Was so looking forward to the chalet so that i could have some life. Then, so fast, it flew past-.- wtf right? Nevermind. Back to working. Then school. What kind of a life is this? Can someone wise enlighten meeee?

Nevertheless. I have lotsa fun during the chalet. Just that some things aren't quite the same anymore. Fun fun fun(: Drank alot too(:

Photos will be up soon on my off day. Sorry for the delay people(: You know it will be up soon! Ohyah, cause it's jiaqi's birthday and cause i love her, i borrowed a dslr from TianHang to capture picture perfect moments(: Thanks buddy!

Lovelove! muacks! whatever.

Have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you cry? and didn’t you wish that you could go back in time when everything was simpler and carefree? Those are the songs that are the soundtracks of our lives..the ones that bring back our childhoods, best friends, first love, first broken heart, and the memories.

oh well, i agree.
Too close for comfort.
Fall for you
梁山伯与珠丽叶
Superwoman.
Because i'm stupid
Wedding Dress.


Monday, tuesday off.
Tmr-fri work. Kill me(:
I need to seriously, get a life:S

Freaking tired>.<
nights all.

The truth is, everyone's going to hurt you. You just have to decide who is worth the pain.

Now, everyone knows that im damn hardcore in such a way that even if I reach home super late and have to wake up super early the next day, i will still turn on the computer and go online at least for awhile. But, these few days, it's really crazy days for me man.
Friday to Wednesday straight working. I didn't request for that okay! Thursday was asked if i wanna work OT. I don't want to cause i thought i could spend sometime with Clarence. But, i ended up staying at home. Nevermind.
Tuesday and Wednesday was hell. Supposed to work from 3-11.30 Ended up working from 3-1.30am. 1.30 am is the timing we finished cleaning up. But couldn't feel anything at all. Like, not tired at all. Cause the crowd was insane. We didn't even have the extra seconds to notice the time. Plus, i was at the server counter. Total madness and havoc. My printer receipt roll could almost reach the floor. So much for being server one and owning them chickens like as though they had to go NTUC and buy some. Left the outlet at 1.30 am on Tuesday, Wednesday we finished changing at 0130 am(:

Wednesday, while on the night transport bus home, the bus met with a minor accident. The bus banged into the side of a taxi. Causing the side of the taxi to kena dented in. The car plate number even became slanted. And, it falls on April's Fool Day. Eveyone thought it was an April Fool's Day joke. Wthh?!

Thursday off day. Like, Happy or what? But, all good things/ happy things come to and end. I got woken up early in the morning. Nevertheless, it was a series of unfortunate event that caused me to have not enough slp and all. Yeahh, kinda loser day.

Today is friday. Oh, Jasmine MC>.<
TianHang and i met at wardrobe, went to outlet today. Was cashier. During counting of float, keep on short of $0.10-.- End up, correct. Then, end of day, additional $0.10-.- Stupid or what siaaa!

I don't know what's becoming of me. Sometimes i feel like we can mend this hole together. Sometimes i feel like a total bitch trying to rebuke back at you for everything. Cause.. i don't know? Just feel like bitching maybe?

Nevertheless, worked today as buzzer IC. But i was everywhere. From buzzer, to server, to Ben's & Jerry cashier counter to doing closing for B&J. Insane crowds again today. But was fun(:

However, what's with people spilling drinks during peak hours man! Making us double busy. Like yesterday, we are in heavy debts of chicken and everything else. Busy like no one's business like that man. As though it was free-.-

Dinner at HarbourFront foodcourt after that. Makan with Jasmine, Felise, YuWei, XiangJun, Baixiang, Valerie. Headed home after that(:

Okay, shall blog tmr. I got work.

This is the 520th post(: 520 = I love you (我爱你） = my anniversary date(:
awesome right?!
Why so little post? Cause i haven't been a diligent girl to blog everyone): in fact, im very lazy>.<

Today is a super tiring day. Worked from 9-5 today. Had to wake up at 6 this morning. But, i feeling so horrible last night cause of my flu that i couldn't sleep till like at 3am? So, headed off to work in that terribly packed train):

Started off stocking up and doing random stuffs. 11am the store opened, flooded with an entire bus or 2 worth of hongkong guest. They chiong to the Ben's & Jerry counter like as though it was free?! So we were at the server area. So we were looking at them suffer commenting that there were gonna scoop Ben's & Jerry ice cream till their hand break off>.>

Then, they started flooding cashier/server area soon after. Crowd was endless man. We got busy and totally forgot about the time man! Busy till we had no time to do other things or even take our break. Today's the busiest i think.

Ended work at 5, slacked with Felise to wait for BaiXiang, Bryant and YuWei for dinner. Waited till 7 plus, then we ate chicken and fish burger. Super full la! After that, cleared up, massive headache. After waiting for so long, in the end i didn't go and eat with them. Dumb right? Yes, i know. >.<

Alright, i wanna go rest now le): Hope this Flu+ Cough+ Sore Throat + Fever-to-be will go away soon(:

心碎得很好听。

Arcade @ Downtown with Jiewei, Clarence and Janus today.
Jitao rot at the freaking arcade. Gonna like stay away from that place for a while i think. ( from the arcade, not downtown! )
Maximum Tune > Daytona > Bishi Bashi. That's all i think.

Janus left at 4 plus, we were deciding whether to go and eat or rot around? Called Ricky, he agreed for dinner. So, we waited from 5plus, wait and wait. I called and asked if he's most probably be heading down, or not. He said yah. So we waited till 8 plus. Alright, forget it. We're not exactly very hungry. But, we're sick of waiting. called him one last time. He said he's tired. Ohwell, just like what ben said. I had already expected it. Just trying to prove my expectations wrong? (maybe?) It sucks, having to have such expectations (fulfilled). Damn it.

Dinner @ Different Taste. Mee Goreng & Chilli LaLa(:
pei jiewei's fren makan dinner. Bus 21 home. Thought about alot through the ride home(:

心碎得很好听。

HELLO WORLD, im back from genting. Have lots to update, but i'm lazy and sick now. So, will update when i get the pictures(:

Useless Ass, You should just get out of my life.
Thanks. Your disappearance will be greatly appreciated.

Sometimes, i have an internal fight within myself.

Went for USS Family day yesterday(: Dart Awesome. Whoever(staff) missed it, consider yourself dumb/sway. Sway cause tickets sold out. Dumb cause it's $10 and you don't even wanna buy it(:

Pictures are up on FB, will post it here too. But, maybe tomorrow(: Too much to say about it! Will let the pictures do the talking tomorrow(:

Anyway, today was spent ston-ing away. Like watching finish Momolove(: I can't believe i cried for that show. The show that i fell asleep watching it.

Cut my fringe today. While having dinner and after dinner, i was totally pissed with this blogshop owner. She wanted us to meet at 7 pm at Bukit Timah CC. i agreed. emailed me at 6.05 to say meet at 6.30. She think i live next to that place? Wtf can? I called ben and asked him to reply for me that weijie is already there le.

She replied when i reached home saying, is he still there? (at 7.45pm), my mum doesn't have his number (she asked her mum to do the meetup for her, she has my number doesnt she? can't she give it to her mum? STUPID), she was waiting for his call also (wtf, this got me pissed. You think we've got the same mother? How do i know YOUR mum's number?)

Seriously, you must be wondering why i cant call her right? Cause, when i asked for her number, she told me that, nevermind, email can already-.- So, she still had the cheek to tell me, weijie didn't call her mum. We don't know how she looked like, we don't know what is she wearing, we don't have her contact number. She thinks we have death god's eyes that tells us, it's her mum? Totally pissed. Ji tao send an angry mail over to her. Totally annoyed beyond words description man.
So, imagine that i'm so freaking pissed. How much more pissed will weijie be, since he's the one who made a wasted trip down.

Ohyeah, father needs the camera this friday. How much of a coincidence man-.- I'm going malaysia on friday. Friday - Friday = Clash. He gets the camera, i don't. Damn it.

ANYONE CAN LEND ME CAMERA AND ITOUCH?! PLEASE!

I need a re-definition of best friends. Seriously.
Like wtf is a best friend?
Someone whom you can find when you need her and cast her away when you've got someone else.

Don't worry, i'm not talking about who you all think i am talking about. But if you all continue to believe so, then go ahead. Nevermind, in this world, there are many who are like this too. Sorry if it offends/hurts anyone. But, i don't really care(: Call me a bitch for acting this way. Whatever.

freaking tired today. Slept at 5 last night. But couldn't sleep well. So yeah, was subconsciously awake and thinking about all kinds of nonsense about ju-on. Haha, random i know.

Woke at 7plus in the morning. I'm usually those who are quite hard to be woken up. But today, my mother touched my leg only, i ji tao tio chua and wake up. Wtf right?

Was at Singapore Casket the entire day. I should have brought my laptop down. So it wouldn't be that boring. Prayers, stand straight for idk how long, kneel stand continuously for idk how long>.< Practically did nothing there.

Korkor and i went back at around 10.30? Hitched a ride from uncle gan(: Parents left at around 11.15?

Ohh, gonna blog another day. I wanna rest now. Tomorrow gotta wake up at 7.30. This is worse than going to work>.>

Hi BenjaminPhanBanana(:
youstupidirritatingevilthatkeepscallingmealittledevil!
evenjasminecallsmealittledevilnow!
bullymeandimakesureyouliarliarpantsonfireburnuntilchaota!
scoldmecrazyandiwillkickyouintowoodbridgeandyoucantcrossthebridge.
cutallyourkboxsongsuntilyougotnoxiongmei.
stopsayingthatitalkgotnosenseokayitalkgotsenseisyoudontunderstand!
onedollargotthreetriessoigotirritateyouforthepriceofonedollar?
youknowyoulovemeverymuchsostopcallingmelittledeviltoactyigealright!
dontmakemepostupallyourdrawingsoverhereokay!
Onecomplimentarypicforyoubelow(:
youwannaslapmehowcanyouitreatyousogood!
youslapmeionedollarthreetriesthreebonushitsfrommetoyou
awwwhowsweetcanigetlikeseriously?
youwannapukewaitigetplasticbagforyouokay!
butcantguranteegotnoholes.
seeimsuchanicepersonawww.

BenjaminPhanBanana,
youaresuchanevilboyboytryingtohidebehindanangelscirclet.
suchaliar!
BOOHOO!

Tuesday, i had dinner at Grand Corpthrone Waterfront Hotel. Food standard droppppp! After the dinner, jiejie drove the Mercs back! Woots. Imagine jiejie driving it. Haha, it's beyond imagination laa! After that, we dropped ourselves at TM to catch Hu-Man at TM. But, walk halfway, we changed our minds and decided to go k(:

So, we called Ben, he took a cab down from SengKang to downtown. Meanwhile, we called Aunty Rosie and say we wanna go back take car. So, headed home, took the car, chiong down Downtown. K(: After that, we were too tired, so headed home.

Wednesday, meet clarence in the morning go bank deposit money. Lunched at Astons. Went over jiejie house, then drove to downtown, caught Hu-Man(: We took 2 sets of couple seats(: Me and jiejie, Clar and Ben, haha, gays! After movie, crave for nonsense, we wanted to go Geylang for Dim Sum, Bedok 85 for BarChorMee, Bedok 511 for Noodles, Tampines St 81 for Hokkien Mee, And lastly, Changi Airport T3 for XinWang HongKong Cafe.

Decided for Changi Airport T3 for XinWang HongKong Cafe at last(: The food, nice(: Fooled around the place before heading home(:

Thursday, went IT fair with jiejie in the noon. Drove down, i know it's a killer to drive to SUNTEC when there's an IT fair. But, just lazy and she had to go office after that. So, had a hard time sourcing for parking at Shaw Tower. Finally got a lot at the 10th floor>.<

Meet Clarence, Justin they all for lunch at JustAcia. Headed to IT fair to see prices for my lovely hard disk. After that, jiejie went off to office while i went Outram to meet mummy to meet uncle. Only managed to go home at around 10 plus? >.< Friday (today), k with Bryant, BaiXiang and Weijie, Sooner or later, i will have phobia of Kbox man! Keep spamming like nobody's business uh! Bought my harddisk le(: Love it baby! Saw jiewei♥ today(: Headed to Carrefour for Bryant to buy his alarmclock. Baixiang took a good alarm clock, but when we took it up, the surface screen was crack (glass de). LOL. cause it's Baixiang's hand maaa. Headed home after that:S

Ohyeah, my uncle passed away today): So, gonna go funeral tomorrow)': Gonna be there the whole there. I wish i had an itouch

Byebye world(:

Hihi world, I just came back from USS- F&B BBQ at Costa Sands Pasir Ris, didn't stayover cause all of them that i know are not staying over. So, yeahh, pointless for me to stay too:S Nevertheless, we didn't stay in the chalet or ate at the BBQ.

We headed out to rent bicycle. Cycled from 7.30 to 9.30 But, damn irritating. Cause each time we take the bicycle out and wanna go cycle somewhere further, they will call and ask us back>.< Went back 3 times i think. Nevermind:S

There was once that we went back just to take photo. But, it was fun uh. Cause eddie was practically spoiling every single photos. Haha, Will upload them on blog soon. Uploading on FB now>.< It's taking quite a while 173 photos, i deleted those that are really not nice/ didn't capture anything photos and we're left with 149. Still alot to upload and tag loh!

Tmr having dinner at some hotel. Will update again soon(:

Alright, gonna say sth damn random. And that is...
I LOVE MY HAIR TODAY!

Told you it was random. But, ya, you know those days when your hair is going the right way that you want it to go(:

Nevertheless, went to SATA Chai Chee with Clarence and BaoShan yesterday to pei them do medical checkup for Poly entrance. It took 3 hours-.- totally killed off all my other activities. After that, went back to makan with Clarence and Zhaode. We were supposed to eat Sakae Sushi. BUT, like how the checkup killed upp all my activities, it killed off Sakae too. Cause buffet is from 3-6. We reached back Tampines at 5.20 ( We cabbed back-.-)

Pei Clarence walk to school, Zhaode and i walked in, wanting to find Mr Lim, end up can't find. No one knows where is he-.- So, went to my house, talked with Zhaode while i charged my phone. After that, Zhaode went to meet ChiaChang while i went to meet Benjamin. Took 21 down to downtown at meet jiejie. K session!

Sang from 8 plus to 3am. Then, went to park to talk. Till around 5 or 6 then go home>.<
Hardcore right! I slept super "early" uh!

Today was a no life day ( i like! ), watch dramas. (:

Ohyes, my eating timings has been majorly screwed up ever since i started work. LOL. Nevermind(:

Alright, gonna resume my no life day of watching drama le(:


JIAQI! MISS YOU MISS YOU! Does this sound familiar? Haha! I got surprise for your birdday le. I think. HAHA!

Sometimes, you just prove how much better you can be without us. Really. I feel like I'm your obstructing stone sometimes. So i guess i should fuck off:O

hi world, im back to blog(:

Haven't been blogging properly cause i've been working and by the time im back, i'm just too drained of energy to blog a proper post.
Has been working through my entire CNY period. Other than Chu Yi ( 1st day), the rest all working>.< Seriously, cause i'd rather work than to go around visiting and doing nothing at all. I swear.

Been workin 5 days in a week. Kinda chionging work uh. But then, i had hell lots of fun uh! But, sometimes can be really bored till nothing to do. So they'll conduct trainings. But i'd rather be helping wendy do some admin stuff(:

We learnt how to make waffle cones and how to scoop ice cream properly. You know those ice cream that is seriously rounded and big scoops one?! Weijie made a mess during the waffle making. Baoxiang wasted a scoop of Bens&Jerry ice cream cause he used too much strength. And tada, poof! Off it goes to the floor(:

Had bon orientation induction on monday.
Took a walk with proper introduction to Universal Studios Singapore. The sun was freaking hot. Kept having to wipe away our sweat. Kope tissue papers here and there. Then, we took roller coaster rides till we're immune.

On saturday, we took dinosauring for 2 times, to kill time. Took canopy flyers once. Took rapids adventure for 8 times. 5 of which, we didn't even bother getting off the float. We just continued on and on(: Got ourselves soaked till shoes can scoop water. Luckily we were wearing uniform. So it was the uniform that got soaked like maddd, i bet wardrobe people hate us>.< The night view at rapids adventure was damn nice. Seriously uh! We were even saying, ppl should get married there. Like, super cool uh!

On sunday, we took dinosauring to kill time again:S Took rapids adventure for 3.5 times. Got stuck just before the fall:S Major disappointment. But then, we saw that there were 4 floats in front of us that were stuck too. Then, another 3 joined us. Haha, party in there eh. Then, i think they turned off the current, the float was raised up quite high for a while. Then, we started singing happy birthday song to someone whom we don't know/ can't see. Haha, what the hell right, i know. But, cool uh. People sing happy birthday to you in the tunnel(: Weijie and i took lrt down to KianHong ( teck whye mac) mac to find bryant. Kind of stupid, i know. It's the mac that was near Stagmont camp. Damn it. felt like an idiot walking in rounds. Haha! so smart. Took the last train home:S

Monday was training, walked around:O Took canopy flyers till we were immune to it, can silent mode le(: We didn't even bother getting off the seat too. Haha! Went k after that with ben, bryant, baixiang, weijie, junlin. Didn't sing much. Wasn't quite in the mood:S Trained to Sengkang and cab home with ben:S I caught you unguarded(:

Tuesday, went to work and had training, i was packing the files(: Took Shrek 4d after that. Haha, it shall remain a mystery(: Then, took enchanted airways. Funn(: Cause the whole Goldilocks and FGM took an entire rack of seat(: So there's just us and us(: Screamed till our lungs going tear apart>.< Immune to it also. Haha, we are the best at spamming rides.

Yesterday was spent doing my favourite no life thing. And that is to chiong drama(:

Peektures from saturday and a little from Sunday(:


RuiQi & me(:


When we put the mops out to dry. Camwhore!
HweeNgoh, Shiqi, Christina, Nadiah, RuiQi(:


Nadiah, RuiQi, Christina, ShiQi, Me, HweeNgoh.


Us again(:


Me! and that cute cut(: Puss in Boots.

DinoSauring(:

TeckSheng(:


HweeNgoh & BaiXiang


Me& RuiQi

Canopy Flyer

Rowena, RuiQi, Shiqi, valerie

After Rapids adventure.

Christina, RuiQi, HweeNgoh, BaiXiang.


Nice uh!

Canopy flyer(:

WeiJie & Me


Front: BaiXiang, TianHang
Back: Benjamin, Catherine.


Catherine & me(:


JunLin, Catherine, idk who, Amaliyah, WeiJie, Kelvin, Bryant.


Lovelove!
&& when are you coming back!
Misses!

i have got lots to type, lots to share on my blog. But, each time when i get home, im too tired to do anything. Even watching drama is a super tiring thing for me. Will blog tmr bah. Since i'm off(:

I mean, fucking serious.

First, you keep rushing me for a freaking answer. I don't wanna just anyhow give an falseful answer and make everything worse. So, i say i have to comfirm with others first. Then, you ganchiong go and rush to book the fucking room. Now, it's my fault that the room will be left empty. Wtf uh, seriously. Then i obviously will go up with them cause that's where my companion will be. So, you're expecting me to be going with you, i stare at you, you stare at me. Then, what comes outta it? Then the last day, we leave and go seperate ways. God damnit. Seriously.

Then now you tell me, say i don't even wanna go up with you, then now there's an empty room for one night. My fault is it? You wanna settle everything so fast without comfirmation. This is what you get loh-.-

EXAMS OVER!

Yes, that's what we've all been waiting for! Alright, tired. Lazy blog. Will blog tmr if i'm at home. Lovelove~

Today's another long day. Work at 10 today. Met bryant at 8 at outram MRT. Been hearing him say 习惯就好. End up kena say back by me(: He's been saying that cause of the show/song.

Breakfast had honey star at Take Five. Then headed back to outlet. Siva thought Sandra, me and Bryant were late. LOL. Anyway, did stock taking. Mix with a little hard labour. All the way till lunch. Then, Din came back driving the van. We asked him to take us in the van. Muahaha, played around in the back of the van with Sandra, Bryant and Valerie. Lunch at Take Five again. After that, took shuttle bus back. Then we asked for the bus driver uncle's number so that he can fetch us often. Cause our place is so far far away:S

Went back to work, stock take at dry store, ice cream frm Friar's, shopping at Fairy GodMother. Instant Noodles at Take Five. Slack around, stock take again, Labour work, carry juices out to van and carry mix in.

Went to wardrobe to change out, waited for Bryant and JunLin for an hour. Met up with Weijie at harbourFront then cabbed down to Katong to meet BaiXiang. K-ed. Happy(: Super lot of nonsense(: Cabbed home>.<


Labour work):


Sandra, BeeLee, Valerie.


Bryant.


Valerie the mad one.


Bryant & I


Sandra, Bryant, BeeLee, Valerie and Din.


Troy(:


Friar's icecream. Make ourself de. Mine considered very good.





Madness photo:S Okay, shall go take a rest. Tired. Nights world(:

OMG, tired today.
Gonna be a short post. Cause it's 3.20 now and i gotta wake up at 6 am tmr. How sweet. Shitass.

Worked today. Played with Bryant's hair while waiting to see our schedule. We tried to make Guan Yu's hair. Concluded that it's impossible to use wax. Must use spray to be power enough. Left Goldilocks at 11.15. Predicted that by the time we were to change out and get outta USS, there's not gonna be any bus/trains left. So, we decided to take night transport home(:

I was the first to reach home. Compared to weijie and bryant. Ended up, when to meet Jasmine. Sorry uh, miss her too much>.> Chatted for a long long time(:

Cause we don't mean the same to you anymore. Still the same? Not quite the same actually. What i'm angry with? Everything. Yes, i know i'm not making any chances for you to prove.

One more day(:
One more day till you're back(:
I'm counting down the hours(:
Don't wanna say this, cause you're supposed to know.
Nevertheless, i miss you!
Life without you so weirdddd. :S

Anyway, yesterday, woke up at 5.30am to go for training-.- I didn't managed to sleep well. Met up with Catherine and another guy who doesn't have the pass and went for training. Ended up around 3.30.

Then, headed back to outlet, suddenly say i off-.- Cause i've been working 7 days in a row without off. So, was told to go home. But, they had a shortage of manpower cause last minute changes caused some of them to be unaware that they had to work. So, went off to change at wardrobe. Hui Er, Clarence, WeiJie and I took our time to go back. Haha. Cause we were tired in a way or another.

I was cashier. First counter somemore:S Anyway, was rather sad at the end up the day. Stuffs couldn't tally. Kinda disappointed with myself:S

After that, chionged to wardrobe and change out then rushed to city hall meet Clarence. Headed over to Jiewei's house. I was hungry. Cause i ate at 12pm. And it was 10pm at that time. We couldn't reach Janus at all. Concluded that he fell asleep. Jiewei and I started spamming his phone with calls and messages. HAHA! Finally decided to call his house. He got down after Clarence and I finished bathing.

Mahjong. Kept losing at the start. Then, at a certain point, started to feel very unwell. Feels like i'm super dehydrated. My whole body was very cold. But my face was very hot. I felt like my face was burning. Took break. After resuming the game, i was super unwell. But, still had to like, tahan. Started winning all my losses back with 自摸，满台。 Heng shit.

Went to koon at around 7 cause Janus had to go off. I feel more comfy sleeping on his bad after he changed his bed(: Woke up at around 10 plus. Went home at 11 plus.

Then, instead of sleeping, i watched 3anGuo. Watch halfway, go koon. Wake up watch 3anGuo, watch halfway go back koon again. LOL. Bryant inspired me to watch 3anGuo again.

Work again tmr:( Feels kinda like i've been chionging work. Actually, i wish can break one more day:S


Receiving your words and messages are like receiving roses with thorns. As hurting as it is, i teared.

“ You were never supposed to mean this much to me. “

That pic, it's what i'm supposed to do now.

Oh, same routine. Work again:S Finally kena server. Like happy only(: HEES! didn't take dinner, just went to the seats at the back and talked to Katherine(: The wind super shiok. We were not allowed to take our phones today): Siva checked): Nevermind. After work, Sandra passed me my phone, there were 6 messages. 5 from Eddie, 1 from Weijie. All about tmr's training-.-

Training at 8.30 tmr:S I need to wake up at 5.30. How sweet. Now's 1am. IF, i go to bed now, i will have 4 1/2 hrs of sleep. If i don't, i will have less. Super sweet yeah?
Training from 8.30am to 4pm.
Work from 3pm -9pm
Equals = 8.30 am to 9 pm.
After that mahjong with Clar, Jan and Jie? Shall see if i'm tired ttm anot. Cause i got work from 3-9 the next day. Shitass. Feels like this week i've been chionging work. Damn no life. Where's all my drama. I'm putting them all on hold. Including my HwangTaeKyung! How could i do this to him):

Anyway, i was happy to receive your message. But, happiness don't last forever. Your words sting. It wasn't meant to hurt this way. You weren't supposed to mean so much in sucha a short period of time. I'm super tired. But you ain't talking, i can't sleep. I just feel guilty? I don't know what you're thinking. Ohno):

Fake smiles and deceptions

Ohgosh, tired shit. There wasn't really a crowd today. Managable ba. Was super bored at work. But after break, too over at the front and things become more fun. Talked rubbish with David about Horoscope. LOL-ness.

After clearing up and while eating the food, we were having lots of fun. Cause we were making out a story to make ourselves believe where Bryant and David went to. Total craziness. All the wrong stuff aka, above 18 stuffs. But, the girls are the one contributing the most. We were the ones we started it and made it super super wrong.

After changing at wardrobe, Katherine "lost" her badge. We missed a bus asking the wardrobe personnel to open the door. Ended up, it was in her bag. Haha, kena suan-ed by all. Missed the bus, the next bus was full. So, we decided to take the guests bus. Which was actually meant for casino. Ended up saying that all of us are underage and worst still, our attire is comfirm CMI to go in. Haha, Slippers and Sandals. Bermudas and Shorts.

Took the last train from HarbourFront to Outram, I think. Was talking about SanGuo with Bryant in the train. Yes, we're getting all of them crazy with us soon(:
While waiting for the Outram-Tampines train, we told Bryant what happened while he was away. Meaning we told him all the nonsense we said. Tsk tsk, Bryant, now, even if you were to jump into the yellow river also can't clear your name. Haha!

Life's tiring having to put on masks, put on fake smiles. Deceptions & Hypocrites.

"Wanting to be someone you’re not is a waste of the person you are."
- Kurt Cobain
锁上心房，不让任何人接近。
应为害怕受到伤害，
害怕心碎得不知要如何去收拾。

Work today's alright. My voice is going haywired:S Reached home around 12. Super tiring. Just, mentally tired ba. Been talking to Nick since i got online. Talked alot. Made me think super lot. My brain is supposed to be hibernating now!

Anyway, work tmr again. i feel like i'm so no life. Opps:X
Alright, lazy blog liaosxzzz. Blog another day when i feel like it.
OR
when i off day(:

HEE! till then. Love ya~

When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you, & it doesn’t mean that they are bad people. It just means that their part in your story is over."

CNY is super boring, like as usual. Woke up early in the morning(AGAIN). Totally not enough sleep man. Been waking up at 5, labour days, then, back home really late and tired shit. Went temple to pray with parents. FYI, i totally dislike the smell of the josstick, it makes my nosey wriggle and makes me feel really irritated. Then, went suntec to see the horoscope. Will post pictures of it later on(:

Went over uncle house, stone, watch teevee, then went over hospital to see another uncle. Oh, sian-ness. Back home now. It's the only thing that makes me happy. Cause i can watch drama! Did i mention? These few days i was so tired, the moment i reached home, i didnt even bother and want to turn on the computer. MY DRAMA! MY DARLING!

ohyeah, exams are over. Except for Building Services paper which falls on the 24th. So, yeah, these few days working over at Resort World Sentosa (RWS). Not gonna talk much about it. Just, interesting things happen(:

I happen to see this thing a while ago. LOL-ness. It's dumb, but kinda true sometimes. Just, typical.

1. Girl + Boy = Girl - Best Friend
( Girl meets boy, girl leaves best friend )

2. Girl - Boy = Girl + Best Friend
( Boy leaves Girl, girl runs to her best friend )

3. Girl + Best Friend = Rebound
( Girl and Best Friend back together, she’s a rebound )

4. Girl + Boy = Girl - Best Friend
( Boy comes back, girl leaves best friend again )

5. Best Friend = 0
( The Best Friend is the victim of the sad story )

Alright, shall go do my things already. Working tmr and i have no idea when is my off day:S Cause i just agreed to work on my off days (>.<)

EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS:S
I thought after tmr's last paper (*excluding BS on 24th), i could like, enjoy myself for a day. But, nooooo! I got work after that! OMG, major sadness. Yes, hiding in a corner crying my eyeballs out.

ITP was alright, screwed up some parts though.
ECTP was slightly better than i thought it would be. But, i was sooo dumb. I merged 2 drawings into one when they asked for formwork. Very smart.
D&D was ): Cause i didn't even finish. Should have done isometric before doing perspective. I re-drew perspective 3 times! I can't believe what i was actually doing man! This is what happens when exams damage your brains. The air con was so cold, couldnt't even draw properly:S
Tmr is Law, omgness, i haven't even started on it. I am so screwed:S Kill me thanks.

Did i say i love ben's voice. Haha, like how i like li sheng jie's songs. Don't tell him, later he yayapapaya. And, when he sing, he'll go (eg. 生日快乐，我对自己说，蜡烛点了，寂寞亮了， blah blah blah blah.) Funny loh.

We went K yesterday(:
&&JustAcia(((:
LOVES!

I'm gonna run outta life soon. Exams, work, work, work, CNY, work, work, work, x100. When can have a life?
Having a life = Watching you're beautiful all day long, crying eyeballs out. Don't mind watching 100 times. Yayness.

i am effing tired. That's all i can say.
Stonning process continues...

I've got lotsa things in my head now. Got mixed emotions now): I got like, so much work that is yet to be completed. Then, term exams are round the corner, CNY's coming soon. I got so much to do, so little time. no motivation to do so.

Now, i'm feeling so nostalgia. I just feel strings of remorse. I mean, i'm not feeling sympathetic. I'm just feeling these remorse coming back. It's not the first time, it won't be the last. Afterall, when someone has come close to your heart before, irregardless of what happened in future, it will still affect you in a way or another. I just feel regretful that things turned out this way? It could all be fine. I'm bringing the fault all upon myself. I know, the decision to leave was suggested by many. But, i could have stuck on. It ain't sympathy making me feel this way. Nothing to do with sympathy at all. It's just... Guilt perhaps?

It's okay if you all don't understand the post. It's just a place for me to rant my inner thoughts.

I'm gonna chiong work today. I HOPE. First time:X ciao~

I am very tired now. I am having a terrible HEADACHE. But, i am very very happy(: However, i cannot believe what i did. I think i was mad the very moment i decided to go ahead with the plan. Call me INSANE(:

I used to say that they are insane. Today, me, michelle and jiejie decided to experience the insanity. It was rather fun actually. Except that my ear dums are broken, my headache is very terrible, my legs are aching. Nevertheless, i am freaking happy.

Oh, you didn't know where i went?
I went to the airport to see SHINee after they touched down at the airport. INSANE crowd, INSANE us(:
I really can't believe it. OPPS:X

Happy happy happy girl(: muacks!

I have much to say, much to blog. But, i'm tired. Wanna have an early night tonight(: Cause tmr still need to do projects! OMG, life sucks!

I'm feeling fucking stressful and things around me ain't making it easier for me. The retest gave me a chance to retry, but, i know i won't make it through. The tutorials are due tmr, i can loudly say, i haven't done shit. I was so fucking tired, i took a nap just now. Oh, i manged to fall asleep without thinking too much. And cause i slept, all my things are jammed up now. Well done. Wtf is with this stacking effect thing? It's making my life miserably miserable. I just feel so tired of everything now. Really, EVERYTHING.

Tired.

I wake up in the morning, put on my face,
the one thats gonna get me through another day.
Doesn’t really matter how I feel inside,
this life is like a game sometimes.

School's fine today. But, i had too much on my head. Feels like i can't breathe. Too much going on today, i feel like i can't absorb it all. Been going on a rollercoaster ride. Why must the peak pont and lowest point have such a big range. Too much for me to take it. Okay, i can't take it anymore. I need to take a breather.

I'll be fine soon.
I'll be fine later.
I hope i will be.

Oh, isn't that question that he's asking an obvious question? I mean, anyone can answer that instantly?! Oh, please. Seriously, FML. Crying plus bad flu. Well done.

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Okay, you've agreed. But i don't feel happy like, at all? Oh, maybe later. I'm not alright now. If you call me, or you video call me now, you'll hear/ see what a terrible state i am in right now.

Oh, you just spoiled my whole fucking plan. I had intended to speak in private to him. But, now you fucking spoiled my plan and got other people involved in it. If i don't get to go. It's all your fucking fault. I'm super sick now. This flu ain't like an other. It's making me feel very very horrible. With an irritating headache which is deterring me from thinking properly. Then, there are 10 piles of things in my bloody brain. The best way you could help was to shut the fuck up. But even that seemed very difficult for you. You should just shut the fuck up NOW. You are pissing me off. Fuck you.

Ohyes, i know im not a good friend. I really don't know how to be a good friend anymore. Not at least these days. Does a friend means giving in to every fucking thing? If yes, please tell me. I won't be your lovely friend then. I said before. I can be your best friend. I can be your worst bitch. Yes, the bitch is here.

"Take all the time you need to heal emotionally. Moving on doesn’t take a day; it takes lots of little steps to be able to break free of your broken self."
- Unknown

Ohman. Back to school, Things piling up on my head. Omg, endless>.<
1) I gotta do CIP ALONE.
2) ECTP retest.
3) ECTP and D&D tutorial
4) test/ exams in 2 weeks time.
5) CNY coming (FYI, i hate CNY(s))

Lots more that i can't think of now. Too many things in my head. Nevertheless, k-ed and supper at Simpang that day. Didn't know that Simpang so political one. LOL. Tried Nick's Roti John. Nice(: My prata wasn't as nice): Drove Nick home then we went home. Woohoo, explored new path(:

Yesterday, was supposed to go K with ricky, zara and clarence. But, somethings happened. So, end up cancelled k. -.- we were already outside the place actually. Sian ttm. Really is jitao shag diao. Plus everyone was out le. Okay, don't wanna talk about it.
Walked over to Parkway Parade with zara, her boyf, and Clarence. After that, headed to East coast Park. Makan dinner. Then homed. Reached home at around 12. Had a headache while on the bus): Then after bathing, flu came-.- It's still here today):

Moral of the story: Don't promise anyone about something that you're unsure. Get it right before comfirming. Otherwise, you'll piss others off.

We spend our whole lives telling ourselves everything happens for a reason, when in reality it’s just that we give reasons for everything that happens.
- Arina

Ohyes, last night. I wanted to blog. But then, a monster appeared in my room. Scaring hell shit out of me and my brother. Wahlao. Stupid flying cockroach. We 2 immediately chiong-ed out of the room. My whole family is sleeping and my dad was sleeping in the living room cause my mama's sick. Ended up, the cockroach went into hiding and my beloved brother ps-ed me and went to sleep. I couldn't sleep till around 3 plus.

End up, this morning overslept. I woke up at 7.45. Lesson at 8.30): Ended up, i reached class at 10, mr koh say. Okay, that's all for today. You all can do your tutorials/ you all can leave. (PS, lesson supposed to end at 11.30). We slacked awhile before leaving. Haha.

Home-d, i couldn't remember how i managed to idle away my lovely time): Drama(s) i think? Nevertheless, tmr going IMH (institute of mental health) to do CIP. Yes, i know. Wtf right? Nevermind. Everyone is telling me i can arrange my admission procedures tmr. (into IMH). Very "lovely" friends. I should just intro them in too:X

Ohyes, i was telling my mum a joke just now. She had to pop the medicine into her mouth at the time and drank water. She managed to swallow it. She took another sip, i was laughing away, she spit out all the water. Kena me, the chair and the floor. I know it's gross. But it's just plain water. LOL. Cock no ass = Coke no ice.

Mummy's been sick for days): that adds to me being aloft these days. Kinda worrying. She being able to sit in the living room and eat is already very very good(: She managed to finish all her food for dinner. Unlike lunch, she only ate 2 spoonfuls, then no appetite to eat le):

没有我的日子，你依然能够过得很好。

"There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don’t know how."
- Oasis

Today's lesson was fine. Obviously. Since when was wednesday a horrible school day? Had lesson from 10-11plus. Headed back, lunched with jiejie. Went home and attempted doing D&D, kinda miserable.

Headed down to downtown for DayBreakers with jiejie, jason and clarence(: Nice show(: At least for me. Cause i've got a fetish for vampires♥ Seoul garden after that(: It's better than other places man! Can order from the screen like sakae sushi. Plus plus, won't kena the splash spatter so easily.

Ohman, dark bluey days tmr:S

Sometimes, you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and where you want to be.
— Gossip Girl

Yesyes, major FML. 2010 ain't a great year. I've been tired out. Not by other thing else. Just be thinking about all these issues alone. Sorry i seemed so aloft these days. I just thought i wanted a break, a time alone. (i still need it)

I'm starting to get sick of it. Seriously, somebody save me. Like, show me what is it that kept me going for the past years. I mean, this is getting hard. I really don't know how to go on. Even acting like i'm fine is getting tough.

I'll say it out straight, i wasn't happy at all. During the steamboat, and some others. This isn't the first time, i know it won't be the last. Don't ask me why i wasn't happy. If you know it, you know. If you don't know it, too bad. You should really try getting to know me all over again. I'm starting to feel like a total fool, being you all's maid. That's it, i'm tired. This time, i'm gonna let myself take a break. I've been too silly.Too busy trying to bring all of you together, too busy thinking of all of your needs. I totally forgot im human too. I need to be cared for too. I don't need anyone to care for me cause you wanna show me. I only want you to care from the heart. There's a difference my dear.

Let me pour my hearts out. I'm only human.

Today is yet another drama-ing day(: I love weekends being spent like that though. I know it seems damn no life. But, sometimes, just feel like nua-ing at home and chiong drama(:

btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PAPA; SUIXIONG(:
Old bird, you're one year older and no longer in the 1+ club(: Congrats on entering the 2+ club(:

School again tmr. Ohhh, sian. I'm thinking of the law tutorial that i have yet to complete. Wanting wants to meet at 8am, this is insane. Then, i think of the S T U P I D D&D that i have to do. OMG, sian-ness is overwhelming me): If you don't have assignments, you won't feel the shagness. Don't tell me you're stressed when you don't have much to be stressed about.

Major exams are round the corner after they shortened our school term:S Happy yet sad. Happy cause holidays are earlier? Sad cause higher chances of failing. Opps, did i mention that i failed one module, like WTFness?

Oh, btw, im so not looking forward to CNY. It's the season of comparing. Zzz, seriously, i highly suspect adults who do that have damn no life-.-

Ohyes, did i also say that i don't quite have mood for Genting anymore? Maybe going up with jiejie they all(Jiejie, Jason, Michelle, Me, Clarence, and his lovely Jiewei?) will make it much better(:

有本事抛弃别人，就要有本事承担被抛弃的痛。

I need a little more than a little bit.

I know i haven't been blogging as regular le. But, i just suddenly felt like i don't wanna type everything out. There's been things bogging up my mind. Just, thoughts that only certain people should know. Only they can get the peek-ka-boo of these thoughts.

If you people are feeling that i've been acting weird, or i've been cold to you recently, or or, i've been having major mood swings these days. It's not only you just feeling that way. In fact, there's a lot of you feeling that way. Some of you know why is that so. If i wanna tell you, i will. Just be there when i wanna pour out my troubles(:

Went school for only an hour yesterday. LOL, only go there see photos. My eyes were puffy cause of the previous night. Bought ingredients and all, steamboat at jiewei's house in the night. Was alright. Just feel that some things ain't right. Walked home with BaoShan and had heart to heart talk with her. We don't have much chances like that. So, whenever we do, we really will cherish the time. And after that, there was this cat following us walk back to her house and following me home. It's a freaking black cat! JIEWEI, where were you! Gaying with Janus all night! )':

Today was spent drama-ing the whole day with jiejie. From 2-10, 6 and 1/5 episodes of 海派甜心(: Yeaps, i re-watched just to pei her(: Prata with her for dinner @ night, WTF. Jason and Michelle came down after work! ^.^

Don't touch me, you asshole.

Sometimes, i just feel that things aren't the same anymore. There ain't much topics we can talk about already. And, there are somethings that can never be the same anymore. No idea if you feel that way, but i definitely feel so. But, it doesn't actually matter. Things can stay like this. I'm more or less getting used to it already.

"You have to stand for what you believe in. And sometimes you have to stand alone."
- Queen Latifah

Yeaps, i believe in what i think. I'm not gonna change my opinion of this issue. I know people will support me for my decision. Even if they don't, i don't care.

"Let’s say all the things we never said."
- Almost Famous

Yes, say out all the things that we've been dying to say. Maybe, if these words were said, things might turn out differently. Things aren't all smooth these days. Just cause i don't say anything about it, don't blog about it doesn't necessarily mean that everything has been smooth sailing for me. Yes, up(s) and down(s) everywhere. But i think i can still take it. I'm a strong girl.

There's lots of unhappiness deep in my heart these few days. About some things, about some people, about some issues. 2010 ain't a great year for me. It didn't have a pleasant start. I don't think it will be great in the upcoming days. There are days where i wish i can hide in a little hole and cry my heart out. Wish there's this person that i can tell everything to him/her. Even the darkest dirty little secrets and the person won't judge me for it. However, the hole doesn't exist, neither does the person. So, they shall be kept with me.

I know some of you feel that, you are no longer in my heart. Such a way that, there feels like a barrier between you and me. Yes, there's a barrier. A barrier that i myself built. Perhaps it's to protect myself from being hurt. This barrier shall stay till i sort out my thoughts. Till then, i'm sorry people if i hurt you.

Meanwhile, i think it's also time i buck up to get my studies in the right track. I've been doing badly. Especially that bitch module, ECTP. Fuck shit. I failed so miserably-.- I know i must effing pass the effing retest. But, i think i CMI for that fucktard module.
Your world is somewhere i can never enter.

"There are some hurts that you never completely get over. And you think time will diminish their presence and to a degree…it does. But it still hurts, because, well…hurt hurts."
- The Story of Us

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIAH!
18 already! lovelovelove you!

Ice cream buffet @ ion > Walked around ion > 313 @ Somerset > Heeren > Cathay Cineleisure for dinner > 313 @ somerset > Simei > Home.

Ice cream buffet was alright. We all 6 person buffet, one main course, they charge 5 person buffet, one main course. LOL, cause ricky came in later.

313's ZARA doesn't have the S T U P I D jacket that jiewei wants=.= Don't kill me when you see this. You know it's retarded. Stop trying to Act Yi Ge Zac Effron can! I want that Fred Perry Jacket. Thanks jiewei. You're the sweetest.

Was supposed to pei Ricky go airport. But zara cinderella, so all go home. Jiewei sent me home. Talked for very long at my hse downstairs. Before sending me to my doorstep, he played with this cat for 5 minutes at downstairs. Honestly, her fur damn chio. But i think she's quite old also>.< She so cute. Enjoying the sayangs jiewei is showering on her-.-
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.Sometimes, apologies don't really mean anything anymore. Cause i know they aren't your heartfelt words :S
Thanks jiewei (: For being there always. Though you're an ass. Don't deny.

"It is said that the darkest hour of the night comes just before the dawn."
- Paul Coelho, The Alchemist

猪是的看着倒. Inspired from a book in Snip Avenue.

I didn't go school today. Surprisingly, i feel guilty. Don't open your eyes big, you're not seeing the wrong this, i am guilty. Went to polyclinic and see doctor. Waited uber long. Justin suddenly called him. Haha, a call i did not expect>.<

FUCK BLOGGER, I TYPED A WHOLE CHUNK OF STUFFS HERE. BLOGGER CAME OUT AN ERROR SAYING SOME STUPID STUFFS. AND POOF, ALL THE STUFF I TYPED HERE ARE GONE. STUPID SHIT.

main point, Fun time with jiewei, ricky and zara. High pitched tone girl, deep low voice guy. HAH! Laugh till the whole block can hear. That's about it. Blogger spoiled my mood.

It doesn't matter how much i give. It doesn't matter what i do. It doesn't matter at all. Cause you don't give a shit about it. So why should i bother trying? So why should i even bother caring for you. You ain't worth this. I know, but... Fuck this shit. FML.

"Maybe you had to leave in order to really miss a place; maybe you had to travel to figure out how beloved your starting point was."

— Jodi Picoult, Handle With Care

I just feel kinda stressed,
I just feel kinda fucked up now,
I don't feel myself.
My mood's been swinging and swinging today.
There's alot of things in my heart. It's just, some deepest words that can't be expressed, can't be told to anyone.
Sometime, when memories flow backwards, it stabs you right in the face of your heart.

FML, i forgot to call HP again. I just remembered-.-

Pictures from jason's chalet has not been put up yet cause i haven't asked anyone to send me. I don't feel like koping from FB cause i think it isn't the full set. And, seeing those pictures makes me feel damn #$@%$% cause i had to use other ppl's camera instead of my own. And now my camera is @#$%#%^. Nevermind if you don't understand. It's perfectly fine.

Ohyah, ECTP is such a bitch. Don't wanna talk much about it. I think i will go for the retest. But, FML, everyone knows i hate this fucking topic. I hate the test, all the more i hate the retest.

Don't get on my nerves, you son of a bitch. Don't bother guessing who is it.

To brighten my down down down day, Milo Macflurry is back! Alright, that makes me a tinny winny bit happier. Not VERY much though, just a tinny winny little bit:S

You've never been there for me, and i think you'll never be.

Hello, i didn't attend school today. Was having fever. Now no more fever already. But, i'm having a really baddddd rash. Damn it. Why is my skin so sensitive=.= Till now still damn itchy.

Anyway, yesterday night and tonight aren't exactly very lovely. Spare me for the excessive rantings.

Firstly, my stupid adapter isn't working. Like, when i plug it, totally no effect. It's as though i didnt plug in it. It's something wrong with the adapter. I tried to plug in my brother's adapter, and it was perfectly fine. Likw, ftw!

Secondly, my darling camera isn't working perfectly fine like before after that day. It will auto focus and unfocus and focus again, even though im not pressing anything at all. Ohwell, i'm not blaming anyone. It was an accident. No one wanted it to happen, so don't feel guilty. It's just, my heart sank that moment it dropped. The camera was on, the lens was out. It dropped so hard that the battery pack flew out. So you all can't expect me to feel nonchalant about it. I think i was already very calm at that point of time. I really needed that moment to myself. Thanks Jiewei for the hug. It did calm my nerves. I admit that i could burst out into tears at that point of time. But i know i must not.

Thirdly, I don't know why. I have already told myself, you dote on her more. So, it's time i should let go. I will still be there, but it's never the same again. I know i have a place in your heart, i know it will stay in the heart. But, i've been shifted, front the front, to the back. You won't know what it feels like to be replaced by someone close to you. I don't blame anyone or anything for it. It's just human nature. Now that you and i have spoken out. We'll try to make this work out. But, i don't know what the end product is.

Forthly, I think it's true that my temper got worst. Maybe it's because of the stress i'm under, maybe because of my surroundings, maybe because it's just me. I am clearly aware that this temper of mine is gonna cause trouble sooner or later. It's only a matter of time before i lose people close to me due to my temper.

i know that the change was not me being paranoid. I know that the change was not cause of nothing. I knew something was wrong. But, i think it's all too late. It has more or less already caused damage that cannot be mended. I'm sorry. Sorry you had to tolerate me all this while.

I once believed that i was the only one you would love forever

I think i'm gonna stop here. I feel like tears are already waiting to flow down my cheeks. Too much information, too much stuff in my head. I need a hug from someone who really cares. I need some time alone. I might be talking happily to you, I might be smiling to you on msn. But trust me, i'm not fine. Just, not now. Maybe, maybe i'll be fine and back to morning tomorrow.

Till then...

1st Jan 2010
Jiejie, jason and i were supposed to meet at 12. But all of us ended up waking up at 12. So, went to makan, go home bathe and meet again. Jiejie came to fetch me then we went over jason's house to carry things down to the car for him. Michelle followed us too^.^ After that went to fetch ShiQi.

Settled down in the chalet. Honestly, the aircon there hor, cannot make it man. Stand in front of the aircon also don't feel that it's cold.

Cleared up, arranged the things, did whatever that was necessary. Jiejie not feeling well): But, she was hungry. So we went to downtown to buy 20 piece nuggets. Super depressed that there's no more shaker fries. Only got twister fries:S

People start to arrive soon after. Then when cut cake, charlotte just went up and spray the spray at jason. Woohoo, zai. War started. Played until the whole area. Some other chalets were not too happy. Our next door chalet also. But, was still fine after we talked to them. But the one at the other side was seriously not happy with it even though we never kena them. Then like wanna fight. Super no brainers. Continued playing. Ricky boy took a can of jolly shandy and shake, supposed to pour on jason after they take photo at the grass there. But he poured on another guy cause he thought that guy was jason. LOL, poor thing. Whole shirt all jolly shandy. Played with foam spray, party spray, flour, a little cake, jolly shandy. Xiangzhou didn't managed to get his fire extinguisher. Haha!

Cleaned up, talked outside chalet. While playing with Jovan. Haha, been quite a while since i last saw him. After they left, we cleaned up the place further. Packed up, threw away rubbish. Some went to shower. After that, played game with liquor. Had Absolut 100. Woohoo, rare eh? Don't see it all around.

Mindy was given the permission to join. But, not allowed to drink king's cup. Haha, we help her drink. Esp Jiewei. He helped quite a few ppl drink king's cup. AKY keep on kena King(s). Ricky don't know how to aga king's cup de man. He just pour alot into in=.=

Ran out of mixer, walked to cheers and buy. Came back, cont' drinking. Apparently, AKY got drunk. Then, he bit michelle very hard on the leg. So jason, michelle, ricky they all went to taupok him. LOL. He started vomitting after that. Camp at the toilet bowl:S They carried him out, but he ran back in soon after.

We sat outside the chalet and talked crap. Then, started massaging session. LOL. Jiewei was chinese doctor. Telling us that press certain spot can know certain things. Haha, he say i everytime headache, everytimg gastric. Woohoo, spot on!

2nd January 2010
Went out for breakfast while Jason sleep and Aky camp at toilet bowl. Mindy Zi high then go influence jiejie. So after we came back, eveyone slacked around while mindy continue high-ing. All went to sleep somewhere around. As long got spot can le. Mindy, jiewei and i played poker, then stress. While the 2 of them play, i keep dozing off on jiewei's lap. In total slept less than 20 minutes. Haha, his lap quite nice to koon on. After that, mindy went to sleep in a corner. Jiewei slept in front of door. Haha, block road. Then i over there play taptap revenge while everyone else was sleeping. Jiewei slept on my lap till my leg numb. Then very pain. I wanted to tell him, but i see him sleeping so soundly, then never call. end up, i accidentally sweeped AKY's cigarette box, then he wake up. Some of them started waking after that. I pei jiewei go home and take clothes. He wanted to koon for 5 minutes. wthhhh.

Headed back to chalet and went off to wild wild wet. woohoo, wave pool. Almost drowned at one point when i was trapped under the floats. >.< Other than that was funnnn! They made allies with people and started shooting people with water. HAHA!

Jason, jiejie and michelle chionged go back chalet and bathed then headed home to take the food down. we slowly made our way back to the chalet. Stoned awhile then went to start fire:D They reached when the fire was just nice:D

Uncle BBQ-ed for us. OMG, the mushroom, the sotong! Damn nice can! cravinggggg! cleaned up and packed all the things up. Mindy tried to fake that she was sleeping so that she could stayover for another night. Showered and then jiejie, michelle and zara and i were gossipping in the room. But the moment someone came in, we stopped le. Poker cards was what kept us awake for a while longer. Slowly, one by one dozed off. I was one of the last to doze off.

ricky and AKY woke up and put colgate on ppl's faces to wanna wake them up. They were complaining that it was damn hot. HAHA! I didn't kena! I think i woke up, cause i remembered them walking down the stairs lauging and holding a box of sparkles:S

3rd January 2010.
Checked out, went to makan Subway and played Daytona at arcade:D Funnnn! Auto pawn Manual mansxsx! Home after that. I didn't get to sleep much at all.

At night, went out for porridge at Geylang:D I went there before! Okay, food is nice:D Heehee! shall go there again soon:D

Only managed to sleep for like, less than an hour? House void deck having Malay Wedding. Their volume is increasing and increasing by the hour. And their talking is what makes me pek chek. Ended up not sleeping>.< 及可怜一下的咯！

At least i feel much better now. Not so tired. :D

I'M BACK!
But i'm very very tired now. My whole body is aching terribly now. I shall go try finish watching Black & White, then go sleep. I wanna eat Macpherson porridge for dinner tonight. I'm falling sick soon. Manly voice:S Spammed water last night and this morning.

Shall blog when i'm sober:D
missmissmissmissmiss you

HELLO PAPA!
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, I'M HERE FOR YOU POKAY?
Cause i'm your daughter mansxsxsxsx!
loveeeee youuuu.

Woohoo, hello everyone!
Firstly, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY OUR DEAR JASON weiseong aka ahpong's master!
Secondly, HAPPY NEW YEAR! Byebye 2009. Bygones are bygones:D

Jason, you want someone first for everything right? I first to dedicate birthday well wishes on the blog!

Yeaps, slept at 5 last night and woke up at 10 to go over clarence's house. Bumped into LayHan on bus38. Then, went over EastPoint KFC meet clarence and zara. Makan, buy things, go his hse. Baked Cupcakes, cookies all that. Left his house at almost 7pm. Went home to change. Waited for the stupid bus 38 for 20 minutes=.= Chiong go home bathe. Ricky came over to wait for me. Haha! He couldn't stand my wet hair so help me blow hair. Aw, so sweet:X

Rushed over to tampines interchange. Haha, Jiewei waited for 20 minutes le>.< hand="/" creature=".="">.< papa, mac breakfast delivery please thanks.