What i'm feeling has nothing to do with this picture actually=.=
It's just, nice.

I don't know how to express my emotions like how i used to do.
I am feeling quite lost now actually.
I feel like telling someone i trust, everything. Just, everything.
But i don't know how to tell, i don't know where to start. I don't know what they will think.
These words are killing me inside. They just wish to be freed.


Been sick for these few days. Gastric, flu, sore throat, headache like mad, now fever. What the heck can? Go away sickness. Thanks.


Maybe you are right about me. I'm no longer who i used to be. The Arina who was always so cheerful, always so pessimistic about things. The girl who could light up your hearts. Yeah, i suddenly think, i changed. Otherwise why do i feel so sad, so unhappy. Sometimes, i think i forgot what it feels like, to have a smile, coming from the heart. The girl you thought you knew, isnt the same girl anymore. Or rather, i should say. You didn't really know who i really am from the start. I do have my down moments too. I do wish there was someone to hear me out too. I do wish someone would sayang me too. I'm not your Little Ms Happy, or Little Ms Sunshine.