Life's been great

A late MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Okay, i feel like i'm wishing to myself only. Since i think that noone else reads this blog anymore. I mean it's like sooooo dead! :O

So apparently, out of many study sessions, some just don't work out at all. Went to study at Woodlands library with these mad people, ended up being super unproductive. Headed over to Kallang Leisure Park to have dinner with KaiXiong while oppa plays at the cage.

Like a act cute only.

There was free starbuck on the 2nd last paper. We studied till it was time to head over and get some caffeine to refresh our worn out brains. So, we decided to add some fun to the dead and boring queue. Hafiz and Oppa wanted to place it as "NAPFA" queue. But decided that it was too mean. So they changed it to cheapo queue. Heehee. Hasif got us a place right in front already cause he reached early. But we are a group of 6 i think. So it's kinda mean to just cute the queue. So we decided to just queue up ourselves(: Such awesome people! Then got this guy just come and talk to us then cute our queue-.-

Apparently some people really damn not auto, never even donate anything to salvation army >:(

All of us with our Starbucks!

Nevertheless, after the stressful exam period, life's been pretty good, had the most awesome ever class chalet. Never felt this bonded with a class before. Really love them to bits and pieces.

Portobello Mushroom with Morzerella Cheese (Whatever you spell it)

Added with Tomato Puree!

Just look at the amount of alcohol :O

Popping pills in the chalet! 

Just kidding. They are Tic Tac(s). It's the special Christmas Edition ones. They don't taste nice. It's cinnamon i think. Taste like.... meh.

 

A toast!

Just before checking out! One final photo!

So, holiday isn't exactly holiday when you're in Year 3, dreading on wanting to chiong finish FYP report. Just had to camwhore a little so we don't feel so dead right? Right(:

Work @ Clarks with the awesomest peeps!

Although the management screw up, the boss kinda sucks, unlike Leslie:/ 

But thank god for these people, they make everything sooo much better, even though Zara, Michelle and I got separated from them): But so glad that the rest of them can click so well! *wink*

They were giving out clarks t-shirt. So yanhui took and tired on. 

Looks like the latest baseball uniform fashion uh!

Second last day of work at Clarks, so we headed to 18chef to have dinner! All the girls squeezed into Mandy's car, while the guys took a cab there. Heehee! Had fun gossiping away also!

On the day of set-down while we have our break:D

After the last day of work, we wanted to hang out in the night, so we decided on going to Sheryl's house. Since there's like no one at home. We made it into a house party. Hell of a crazy one. Awesome!

There's too many of us. So we have to take 2 seperate trips. 

While waiting for others to come up, just had to take photo. 

Cam-whores.

My beloved oppa at work. Heehee!

Chocolate Fondue!

<3

What are you guys thinking?! It's just a Fondue House Party yo! :D

The master chef that made all of these possible! <3

Alright, you guys are right, it's impossible for my class to have a house party without the booze:/

Ta-da!

Tequila shots!

In order to make this....

He did this!

The more noise we made, the more tequila and gin he poured and stop pouring orange juice >:(

And the next day, Weijie had driving, Tiffannie, YiYan and Jiamin had work in the noon, Oppa had to go to school for Inter-Con official, Zan had to go school for FYP. Most of them failed to do what they were supposed to have done:/

Guess what, in the night, they met up for another round of drinking. Like some alcoholics. So we are like hungry monsters also, so we decided on eating Nihon Mura. We only had 30 mins to order cause we went in late. So Clarence went to order quantity x7 for everything even though there's only 5 of us! :O

There was so much food that we just can't finish):

The guys all had christmas hats! Heehee, so cute! :P

Zara bought Jiaqi and I chickies! Heehee. My chicky is the one in brown, hers in pink.

My chicky's nose was at the verge of dropping so she kept laughing at mine. End up, her chicky's eye went missing. Of course I laughed back at her.

Then, my chicky's eye went missing too-.-

The next day, after doing FYP, oppa managed to scam Elle to come down to town and have dinner together. We are such lame people. We headed to town just to eat.... Wendy's-.- LIKE TAMPINES CANNOT EAT LIKE THAT! Who's idea!

After that, just cause we bullied Weijie, so he treated us to Gelatosimo! Actually i think oppa treated too!

On Friday, Yiyan, Zara and I met up for dinner after my FYP. After which, we took the car and sent Zara down to her friend's 21st chalet at Goldkist. I tell you, she like a princess okay. We park car accompany her walk to the chalet then walk back and slack in the car. So camwhore again! ):

Then, after she was done, i walked back in to fetch her out while yan took the car nearer to the entrance pavement. After that, we headed down to 112 Katong to fetch Oppa and Zan cause they just finished work!

Supper!

Had to head down to Bukit Timah to pick Sheryl. And so that Sylvia can follow us. Cause she doesn't know how to get there. So... the initial plan was to go 126 for some porridge. But ended up, we headed to Upp Thomson Road for Prata house. Ended up, there was an ice-cream parlour next to it. And guess what? 

The shop is owned by oppa's friend. So... He treated Zara, Sheryl and I ice cream while the others when to park the other car. Apparently yanyan almost knocked someone down. Tsk! Cause he was using Sylvia's car!

Then, the next day was Christmas Eve!

Checked in at River View Hotel Junior Suite. Like some atas kiddos!

Then, oppa called and asked how was the room. And checked if there was any HDMI cables for the television. The TV in the living room was concealed in, so we couldn't check. I walked into the room and check. When i came out, this is what they did, 

THEY TOOK OUT THE ENTIRE BRACKET! =.=

Yes, as retarded people, they wouldn't let this off. We started using this as photo booth frame. LOL!
One by one start joining in:O

Then they opened up the sofa to use as a bed cause Zara and I were painting our nails inside the room:P

Headed down to meet the rest in the evening to buy the alcohol @ Holiday Inn. Heehee, spotted oppa wearing this super cartoon-ish jumper. HAHAHAHA!

Ain't that much of a alcohol right? :/

Zara

Sheryl

Yan and Zara!

Annoying Zan!

Benson!

Eugene Korkor!

Yan!

Angry bird spotted!

Qi & Bear!

Bear!

Tiffannie!

Everyone! They think my hands that long is it?!

Beloved oppa!

See what he did to me)':

Oh my, table is sooooo messy:O

All the girls!

All they guys!

Oppa<3

Alec!

Bear!

Life's been greater, greater than what i expected:/

Motivations

I need someone to give me the motivation to keep blogging in this space. Kinda lazy nowadays):

《初恋》

《初恋》

抚摸你脸 像是拥有全世界

幸福悄悄蔓延 让谁敷衍了明天

直到一天 你说你不愿缠绵

我的世界突然崩溃 生命顿时生缺陷

你走了 我累了 一个人 学会擦泪

那就是我初恋 让人多么的怀念

无法控制的伤悲 是成长的转捩点

我们学会沉淀 记忆保持最完美

越无言 越离间 就是要 勇敢走一回

或许长大 就是要习惯道歉

我们之间 过多天真的诺言

坦然说出那句再见 不会是沧海桑田

谁多说 那一句 对不起 失去意义

那就是我初恋 你不需要说抱歉

之所以会错过了 是为和对的遇见

成就那个夏天 忽然长大那一天

越咀嚼 越思念 记忆中 那不是终点

可笑的是 偶像剧也常出现

Tear it down

有时会羡慕，应为他始终比较在乎你。或许我太坚强，还是该说假装坚强，因此让人觉得我一定没事，一定能够照顾好自己。但是有谁知道在我内心深处有多脆弱？有谁知道我也想要被照顾。还是应为我的防备心太强，没人进得来？如果一个人是真心想要跨过那一条防备线，不管多困难都一定会用尽所有方法。

You, just you.

Life's been great, in many ways.

Yesterday, i was woken up in the morning by my parents. So, i texted Clarence that i'm awake. And since he just got up too, i told him to come over. Then, i headed back to sleep. Then i heard the doorbell. It's him! Opened the door at 11.11. Like a happy only^^

Headed to meet Yanz to go sing K! at last! Rained Cats and Dogs and so we had Mac while talking crap! K at Dte. Yanz voice is really like a power pac! And there was this pretty ah liansx next door that Yanz saw. So we told him to accidentally go into the wrong room and say hi. LOL. Of course he didn't do it uh!

Went to TM cause Yanz wanted to cut hair. I think all the saloon slacking or something. 7.45 say closed alrdy. LOL, wts right? So we dinner-ed at CS. No more Laksa! Damn sad okay! It's like my favourite hor! Then i heard from Yanz that my dear girl is emo-ing. So we cabbed back to Clarence house to get the car and drove down to Bugis to fetch the princess and headed back to Bedok. Wanted to go to Simpang. Then it started raining. So we went to Bedok Point to try out KungFu Paradise instead. Quite suck leh! Why everyone says that it's nice. Yanz went a few times and said it was nice. But yesterday he agreed that it sucks!

Make Frozen Cheesecake at Jasmine's house today. I think it turned out well for a virgin attempt! Pictures will be up tomorrow! Don't judge okay!

Finally i can apps Ricky. Like, AT LAST! Each time i talk to him. I can't help but feel the distance. Despite the constant assurance that everything's still the same. He misses me and vice versa, i really can't help but feel it's not like the same anymore! I don't know how's life over there. I feel like he and ZhenBang is still the same. Actually, i even feel like he and Zara's still the same. Maybe because they are always bickering, while we are always more towards caring. So now that he's gone, i don't feel that same anymore? I just feel like i'm not a good sister. So much for doting on him. Never mind, i shouldn't think so much.

Baby's 19th!

 

Yesterday was a tiring yet joyous day! ^.^

Worked ytd at Telok Blangah Hill park for the Nebo Quest event. It's like a hot there only! Jia Min and I cabbed down and reached super early at 7am instead of 7.30am. Cause the taxi uncle like a fast only(: Cab fare was cheapppp yo!

Cabbed home after that to chiong and bathe before meeting Clarence at 201! Went to take car at Zara's house to rot at T1 with Janus also. Finally JiaQi's violin ended and we headed to Bugis for Steamboat! Met a really nice ang moh that brought us laughter! Heehee! But right, we ordered 10 plates of pork, the pork never came:/ It only came after super duper long~ ):

Headed over to Strickly Pancakes after that. It's awesome. But somehow, i think we all agree that it's too sweet:/ Hees! Wanted to relax at Play Nation but we look at the price only sian. It's like $12.90 after GST for just 2 hours of console gaming, nothing else. Wah, we go Clarence play better!

So, we decided to head over the barrage. Unfortunately, when we reached there, it started slight drizzle. So we decided not to take the risk. Thank god we smart. When we got back into the car, exit carpark, it started raining. Woohoo. Heng shit.

Safra Tamp instead. Super crowded though the downstairs and carpark looks so... empty. So, we had to wait. Clarence and Janus watched soccer while the 3 of us found a cosy spot outside Sakura and started playing Tap Sonic. That annoying JiaQi kept singing the annoying song coming from the kiap kiap machine. Is irritating one loh! End up when she playing Tap Sonic, she hates the doremon song. Cause it makes her distracted. LOL! After damn long then we finally got to play! Headed home after that! :D

Peektures!

Yanz the zai driver!

Camwhore at 126!

He's trying to prove that he's got big eyes!

While waiting for Janus to withdraw money, we decided to camwhore in the car! :D

At Telok Blangah when we reached super early, got monkeys! 5 of them okay! No joke.
They ransacked the bins to find food, drank coke, ate prawn crackers, climbed onto the chairs. climb trees(duh).

The girls! 

Apparently Elle was trying to whack the tennis ball uh.

Steamboat while waiting for a seat!

<3

Strictly Pancakes! <3

The annoying duet!

Awesome! If it makes you hungry, i'm so sorry:P

Will you just fuck off?

W

It's been ages since i last blogged. And when i'm finally back, i have nothing but whinings.
Today, when i woke up, i wanted to go queue up for the 4S. Then my mum told me that the queue is super long, told me not to queue. So, i went to purchase it online. Being a happy girl, i happily bought it, scheduled delivery on Friday. Then, my dad came home in the evening to screw my whole life upside down, downright down. He told me he wanted a freaking bundle. The bundle came along with a $100 voucher and blah blah. So, i called Singtel to cancel it, blah blah. So that i could purchase it in stores, along with that $100 voucher. Then.... since Singtel doesn't wanna pick up my calls, i went down to store. Only to find out that the 16GB white was since available. I felt like killing myself man. But, it's okay. I can live with the color. But here is my dad screwing my life.

Windows to the soul

Checked out this personality survey on Nadiah's blog. 

http://psychcentral.com/personality-patterns/

It's probably quite true. I just needed something nonsensical/ boring enough for me get away from this shit:/

Accessible

You're comfortable expressing yourself in words and actions, with no self-censorship. You believe that if someone doesn't like what they see it's not your problem, but theirs. A high score on the "accessible" trait suggests that you have a lot of friends, socialize often, and enjoy rap/hip-hop music.

You don't see the need to keep your thoughts to yourself, or to have a zone of privacy that encompasses only yourself and a small circle of friends and relatives.

Unflappable

You are not a slave to your emotions. It takes a lot to upset or unnerve you. That's why you're a good person to have around in a crisis.

You don't let it all hang out, which means that those around you often don't know the pressures you're under or what you're going through. You're not the kind of person people run from in a crisis.

Outgoing

You are more interested in interacting with others than in being by yourself. For you, it is a boring waste of time to sit around, alone, and analyze why you are the way you are.

You don't prefer your own company to being with friends; you're not so interested in what's going on in your mind that you don't need to interact with others. And you get no pleasure out of sitting around, alone, trying to figure out what makes you tick.

Reckless

You tend to give in to your impulses and indulge your cravings. Rather than fight your emotions, you often do what comes naturally, which means occasionally overdoing it, sometimes even embarrassing yourself.

You are not good at resisting temptation and avoiding overindulgence; you are not the kind of person who doesn't regret anything you said or did.

Friendly

You would rather hang out with others than spend time alone, and you'd far rather be doing something with your friends than just sitting around. You're happy in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.

You're not a private person who is ill at ease in a group; you don't view excessive socializing as a waste of time.

Warm

You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort. Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.

Understanding

You are willing to take the time to find out what's going on with other people, especially if they're in distress. You're a good listener, you don't criticize, and you offer unbiased, respectful, honest advice when it's requested. With a high score on the "understanding" trait, it is likely that you are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

You don't feel the need to impose your standards on others or say things that, even though true, cause pain.

Passionate

You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don't tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.

You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some mood swings.

Sociable

You are a people person. You're much more likely to be found in the middle of a crowd than home alone. When there's a good time to be had, you're likely to be having it.

You are not necessarily happier when you're by yourself, and would not choose to be home alone rather than, say, in a crowded club with your friends.

Sympathetic

You have a knack for knowing what's going on in the hearts and minds of those around you, without their having to tell you explicitly. People tend to turn to you with their problems because they know you care, and that you will likely offer good advice and a helping hand.

You do not feel that people with sad stories are just looking for attention, or have brought their problems upon themselves.

When reminiscing gets the better of you

And I remember it all. I remember what shirts you wore, I remember the first text you sent to me. I remember your laughter, your smell, I remember the exact day of our first kiss. I remember every feeling I felt, I remember all the hopes I had, I remember everything I gave up. I remember how my life changed, I remember the things you said, I remember the first time you whispered those three words. I remember your shy smile, the way you played with my hair, the way you held me so tight I couldn’t breathe but I loved it more than anything else. I remember our first kiss, I remember the way your face looked so close to mine, I remember the way my fingers fit so perfectly into yours. I remember everything about you; your perfect hair and your gorgeous face and the way you could never do anything wrong. But I also remember the last day, the last kiss, the last text. I remember all the tears I cried, I remember feeling worthless, I remember waiting by my phone for a text that never came. I remember the lack of explanation, I remember being shoved away like I never meant anything to you at all. I remember feeling used and broken and like nobody understood, especially not you. I remember wondering how you could know everything about me, how I could give you every single piece of me and still not be enough for you. I remember each thing that made me smile, and each thing that made me cry. I remember thinking about you, dreaming about you, and wishing for you. I remember believing with all my heart that it would happen, expecting forever, and having my forever cut short. I remember drifting away from you, and drifting back to this relationship we like to call a friendship. But you and me, we can never be friends. There’s always been something more in the way we look at each other, and you know it. So here I am, looking at you, feeling all the emotions I’ve always felt when I look at you. I know we can never have back what we had before, but maybe we can start something new. I love you. And I remember. Tell me you remember, too.

Harry Potter vs Lord of the Rings!

So true right! :D

I really need to blog soon. This space is getting dusty):

A 1000 miles away

Before i blogged, i had a ton of things to blog on my mind. Now i forgot everything-.-

Sometime back while i was on the bus to meet Jasmine, i saw this girl in front of me with wet hair. I was thinking.. "Ohh, so this is how it looks like going out with wet hair". She's like me. Cause i always go out with wet hair. Suddenly, Ricky came to my mind. It's just a sudden impromptu thing. Each time i think of him, I'll feel sad, and happy. He's not longer by my side. And honestly, i really miss him alot. Thinking of him brings back alot alot of memories. Like how irrational, how he does things without thinking much. Happy cause he's so special to me. He's irreplaceable, totally.

The reason why i was suddenly struck by the thoughts of missing him, is cause i like to go out with wet hair. He'll often nag at me for doing so. Each time at chalets, he would take a towel and wipe my hair dry for me. Though i don't say anything, Honestly, it's a heartwarming feeling. It's like anything said would ruin the moment. I like it when people wipe my hair for me. I just feel a heartwarming sweet feeling. At times, i really wish he would be here to help me wipe my hair again. The most recent one was when he came over my house to bathe and use the hairdryer. Seeing that my hair was wet, he blow dry my hair too. I wish i could relieve the moment. But he's no longer here, he's a 1000 miles away. He probably wouldn't remember this anymore? But i do, every bit of it.

When he left, he left me a letter asking me specifically asking me to remember drying my hair. I cried at that. I didn't do it.

He said that he's be back in probably 4-5 years, it seems to take forever. 4 years, not long, not short either. 4 years down the road, can he still remember?

Sexual Educational Talk

Had a sexual educational conversation with J&J some time back. Total epic joke man! It's really funny and dirty man! Don't judge okay! It's all educational stuffs. Chatted about one night stand, woman/man can do how many times, HIV diseases, sex during menstrual period, guys can cum how many times, vigra and sex pills. Then I mentioned about men on average, can have sex 40'000 times in his life. The moment is said 40'000 times, Je went on to say "in a year" ? Then we burst out laughing. Cause we went to calculate, if a guy were to have sex 40'000 times a year, assuming he has sex everyday, he would have to have sex on an average of 109.58 times in a day, 4.5 times an hour. I mean, who can have sex 4.5 times every hour?! Then if you go sleep for 8 hours, work for 8 hours, when you get back home, you must immediately have sex for 73 times before you get back on track. Wtf right?! Okay, his sex drive must be damn good, or the woman figure damn zai to get him horny enough to do 109 times:O

Joke maximum. Then we found out that the origin of AIDs is cause some guy went to have sex with a monkey, that's why he contracted AIDs. And this slowly spread): Dumb guy.

Then, we invited lots of stares from uncles sitting around us. I know they interested and probably more experience laa. Hahahaha, Yes, we did say that out:P Then again, talking about such stuffs is an open public, nonetheless we are bound to invite these stares:/ And it all started with the aeropostale poster in Orchard that we told to be taken down cause it violates IDK what either. Personally i think there's nothing wrong with it. Apparently a DJ said that it might have hurt guys ego. Heehee. Cause they don't have the figure? :X