Trust is Overrated.: October 2009

Friday, October 30, 2009

蕭敬騰 - 原諒我
Xiao Jing Ting - Yuan Liang Wo (Forgive Me)

請不要分了以後　還記得親吻過的承諾
Please don’t hold onto the memories of the kisses and promises we made even after we have broken up.

你的永久　已不屬於我
Your eternity is no longer in my possession.

默默低頭　那時我很多　話哽在喉嚨
I silently kept my head down when I had so much to say, but all the words were choked-up in my throat.

你的笑你的快樂　或許我愛太多想太多
Your laughter and your happiness… or is it I have loved too much and thought too much?

我能感受　他比我適合
I can feel that he’s more suitable for you than I am.

愛放了手　我偽裝冷漠　比你先說分手
Love has released its hands. I became distant (cold) so that I could break up with you first.

請原諒我　原諒我不成熟
Please forgive me. Forgive me for being immature.

不愛你是藉口　好讓你離開我
Not loving you is only an excuse to make it easier for you to leave me.

請原諒我　好想自私將你佔有
Please forgive me. I wish I can selfishly have all of you.

你的寂寞就給我承受換你過更好的生活
Let me endure your loneliness in exchange for you to have a better life.

請不要分了以後　還記得親吻過的承諾
Please don’t hold onto the memories of the kisses and promises we made even after we have broken up.

你的永久　已不屬於我
Your eternity is no longer in my possession.

默默低頭　那時我很多　話哽在喉嚨
I silently kept my head down when I had so much to say, but all the words were choked-up in my throat.

你的笑你的快樂　或許我愛太多想太多
Your laughter and your happiness… or is it I have loved too much and thought too much?

我能感受　他比我適合
I can feel that he’s more suitable for you than I am.

愛放了手　我偽裝冷漠　比你先說分手
Love has released its hands. I became distant (cold) so that I could break up with you first.

請原諒我　原諒我不成熟
Please forgive me. Forgive me for being immature.

不愛你是藉口　好讓你離開我
Not loving you is only an excuse to make it easier for you to leave me.

請原諒我　好想自私將你佔有
Please forgive me. I wish I can selfishly have all of you.

你的寂寞就給我承受換你過更好的生活
Let me endure your loneliness in exchange for you to have a better life.

愛過恨過哭過也笑過
I’ve Loved, I’ve Hated, I’ve Cried, I’ve even laughed.

親吻過你的脆弱
I felt the vulnerability in your kiss.

其實我比誰都要懦弱
When in fact I was more vulnerable than anyone.

原諒我　必須假裝愛錯
Forgive me. I must continue to pretend that our love is a mistake.

別讓時間逗留　我怕說不出口
Don’t let time drag because I’m afraid it will make it harder for me to speak

原諒我　沒有解釋太多　心痛
Forgive me, for not giving you a explanation. My heart aches…

別無所求　徹底忘了我
Without any demands, please completely forget about me.

愛原來有舍得
so love is also to let go

我難過　我才懂
I understand because I am sad.

How could I reminisce when there is no past?
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy?
Could someone tell me how can this be?

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Today is shag to the max day. Overslept. Again=.= Woke up at 10, got a shock when i saw the timing. Can't blame. Slept at 3.30am last night. Idk for wtf also. Largely due to tha fact that i was having flu and i couldn't stop sneezing):

Anyway, bathe, meet weijie at Jurong East Mrt, buy that stupid T-square=.= damn ex can. Sian. Design and drawing, Quite easy, Finished pretty fast. Was sort of having mood swing. After that, talked to Wanting about some stuffs while waiting for Weijie to finish drawing After that, Mr Koh talked rubbish with us. Hah!

Chiong-ed back Tampines, cause supposed to work today. Somehow, decisions were changed last minute. We were sitting in 445, listing out reason why we should and why we shouldn't work. Okay, we are all too tired to work. I'm seriously very tired. Especially hate days that i wake up suddenly in shock. Waking up early is not as bad as waking up and getting a shock. Ohwell.

I'm too ston-ed today.
So much that i don't know how to express anything now. Can't comfort people, can't give ppl answers, can't think.

Headache, flu, headache, flu. Spare me leh.

Back home~ Irritated now with the bs. Damn sian ttm. Headache le, see le more headache=.= Backbone pain again=.= Like, i dont even know why sia. Anyway, somemore seems very moody, no idea why. Kinda, concerned about him): Wonder what went wrong O.O
*sayang sayang*

Okay, whatever. Irritatedness has gotten over me.
Bye.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

舍不得我为什么说再见
能不能收回我说的每一句话
舍不得我为什么不忘记

School ended early today. Happy to the max. But was rather irritated due to some issues. Trained back to tampines. Meet Zara, wait for jiejie and jason till we super hungry. But they eat le=.= left zara and i. Headed down MS. Watch them play jackpot. We watch awhile then buay tahan, so went down and makan @ Sakae. Zara went siao in there, take my camera take alot of nonsense photos:X

Went back prize stage. They jackpot twice le. Then, watched other people catch Gloomy. All can't get): We didn't try though. Then, went down Mac, they makan, we didn't. Cause we were uberly full. After that, headed over to Suntec. Jiejie wanted to play her Gachapon(s). End up, all the ones that we wanted, all gone): So we went to that poster shop again. Bought poster again! Heh!

Toy 'R' Us after that. Had war in there. Till zara take that long thing and hit on Jason's sheild. Damn loud. So we quickly leave everything there and walk off. Laughed till out stomach cramp. Then jason took this hammer that produces sound when being hit. Go around hitting us and himself to hear that sound. After that, walked around, bought nonsense): Then, Zara wanted to wrap her phone. So we went over to eat waffle with ice cream while waiting for it. Train-ed home^.^

PICTURES!