and i fucking hate myself now.
and i realise it's all my fault.

i wasn't there when you needed me,
i encouraged you to like him back. cause i thought he would be better than the other guy.
never did i expect such things to happen too.
maybe i shouldn't say a thing.

it's all my fault that i can't make out what you are thinking.
i didn't know you are so tired of it.
no.
i didn't know you are really so sick and tired of it.
i admit that i was in the wrong for scolding you.
but i don't mean a single thing.

i know it's all my fault.
i attitude you, but it became your fault.
i'm sorry.
you forget what to say, it become your fault.
i'm sorry.
i ask you go msg just cause u typed a msg, it become your fault.
i'm sorry.

i don't even mean what i said to you yesterday.
what wrong with me man.
so, i know it all now.
it all should be my fault to start with.
it shouldn't even be anyone else's fault.

you want me to tell you.
you say i'm unhappy.
and since thats the case, i should tell you.
but have you thought why is it that i'm unhappy?
cause i think i need you.
so can you fucking hell stop letting go?
why can't it be how it used to be?

i spent the whole night thinking and
fell asleep with these tears on my cheeks.
i realised.
i don't have an answer to anything.
i don't know what to do.
i'm totally lost.

so..
can you tell me what you wanna do?
if you really wanna leave.
if that's really what you want to do,
just tell me.
i won't be as cruel to hold you back.
but all i can do is to HOPE that you wouldn't leave.

don't leave. cause i know very well that i need you..