Didn't go to school today. Woke up at 7.40, went to the polyclinic. Saw the doctor, she said that it's cornea ulcer. Met Ms Ho at the pharmacy. Went for breakfast and headed home. Left home again at 11plus. to go down to Singapore National Eye Centre(SNEC). Waited for quite some time, then they checked for me my eye sight. Waited again. Went to the doctor. She's a female. Checked my eye and she said that there is something transparent, misty near my cornea. And, the cornea looks infected. Might be quite serious. So waited for a while for her colleague, who's a male laa.

He checked my eye. Then , told the nurse to get his a number 27 needle. I was like "WHAT THE FUCK?! NEEDLE!" So he checked my eye again and the needle came nearer and nearer to my eye. I got freaked out and wanted to get away. I mean la! Imagine the needle coming towards your eye. Looks as though it's gonna poke into your eye anytime. Then the doctor told me not to be scared. It would hurt a bit. Dont be scared. Bear with it for a while. It'll be over soon. He kept repeating it. Until after a while, i decided to just keep my eye open for slightly longer. And, before i knew it, he took it out already. It really didn't hurt a bit.

Anyway, my cornea is INFECTED! I was given a strong antibiotic eyedrop. And, i have to drop a drop into my left eye every hour till 12midnight. Then, tmr morning 6am start dropping again. Then go back again tomorrow. Appointment at 0830. Have to go back several times. Timing whereby i have to go back and visit the doctor will depend on how fast my eye recover.

EYE oh EYE. get well soon alright?!

anyway, i think that the reason for everything was cause. That day, my mother had a backache. So i used my right hand to help her rub her back. That would meant that i couldn't take out the contact lenses using my right hand. So, i decided to use my left hand to remove it. But, i accidentally poke it or whatever. It just hurts after that. And, from then on it has been hurting. But when i wear specs, i don't feel anything. Except for sometimes when it just suddenly hurts. Hais. Hope it will recover soon.

Seems like whenever clarence is overseas, something have to happen to me. Something happened when he when to Japan last year end as well.

&&i really miss you boy. Somehow, i wish you're in the lan shop now, so you can read this and know how much i need you now and how much i miss you. Despite the quarrels, the arguements, the unhappiness that we had just days before you left, i still miss you. And, all that i remember are the good times that we spend together. Though you are only in Genting/Kl, i'm missing you like mad. Thank God we can still message. Otherwise, i might be crying away like a mad woman now. Okay, i shall stop here. Otherwise i might just cry, which is bad for my eye.