucky! :D I swear he's mesmerized by them:X Hard Rock tomorrow?

I realise i haven't really been blogging>.< Lots of things been going on recently. I am really lazy and tired whenever i get back home. LOL.
Anyway, work this weekend was alright. Cashier 3 days straight. Will blog most of the nonsense that are being talked about today, on another day.

Cause i am feeling super depressed now. Cause, U-kiss is in Singapore on 20 and 21st June.

U-KISS “Only One” Meet & Greet Session
Date: 20th June Sunday
Time: 4pm
Venue: Level 3 Garden Plaza, IMM

U-KISS “Only One” Showcase
Date: 21st June Monday
Time: 7pm
Venue: Powerhouse, St James Power Station

We need passes for them.

Nevermind about that though. Nadiah, you know about this? I think you too busy with your SJ. Tsk! I am not a U-KISS fan. Unlike BaiXiang:D

But, main point is that, 2Am ( Kwonnie ) will be appearing on that kuku Sheng Siong show, scheduled on 11th July. We can send in tickets to apply for them:D We still stand a chance to get! Cause they haven't started giving out the tickets.
Till i read another news,

Sheng Siong Show

Date: 11 July, 8pm

Venue: Mediacorp Theatre

How to get tickets? It’s all gone because the organiser actually allocated the 2AM tix to those who didn’t get UKiss tix.. so.. I don’t think there’s any anymore. -sigh- The tix have not been sent out yet, so let’s wait? ^^;

OMFG la. How depressing! ZZZZ.

tell me, how to have mood to continue blogging about happy stuffs? TSK!

i'll fuck off right this moment.

IDK wtf is your problem. But you just don't deserve my respect. So, how about fucking off instead of making so much noise. Thanks.

Alright, i have alot of things to blog actually. But i'm really tired now. Plus, i'm very depressed cause i did nothing and spent 220 on nothing. Long story. Shall blog about it probably tmr? Okay, rest soon.

It's over. Really, i don't see any chances/ hopes of me and you getting back together.

EXAMS ARE OUT,
HOLIDAYS ARE IN BABY~

Contract Procurement, to be honest, i didn't study. It was an open book test. And open book test is usually more difficult. I was self declared holiday yesterday already. So, i didn't study. So, today i met clarence in the morning, waste time walking around seeing what to eat-.- End up so school no time to study at all. Read chapter 3 while walking to class. It's so not going into my brainy. Ended up, just read during reading time. And, while doing the paper, study at the same time. HAHAHA. Pro-ness. Okay, maybe not.

After exam, M hotel for Aunty Rosie's birthday dinner:D
Had so many plan, ended up fulfilling none-.- Told daddy about i wanna go Taiwan. I don't really care what they say though, i want to go. Why next year? I want it THIS YEAR in AUGUST:D

Okay, finally bought the bag that i've been miao-ing for a long long time:D
Been psycho-ed by Peiyun to fall for him. Aww, he's so cute now. Shit. I already have quite a number of them.

*Kwonnie, sorry i didn't watch WGM today. Cause i have work tomorrow. I'm afraid if i start, i can't resist. I will do so either tomorrow night or sunday night. I promise.

If you haven't realised, i'm kinda crazy today. Why? Cause exams are over, beetch.

Thanks man, i blogged. And blogger said someone else was editing/ publishing my blog too-.-
Nevertheless, Measurement is O V E R baby~ But, i don't feel as relieved as how i thought i would be. Cause it was a major SCREW UP.

Contract Procurement tomorrow and i'm free baby~ Then Jokwonnie & Gain~ here i come! Till tomorrow, i can officially start planning for my birthday and my taiwan trip! Yeah baby~

While some other people's life is damn lively, i'm proud to announce that mine is utterly dead(: Cause i'm fucking having some exams. And yes, i'm totally stressed out now. Tomorrow is Measurements papers. Honestly, i don't know if i can handle it. While studying with PeiYun just now, i suddenly felt like maybe i can handle it afterall. Then again, i was only doing till excavation of trench, I bet 95% of my readers do not know what on earth am i talking about. Only building students would understand my pain)':

While others are out celebrating birthdays, shopping ( like peiyun ), watching movies, i'm over here worrying about my exams each day. Even a pass is like heaven sent.
But don't worry, i'm only envious of it for these few days. After that, i can watch all the WGM i want. Go gaga over Kwonnie everyday. blogshop till madd. shopping till legs break. work till die.

2 more days is all it takes. But why does it seem to be taking forever?

& to my dear girl, jiayou~ dropping out of poly once should be a wake up call le. Jiayou, we can pull through together! Don't make the same mistakes again. Cause honestly, it's dumb to drop out of poly okay! Especially when the reasons are ridonkulous.
You know who you are:D Loveloveloveloveyou!

Ohyeah, i wanna change iPhone 4G. Anyone's contract up soon? ):

Taiwan in August, anyone?
Tag on blog! Heee!

Alright, i'm supposed to be studying. But apparently, i haven't started):
GUILTY!

I ought to be studying instead of ( JoKwon-GaIn )-ing away. Gosh, someone, please! Instill some discipline in meee!

Today school was fine. I overslept for Contract Procurement. Went for tutorial only? Plus GEMS. Waited 2 hours just to attend a 40minutes lesson, that's the definition of retarded.

went down to slack with clarence, before meeting Zara to visit Evangeline(: Aww, i miss her uh. She looks fine, but in pain. Of course it hurts uh! Operation on her backbone, but she's really strong!

Chiong home, bathed and meet up with the rest. Weijie and i were sitting at the smoking area, pretending to be someone else. Then, we just blended in. End up, they went in KFC before us. & i wanted to give Baixiang a surprise, ended up i got a scare from him): KFC for dinner, then chatted, talked a lot of nonsense, keep bluffing him this and that, heee! :P Baixiang, BeeLee, Roy, Bryant, Weijie, Jasmine, Shamshudin and I were there(:
They rest left while Weijie, jasmine, baixiang and i went over Harry's bar to get a drink(: Awesome:D

Trained home, long long long chat with Jassssminneee :D
Then home sweet home.

不管这么样，我都会想你的。
应为我是你的开心果（：
加油~

I'm tired. I want my darling!

USS today with Jasmine & friends, plus weijie. Tired ttm.
Shall blog another day. I think got kinda sunburnt. Rare rare rare):
Early lesson tomorrow morning, 0830.
Fucking tired.

I choose to see only what i want to.
I choose to do what i feel like doing.