Track of time

There's just so much going on this year. All the up(s) and down(s) to my friends. This year is indeed torturous for me.. I mean, it's like my final year. I don't even know how my future will be like in a few years time. I don't know  what i want in life, what i want out of myself. Just, fuck this shit. Moreover, we are all going to be separated from all our friends. I mean, we can say stay in contact and all kinds of cliche words. But we know at the end of the day, we are all going to drift apart:/

Really is mental stress. Got to worry about results, worry about drifting apart, worry about future:/

I really don't wanna graduate. Just feel like it's the end of the education cycle. Whereby Uni is just an optional, not like after primary, you move onto secondary, then to poly/Jc.  If i didn't meet this bunch of awesome people, i probably wouldn't give 2 fuck about graduating. But no, i met them. They brought upon a different meaning to the mundane poly life.

Fuck this okay. And now i'm feeling so troubled. Cause i can't get this nonsense out of my head. I don't want to look forward to anything. Especially this nonsense. I don't wanna get happy over absolutely nothing. Or rather, just my own imagination:/ Really think i should stop this shit before it gets wayyyyy too out of hand. By then, it will be nothing but hell.


On a side note, Bali trip has been confirmed! Air tickets and accomodation set. We're ready to go! ^^

 I CAN DO IT!