Sometimes, you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and where you want to be.
— Gossip Girl

Yesyes, major FML. 2010 ain't a great year. I've been tired out. Not by other thing else. Just be thinking about all these issues alone. Sorry i seemed so aloft these days. I just thought i wanted a break, a time alone. (i still need it)

I'm starting to get sick of it. Seriously, somebody save me. Like, show me what is it that kept me going for the past years. I mean, this is getting hard. I really don't know how to go on. Even acting like i'm fine is getting tough.

I'll say it out straight, i wasn't happy at all. During the steamboat, and some others. This isn't the first time, i know it won't be the last. Don't ask me why i wasn't happy. If you know it, you know. If you don't know it, too bad. You should really try getting to know me all over again. I'm starting to feel like a total fool, being you all's maid. That's it, i'm tired. This time, i'm gonna let myself take a break. I've been too silly.Too busy trying to bring all of you together, too busy thinking of all of your needs. I totally forgot im human too. I need to be cared for too. I don't need anyone to care for me cause you wanna show me. I only want you to care from the heart. There's a difference my dear.

Let me pour my hearts out. I'm only human.