awww, sad news. i accidentally deleted all my saved messages and inbox messages in my phone! They meant so much to me okay! gonna emo for the rest of the daysss.


anyway, met jiaqi at 0745 today. we took a train down to outram, then took the shuttle bus to SNEC. waiting loonnnnngg for my turn. After some time, the nursse asked me to go over to the other side. So, continued waiting again. Until much later, then they called out for me.

YAY! went in, checked my eyes again. The doctor said that it was recovering well. So, have to go back for another checkup on Tuesday. If everything's fine. Then i need not go back anymore. Otherwise, have to keep coming back.

Lunch-ed with Jiaqi before going to singtel and coming back. Anyway, when having lunch, this was what i heard from a 3-4 years old boy.

Mother: In Ni Hua Qiao (Indonesian-chinese)
Son: In Ni Lan Jiao (Indonesian's penis)

what the fuck can!.
pictures coming up. after that i'll go grieve over my lost messages.

minhui,me,Jiaqi and Kylie at vivocity(:







Watches! actually the timing on it were all a difference of one minute

weixiong- bear hippo. i know it looks obscene.
credits - LIEW JIAQI



E-hub. sengie - orange

the toilet is so colourful.

The war.

They lost.

Girlfriends:D

A dumb girl by the name of sengie using my computer.



Sengie: i promised you your unglam photos.







Make me angry and i'll post the unglam photos of you eating ice-cream. muahah!



Typical white shoes schoolgirl

Spongebob square biscuits.





The tornout shoes.

School days, where friendship blossoms.
Heather&ZhaoDe.
this photo looks very nice.

Barak,Taufiq,Heather,ZhaoDe,Fadli
who's missing: Me,Farhan,KwaiYuen

The rocking babe.



Kiss my ass.

>.<
Botanical Garden.





Yes, my horrible bills, MC and appointment card from SNEC


well, i'll go entertain my dearest brother now. He's going to the Adidas Sun Down Marathon. So, entertain him for the time being(:

I have tonnnnes of pictures to upload. I promise i will do it soon. And, tmr have to go SNEC again. So, i'll go rest. And, Meeting Jiaqi tmr.

Misses&loves
arina.

Didn't go to school today. Woke up at 7.40, went to the polyclinic. Saw the doctor, she said that it's cornea ulcer. Met Ms Ho at the pharmacy. Went for breakfast and headed home. Left home again at 11plus. to go down to Singapore National Eye Centre(SNEC). Waited for quite some time, then they checked for me my eye sight. Waited again. Went to the doctor. She's a female. Checked my eye and she said that there is something transparent, misty near my cornea. And, the cornea looks infected. Might be quite serious. So waited for a while for her colleague, who's a male laa.

He checked my eye. Then , told the nurse to get his a number 27 needle. I was like "WHAT THE FUCK?! NEEDLE!" So he checked my eye again and the needle came nearer and nearer to my eye. I got freaked out and wanted to get away. I mean la! Imagine the needle coming towards your eye. Looks as though it's gonna poke into your eye anytime. Then the doctor told me not to be scared. It would hurt a bit. Dont be scared. Bear with it for a while. It'll be over soon. He kept repeating it. Until after a while, i decided to just keep my eye open for slightly longer. And, before i knew it, he took it out already. It really didn't hurt a bit.

Anyway, my cornea is INFECTED! I was given a strong antibiotic eyedrop. And, i have to drop a drop into my left eye every hour till 12midnight. Then, tmr morning 6am start dropping again. Then go back again tomorrow. Appointment at 0830. Have to go back several times. Timing whereby i have to go back and visit the doctor will depend on how fast my eye recover.

EYE oh EYE. get well soon alright?!

anyway, i think that the reason for everything was cause. That day, my mother had a backache. So i used my right hand to help her rub her back. That would meant that i couldn't take out the contact lenses using my right hand. So, i decided to use my left hand to remove it. But, i accidentally poke it or whatever. It just hurts after that. And, from then on it has been hurting. But when i wear specs, i don't feel anything. Except for sometimes when it just suddenly hurts. Hais. Hope it will recover soon.

Seems like whenever clarence is overseas, something have to happen to me. Something happened when he when to Japan last year end as well.

&&i really miss you boy. Somehow, i wish you're in the lan shop now, so you can read this and know how much i need you now and how much i miss you. Despite the quarrels, the arguements, the unhappiness that we had just days before you left, i still miss you. And, all that i remember are the good times that we spend together. Though you are only in Genting/Kl, i'm missing you like mad. Thank God we can still message. Otherwise, i might be crying away like a mad woman now. Okay, i shall stop here. Otherwise i might just cry, which is bad for my eye.

fuck. I'm pissed off okay. Can you like just fucking get off my back. I got my things to do also can. I'm not an entertainer to entertain you all year round. You not happy, i'm not a punch bag for you to throw your temper on either. You got a temper, i got a one far worse than yours. When i want to study, you all keep asking me to do housework. Then study fuck lah! Then when i get terrible results, like as though all my fault. Go reflection upon yourself before you come and scold me lah. FUCK OFF BITCH.

OH THREE CHEERS! CHINESE O 'LEVELS IS OVERRRR.

paper ended at 12.45 today!
three cheers man!
Like finally.
But, the saddening part is, we still have study camp tmr!!!!
SIAN-ED.
subway-ed with Sengie and went to Tampines Sports Hall badminton court today.
she played with them while i chatted with Wendy about stuffs.
Went home after a while.

Anyway, mama has been sick for days since 190508. she was already complaining pain since that day. On 200508, she went to the family doctor and he told her she had gastric flu. But, that was not the end. On 210508, she went there again as she was in great pain. ended up, she had stomach ulcer. On 220508, she was still very pain, so decided to go SGH for checkup. Got sent into the A&E department. Supposed to go for scope, didn't go in the end. Supposed to be admitted into hospital, but didn't in the end too. Stayed at home on 230508. she felt slightly better. But on 240508, her gastric didn't hurt that much. But her backbone hurts like crap. Whenever she stood up or sat down, there would be the awful sound of cracking of bones. Not the ones that we usually crack our finger. It's just awful. On250508, i took mama to see a 'doctor' (he's actually a magician to be more specific) at AngMoKio. After the 'doctor' rubbed the back for her, she felt better almost instantanously. It was because her nerves are pressing onto one another. Thus causing the terrible backache in the spine. Today, 260508, mama had an appointment to go to SGH for the scope. But didn't managed to get the scope done again as the doctocs feel that there might be something wrong with her liver. And she had to go for a checkup again on friday. Hope she'll be fine.

&王八蛋， 我恨透你了。我和你是亲人的事实令我感到很恶心。

200508, happy one year anniversary! *claps* this is just the beginning.

PICTURES TIMEEEEE!


Aiport.














At jiewei's house downstairs


When we went to buy food for chalet


We bought all the chickens avaliable.


And, the chicken santa.


And the days feel like years when you're gone.


Take a break.


Relax your mind. Take QOO.


:D


:O


:Y



Fadli, the tissue guy.
Just look at the amount of tissue paper he brings to school.



I have an emo hair.





Cool man;winnie.



Long ago, aunty alice(: