hais~!
i guess my heart was really torn..
nevermind.
it's worth it.
i guess.

i'm finding it hard to have a good talk with you.
a talk whereby i won't end up so unhappy.
a talk whereby i won't end up crying.

fine.
that bloody cold shoulder.
it's just like such a short time only and i'm like nobody already.
so you like this way of doing things eh?
great.
just treat me as though i beginning to be a nobody.
what the fuck man!
it is like so bloody sudden.
talk to you then reply me a that kind of i-don't-give-a-damn reply.
wtf!

i'm beginning to have enough of it ok?
i don't want you to treat me like that.
treat me as though i am something for you to take and leave as and when u like it.
where is the old you?
long gone i guess..
though it's just like so recently.
fine!
cast me aside when you have others.
bloody hell.
i'm a human for your information!
i really feel like screaming in right into your face and hope it gets into your brain.

geez!
maybe i should just go back and grow more mushrooms.
just hide in the hole and spend all the time growing mushrooms.
i don't wanna talk to the current you.. i wanna talk to the old you.
please can?