"Maybe you had to leave in order to really miss a place; maybe you had to travel to figure out how beloved your starting point was."

— Jodi Picoult, Handle With Care

I just feel kinda stressed,
I just feel kinda fucked up now,
I don't feel myself.
My mood's been swinging and swinging today.
There's alot of things in my heart. It's just, some deepest words that can't be expressed, can't be told to anyone.
Sometime, when memories flow backwards, it stabs you right in the face of your heart.