seriously.
i'm beginning to understand everything lesser and lesser.
i'm beginning to understand myself lesser.
i'm beginning to understand you lesser.

i don't know what i want.
cause it seems that there is nothing that i can ever want.
whatever i want, will eventually not be given to me.

i feel like an idiot,
waiting for you and everything.
sometimes i just wanna let everything go and move on.
but whenever i try to do it, i fail terribly.
in fact, it comes back to me even more.
i will end up waiting again.
i don't wanna live my life waiting for something that will never come.

what i want, was just so simply.
yet it seems to difficult.
i just wanted you to be there for me when i really need you.
i just wanted some peace.
yet there seem to be no peace at all.
no matter where i go, there is no peace.
all i wanted was you to be who you used to be.

are things really that difficult?

no peace:(((