well oh well..
and i feel like a stupid idiot here.
waiting in the night.
waiting for a phone call that might never come.

i kind of understand how it works.
but bloody hell.
couldn't you be a nice soul and tell me in advance that you're not calling.
not calling tonight, tomorrow and for the rest of the time.

it's only the beginning and it's like that.
i expected this to happen.
i just didn't expect that it will happen so soon.
i am a human too okay?

everybody is waiting for that little something to come.
yet i'm waiting for something that will make me feel better.
yet i'm waiting for something that will never come.
and i'm waiting for you to tell me that i'm not forgotten.

is it really that hard to say it?
is it really that hard to expect of you?
i knew there was no assurance.
i trusted you not to forget.

but in the end it seems like you really forgot.
forgot about every single moment.
what else more can i say?
till then..

my blessings to you. may you last forever and prove that the feelings for her are true.