oh, crap.
I tell you, i'm hating my life.
Seriously.

oh, arina.
You'll have to buck up if you wanna go into the course you want.
I tell you, i seriously need to settle down, stop playing and study.
And, i really mean STUDY.
Enough of playing for four years.

And also, i really feel like quitting **
I mean, i don't even know what made me join it in the first place.
First and foremost, the reason why i started to dislike it was the *******.
I just don't like them lah.
Secondly, i just somehow or another lost intrest in it.
And i seriously feel that it's pretty pointless forcing me to do something i don't wish to do.