Too many things on my mind. Just wish i can break down right now. I don't know how to express my feelings now. Too complicated. something that i can't write in words. Maybe crying will make me feel better. No idea why i'm feeling like that either.

I feel like crying, cause i feel like there's alot of things on my mind. All like, can't say to anyone. Then, when i think, there's only barely any. I feel like crapppppp now. Ah, fuck.

Thanks Zara♥, my dear, you've been there for me. I believe you can cover up all those months that you've not been here. Cause just a sentence from you, makes me feel way better. Cause i know you truly care. Cause i feel that amongst all my friends, you know me best. Inside out, you read me like a book. Just like what i do to you.

Thanks SuiXiong, no idea why. But, yeah, just a sentence from you makes me feel better too:S No freaking idea why. O.O Stop spamming me sounds on msn. It makes my brother feel irritated. >.<

It's times like that, i feel like some crappy piece of shit. Cause i can't sort out my emotions. Cause i don't even know why i wanna cry. Cause i'm not too sure how to open up to you people.