hmms..today's quite tiring..
quite happy..
but i cant seem to get high..
simply cus my throat was hurting..
T.T

woke up at 5.15am this morning..
so damn early alrites?
i usually wake up at 6 or 6.15 LOR!
hais..
gt ready by 5.50 like tat..
den hav to wait for shan..
so slack here and dere lo..

we took the 6.36 train!
wow! tats the earliest train me and shan ever took..
but den.. reach bedok..
something GREAT happened..
it was raining damn heavily..
how GREAT!
and der worst thing is tat.. we are late liaos..
we are supposed to reach school at 6.15..
yeah..
raining so heavily..
and we cant afford to wait time..
so.. no choice.. we walk quickly to the school..
for god sake man..
i just freaking hell recovered from the sickness!
and i have to walk in the rain again!
forget it..
reached school at bout 6.50..
tats the earliest i ever reached school..
nvm..

okies.. my job was to do ushering..
and superlative ushering..
zzz..
den..
kok peng say..
arina, lena.. go her office and collect the stuffs..
so we went..
and we were told to collect it and write some stuffs..
zzz..
nvm..
walked in the rain again jus to get the stuffs..
sian-ed..
den it was the upper sec concert..
sometimes teachers are such troublesome idiots
opps..
no offence..
jus some..
we slacked la..
keep going up to class..
hahas..
end up the superlative thingy..
garret usher..
haha!
yeah!

wad a day to get back my report cards..
argh!
it sucks alrites?
jus sucks!
cant really drink much stuffs..
sian-ed..
lower sec concert is alrite larhs..
quite tiring..
cus we kept walking here and dere..
up and down..

after tat went back to pri school..
but den when wanna leave school tat time realised tat my keychain lost ler!
omg!
how can i lost tat man!
called baoshan to ask her help mi check whether council room hav a not..
i was damn panicked lors..
after all it meant something to me alrites?
found it..
but den.. after tat..
nvm.. i tink i lost it again..
hais..
mayb im meant to lost tat keychain..
okies..
back to der going back pri sch part..
hmms.. we were waiting for bus 28 at dere bus stop..
i shud say.. beside the bus stop..
cus the bus stop was packed with people..
so.. no choice.. we had to stand in the rain..
RAIN AGAIN!
argh!
nvm..
went on bus 67..
aw.. so cold..
jus recovered and the weather is doing this to me!
how cruel!
zzz..
dere was this guy shouting non-stop in the bus..
keep sayaing dunno wad..
i tink he is cursing some1 or whatsoever..
cus i keep hearing him say die!
DIE!
wadever..
when reach pri sch..
some ppl keep on pangseh me lors..
wadever..
aniway i wasnt thingking of sticking with them?
i was jus waiting for the rest to arrive?
nvm..
i left at bout 1..
cus meet lena they all for a movie!
hmms..
watched : the devil wears prada
quite nice! (:
after tat wanted take neoprint..
but the whole place was damn packed..
so we decided to give up..
xD
met andrew, jerermy and wai hong..
my erzi dun seem happy?
hais..
dun wish to see him like tat oso..
den.. slack slack slack at cs and tm..
den after tat went jiejie hse..
din do anything much..
since i had to go back home soon..
lalala..
aiyah..
bro wanna use comp liao..
zzz..
but den..
today IS a TIRING day..
zzz..
i tink im gonna get sick again..
walk in the rain so much..
still blow air-con..
den still gt drink cold drink..
argh!
im having a freaking bad headache now!
ahhhhh!
i tink im dying soon..
zzz...
okies larhs..
shall stop already..(:

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today didnt go school..
cus not feeling well..
my throat was damn pain..
mummy made my suck lozenges..
den ate medicine for cough..
the medicine made me drowsy..
so went to orh orh..
keep on slp a while.. den wake up..
finally woke up at 11plus..
damn sian lors..
so use comp..
was feeling much better at tat time liaos..
slacked the whole day lors..

den i realised something in the evening..
is this month a breaking/ problematic season?
like this month a lot of things happen lors..
and the prob is tat.. it happens too suddenly..
one moment.. it can be so nice..
the next? it could be THE END-

hais.. dunno larhs..
now still gt abit sore throat den very bad headache..
argh!
tmr is teacher's day celebration..
morning: go school for celebration and slacking..
it ends at 10.30..
den go back tnps..
i tink shan going back wid me..
hahas..
cus aft tat going out..
going watch movie with:
lena, sengie, jessie, baoshan, me, jiewei, yiyan, ryan
(((:
yeah!
after tat.. gonna go jasmine jiejie hse and watch dvd..
hahas..
movies again..
tmr's a movie day!
xDD

lets see wad turns out tmr~
lalala~
i miss all of you!

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argh!
today was a totally horrible day..
baoshan was sick..
on mc..
so had to go sch myself..
sian-ed..
it was a miracle..
took the 7.o4 train..
reached school okok larhs..
it was science.. den mother tongue..
totally boring chinese lesson..
den it was recess and den geo..
today is totally a horrible day...
nothing is fun..
and a little horrible or what will make it veri horrible..
and if it is really veri horrible.. it will seem like hell..

geo..
the class was damn noisy..
jason was not der 1 making der noise..
it was some OTHER people..
keep playing with the microphone..
tink very cute arhs?
i screamed during geo..
keep asking them to shuddup cus i was feeling damn horrible..
keep on feel like wanna vomit..
zzz..
tried asking them to shuddup..
no use..
used the ultimate..
scream with the already-horrible-enough voice..
quieten down for less than a minute..
and it was noisy again..
gave up..
finally..my grp ppt presention..
horrible..

den.. it was maths lesson..
after having maths for a while.. went to der toilet..
finally vomited out..
everything i ate and drink oso vomited out ler..
last night oso vomited..
argh!
blah blah blah..
den it was.. ace..
pratically did kinda nothing..
yanyan's grp did ppt..
horrible to be honest..
all copy and paste.. and some ppl still dare say out..
sorry.. cus it was last minute work..
they hand the thing 3 weeks later than der rest of us..
and still dare to say last minute work..
dumbass..
lalala..
when sch gonna end soon..
kaos.. damn malu lor..
all because of jiejie larhs..
nvm..
after sch.. totally cannot tahan liaos..
went home..
lalala..

i dun wanna let go..
cus im afraid tis is really the ever last time i can hold you tight..
you have no idea.. how much you mean to me..
i know we kinda agreed not to be like this..
but in fact.. i didnt really agree..
i know im very stubborn..
i know i can be very attitude..
i know i can be very unreasonable..
sometimes.. i really dont like the this side of me..
esp towards you..
i have been holding these tears back..
but that doesnt mean that the tears wont fall..
i haven forgotten bout it..
and it is not possible to forget at all..
i wanna hold you tight..
cus im afraid this is really the ever last time i can hold you tight..
are you aware of how many things there are tat makes me truly scared..?

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hmms.. today nth much happened..
cus i stayed at home all day...
slept at 3.30 last nite..
tis morning 11.45 wake up liaos..
good hors..
slacked here and dere..
aft tat you ming came to my house..
hmms.. did nth..
i onli noe she keep taking my pig pillow and wanna cover my face..
bleh!

aft tat send her to bus stop..
spent der rest of der day in front of der comp and did nth..
finding songs bahs..
xDD

off der comp..
den lena ask mi on again..
switched it on again some time later..
saw der geo file..
serious.. i have no idea how to edit..
aw..

jus lame-ed with jiaqi..
her nick was:
i oso love arina
den when i tok to her.. she changed her nick..
aw.. i was so disappointed! T.T
den i ask her y she change..
she say..
u love sengie already wad?
aww! jiaqi is JEALOUS!
hahas..

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argh.. ytd blogged.. but den dunno wad happen to blogger..
suddenly say cannot connevt to server
and i typed quite a long entry lors..
zzz..
okies.. so i will start off wif wad happened ytd..
FRIDAY:
first two lessons were fine..
jiaqi kept telling me shes' sleepy when she slept earlier den me!!
grr! nvm..
copied science notes all der way while jiaqi study for dnt..
i helped her get der book from xiangchou der..
hahas..
try some evil ways..
haha!!

den it was maths..
okies larhs..
nth muchie..

den aft recess was home econ..
yeah!
did a little of dicussion..
den slacked a lot..
hahas..
well~ library gt air-con mahs..
so mus enjoy~
wee~!!
we oso gt go find recipe books to go flip through copied some good ones down..
aft tat was geo..
jiaqi and i skipped geo..
we went to der toilet to slack..
actually no larhs..
cus sth happen mahs..
so go toilet waste time lors..
after bell ring den go back class get bags..
aft tat gt chinese EOY oral..
i damn scared lors.
cus in all my years of education..
i have never been the first 1 to be tested in oral..
i was always either the 2nd or 3th.. or even more behind..
but this time was der 1st time im being der first 1 to be tested..
argh!
during der tested some things happen.. as in.. when i reading der passage la..
after the oral finally heaved a sign of relief..
waited for.. lena, jiaqi, jessie to fnish oral..
de go council room kinda slcak lors..
wads supposed to do der backdrop larhs..
zzz
i realised recently tat edison is quite cute..
no wonder..
after doing abckdrop and stuffs..
waited for andrew and jingkai to go home together..
we started waiting for them at 5.50.. waited until 6.25..
GRR!!
end up andrew say jingkai dun wanna go back with us..
so onli andrew went back with us..
took 67..
after sengie alighted...
den me and andrew chit chat larhs..
tok bout some stuffs..
sercrets~ shh!
den he send me home lors..
thank you erzi.. :))))))
hahas...
his npcc der rank things and his certificate is still with mi..
der rank thingy is he give me der..
der certificate is i dun wan return him..
lalala.. tralala tralala..
xDD

okies larhs.. stop here for ytd stuffs...

SATURDAY:
tok on der fone last night until veri late..
so this morning oso veri "early" wake up lors..
i woke up at 1.45pm..
sweet rights?
hahas..

sleep until veri song..
until 1.45 my mum came in and say..
wah! tai yang sai dao pi ku le hai bu yao qi lai ah!
zzz..
den my bro come disturb my slp..
come snatch my boster and blanket..
wad the hell..
so evil..
so i swear to him.. i tonight wait for u slp take yr bolster and blanket..
den he told mi.. oh.. mayb tonight i wont come back..
i was like..
GRRR!!!
wad der hell! bite u arhs!

so i woke up liaos..
zzz
den nw slacking in front of der comp lors..
boring~!

shall stop here liaos..

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today is fine..
before recess der lessons were ok ok larhs..
had english and art..
gt back my english results..
compre nia..
heng ar.. pass..
but dne still dunno summary..
hais..

recess was sucky...
kena scolded for no reason..
me and daddy were doing duty..
den kena scolded cus' 3rd floor a lot ppl...
hellos.. my duty oso not 3rd level..
u scold mi gt use arhs?
wad shit?
i hate being scolded for no reason..
and. she is not even council advisor..
who is she to scold us bout our duties?
wtf?

after recess wad ipw and maths..
4 periods of ms ho..
zzz
but dne some parts quite funni...
esp der end of 4 periods tat time..
den they yam seh 4 times..
so damn loud..
hahas..
heard tat der cher inside 2e6 not happy wid my class was making so much noise..
lalala..
u cant blame us u noe?
we are party animals..

den.. it was science..
nth much..

after sch..
went for publicity to do der backdrop..
they put der cotton wool..
HAHA!
it resembles hair..
okie larhs..
we were all tinking dirty..
so things happened between daddy and weiquan..
hahas..
so funni lors..
den blah blah..

den 4.30 went for co.. cher came at 5.30
teach us for not more den 15 mins..
den der di zi cher come in and ask zhang bin for comments on der dunno wad..
den end up..
he said..
xia ke!
yay!
can go home liaos..

so... called sengie..
meet her downstaris of block b..
den went to take 28...
i shud say.. wanted to take..
but dne 28 all packed with ppl.. full hse..
so end up we took 67.. with sengie,jasmine and jessie..
chit chatted on der bus..
hahas..

den reach tamp..
me and jasmine go buy chocolate ice blended..
yummy!
den go home lors..
she sent mi home.
den i put bag ler.. den i sent her home..
bo liao hors us..
xDD

den come back..
bath le den.. eat and chit chat in front of der comp..
hahas...
den toked to jingkai..
hais..
i saw his msn nick..
"the old jingkai is dead.. the new jingkai has been reborn"
so.. i told him..
wah! wad happened sia?
where is my sun zi??!!!
den he told mi..
he dun wanna hav animore god mother or whatsoever ler..
tat means.. also no more ah ma!!
den i was like..
wtf..
he drifting away from me and gone from me is already a heavy blow for mi..
now... my bao bei sun zi is telling me this..
hais.
i was totally disappointed with his words larhs..
cus i really veri teng him lors...
den i sudenly felt tat..
why are der ppl tat i hold close to my heart drifting away from me?
hais..
realli disappointed larhs..
but.. cant do anitink..

den jingkai told mi tis..
"but den we are still hen hao peng you okies?"
well..
this phrase kena made mi happier bahs..
so i accepted der fact lors..

after tat.. yanyan toked to mi lors..
he complained to me bout some1..
den i helped him to interpret some thing..
hahas..
read in between der lines..
cant see y i can argue in this way..
but i cant do it in some lit papers..
jus sometimes cant tink of anitink..
den yanyan say..
heng der person is not kao pei mi..
if not comfirm gimme shoot until siao der..
hahas..

okies..
i tink i gtg ler..
need go chiong geo project..
actually hors..
i dun feel like doing at all..
hais..

everything is so unpredictable nowadays..
i really dunno why recently so many things happen..
everything dun seem to be going well for mi..
really.. i swear...
it is still der same thing tat makes me der most disappointed..
hais...

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today is a freaking sucky day..
hmms..
first lesson in der day..
ENGLISH..
worse lesson..
did composition..
how boring.. i wrote bout..
"write an original short story about a secret room"
i wrote sth bout bleach der..
totally rubbish...
was slacking all der way..

den.. it was p.e
ms lim din come..
actually she did come to school..
but i tink she attending course bahs?
hahas..

ms mamode[[dunno hw to spell his name larhs]]
took us for p.e
free to play anitink u wan..
me, qi, shan and meng jiao played badminton..
damn funny..
we were picking up shuttlecocks instead of really playing badminton..
hahs..
jiaqi so bad cute lors..
gong gong until dunno like wad..
den yiyan they all playing vb..
den der volleyball keep coming to our side..
den i was playing badminton..
den suddenly he set der ball at mi sia!
i was like wad der hell!
so.. no choice..
i used der badminton racket for defence..
yeahs..

den.. was recess..
den maths..
okies.. quite sucky larhs..
but still okies..
den music..
hahs..
had to do der rythmn thingy..
den yiyan, jason and ryan wanted do der fast and furious tokyo drift der rythmn..
couldnt figure out how to do it.
so.. asked mr ng to help us..
it is difficult alrites..
hahs..

so took a super long way back to class..
cus it was lit lesson..
HER again..
lalala..
boring~

den it was chinese..
cant understand y some ppl cant stop answering back at stupid stuffs..
cher was borrowing fone from us..
she wanted call jason's parents..
nobody lent..
den SOME PEOPLE argue with ryan bout hp..
den she scold der *** **** word..
ORH!!
hahas..
teacher heard..
wanted send her down to principal office..
but den end up..
tried using a "COOL" way to ask cher not to take her to der principal office..
she said a damn lame joke..
"leave over a new leaf" = "fan ye zi"
wtf?
act cute arhs?
say ppl hum ji..
y dun u say urself hum ji..
like to act lian so much..
if u really dare..
go down see principal ler.. still dare act lian infront of her den say...

after school was totally rubbish..
eat.. de go council room..
did der backdrop thingy..
heard tat hav to finish everything latest by tmr..
wad der hell..!
we were can consider.. not serious at all lors..
until later part den got serious a bit..
we made wei quan angry..
sorry korkor!

bout 4 plus.. me and gie left..
tok-ed a bit on der way to bus stop and on der bus...
heard from lena tat si jie and wei quan gt pissed off again..
den weiyin lectured them again..
hmms..
wasnt dere..
so dunno anitink..

so dead boring..
still cant stop thinking..

what i wanna noe now from you...
- what you mean by.. "i am stupid enough to tink it's still possible" ?
- do u even remember tat u told me that
you will always teng me.. and be dere when i need you?
- i wanna noe if u still teng wo?
- i wanna noe if u still care?
- i wan u to noe.. i dun wan things to be like this..
not at all! totally not at all!

so many thing i wanna noe.. but will i know them eventually?
that depends on you liao bahs..
hais..
zzz

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i apologise for der cut on der hand alrites?
i jus really cant take der stress sometimes..
i too am a human..
i hav my own feelings too alrites?

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hmms..
today..
boring day..
almost cant wake up to help yiyan korkor do der teacher's day stuff..
managed to wake up at 5.30 to do lors..

den after tat.. rushed to school..
den blah blah blah..
ryan's fone gt confiscated and was sent for detention after school..
jus his luck..
T.T

recess was rubbish..
den geo test..
okies okies lor..
but no confidence at all larhs..
hais..
den it was maths..

i kena changed place..
der place i didnt expect at all..
beside YIYAN!!
wad der hell..
yeah..

den it was assembly..
yiyan sat beside me as usual..
den boring shitty assembly..
oh god..
chinese opera..
spare me der misery bahs!
assembly der funniest part was at der end tat time..
mrs lee said sth..
xDD..

after school got peer tutoring..
breaktat time veri funni lors..
jiaqi is so freaking cute and gong gong der

after tutoring went for council instead..
but if i had known earlier..
tat all these things would happen.. i would rather not go lors..

first was der paint..
tht can use water wash..
end up cannot..
so me, sengie and weiquan were playing wid 1 another..
den weiquan go make my hair!!
den my hair gt blue colour lors..
until now still cannot wash away..
den our hands..
had to use thinner to wash..

so hot lors.
it was buring my skin..
jus damn pissed off after washing.
cus cant go off..
hais..

after tat sth happen to my baobei meimei and my erzi..
hais..
some things jus cant be forced..
dun be sad ler alrites?
and dun blame everyhting to yrself..
every1 has faults der larhs..
hais..

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okies.. many things happened recently lors..
studies.. family.. and some other stuffs..
jus really freaking fan larhs..

i hate all my results larhs..
jus sucks to der core lors..
hais..

den some ppl at home jus cant stop nagging at me NON-STOP
every single thing oso can nag..
tats der reason so long never blog lors.
results mainly..
den keep finding fault wid mi..
actually today no mood blog der..

jus so many damn things happen these few days lors..
it has been 1 week liaos...
1 horrible week..
everything is changing so fast..
but den sorted out a lot of things ytd..
but it doesnt seems to make ani difference..
will dere?

is this der way everything is supposed to end??
hais..

the promises..

you promised to teng me forever and der most..
was it a lie or is it true?

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so suay

hais..
today is a super suay day i tink..
esp before recess..

hmms..
morning..
me and shan..
at der mrt station we tht..
finally can take der 7.04 train..
cus we came down earlier..
den who knows..
jus when we reached der platform..
der stupid train closed der doors and left..
HOW CRUEL!
me and shan was totally disappointed..
end up taking der same train as usual..
lalalas~

1st period..
science..
mummy msg-ed me..
say my fone bill damn high again..
my dad's gonna kill hammer me man..
i was like OMFG..
my call duration counter oso say i never bao..
sms oso never bao..
i asked mummy how much i bao..
she refused to tell mi...
how suay..
made me worry der whole day..

second period..
maths..
got back sth..
OMFFG..
it is so horrible..
totally disappointed..
really really disappointed lors..
it is not as though i din study or wad lors..
hais..
study oso fail..
dun study oso fail..
wtf..

recess.. din go for 10 break..
cus got home econ practical..
so we went up..
saw der lights and fan on..
we tht der whole class inside liao..
den we peeped in.. no one was dere..
except ms nadiah..
i was like..
oh.. wad a miracle..
my class is still not up..
so me, lena, jiewei and xinzhi
waited outside home econ room..
den jiewei said..
jiewei: why my bag suddenly so heavy sia..
me: oh.. hahas.. too bad.. is it kena switched with yiyan's
jiewei: den i help jiewei open his bag larhs..
den my back was facing some ppl on der opposite block..
den those dumb ppl.. cant they tink straight?
so those ppl opposite yakking away..
den shouted some stuff over to us..
you tink i care?
idiots..
tink and get facts rites be4 u tok rubbish..
he is my korkor.. dumb-ass..

den after tat was geo..
and.. end of school!
we wanted go kfc..
but end up went long john silver..
jiaqi halfway called to say wanna go lena house watch click..
den we say.. okie lors.. go lors..

many things happened recently
they happened so fast tat i cant adapt to der changes..
they are really changing too much for me to accept..
all i ask for is for forgiveness from you..
i really do regret doing sth things.. some decisions..
till then.. i tink i will continue living in misery and regret..
lalalas~!

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hais.. jus realised sth when i did self-reflection..
i dunno why larhs..
but it seems like i having been giving attitude to you guys?
sorry okies?
din mean it at all..
was that veri distracted bout some things recently..
results like shyt..
mainly cause of my maths ct..
do finish tat paper make me damn stress liaos lors..
so sorry if i look buay song or anitink?

jus tat recently many thing happen..
unable to accept all der changes within such a short period of time..
hais..
sorry alrites?
if i show any attitude mus tell mi orhs!
tyty!
love you guys lots!
hahas..

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today was horrible..
and i jus realised in der morning tat all
my class der common tests are all on der first and second periods..
wad der..
ppl early in der morning cant tink well you noe..
mus at least 3rd or 4th or aft recess mahs..
ROAR!

did english summary..
it was so horrible..
i tink i flunk all my common tests..
cant concentrate at all..
den at night oso cant fall asleep..
hais..

had four periods of maths straight..
kaos..
will die of it man..
zzz..
boring like siao..
after that had science..
i today totally had no mood to do anitink..
no mood to study..
no mood to really play..

today's a boring day..
lalalas..

oh.. had publicity meeting today..
but i din go..
cus gt co..
so asked daddy to help mi tell sijie tat cant go..
i still dunno wad is it about until now..
lalalas..
went for co..
slacked totally before break..
walk here and dere to find classroom to lian erhu..
end up everybody go mph..
lame-d lors..
zzz...

we slacked..
me, qiqi, jasmine and daphne went to one side den chit chat bout things lors..
den after a while..
BREAKTIME!!
how fast time passes..
hahas..

after break den cannot slack ler larhs..
cus zhang lao shi come teach us lers..
sian-ed..
after 1st all had to play..
end up last 15 mins..
is all gao hu and zhong hu..

lalalas..

after that went to tm wid jasmine and qiqi..
go see der converse der sale..
i wan der bag and der shoes!!
no money larhs..
den went to mini toons..
den after while decided to go yellow..
me and qiqi bought a keychain for both of us..
hahas..
1 for her.. and 1 for me..
after tat went home ler lors..
lalala..

shall stop here liaos..

i jus hav tat weird feeling..
lalalas~!

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you will never know wad im thinking..
you will never know how i feel..
you will never care anymore wad happens to me..
you will never know what i feel like doing now..
you will never know what i wanna say to you so badly..
you will never feel how horrible it was for me to do that..
you will never know..
you will jus never know..

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feeling damn pissed..

hmms.. ytd didnt blog cus.. came home late?
got some council meeting..
den after that went to eat with lena and baoshan and jess..
den went home ler lors..
i saw der converse sale at tm..
wanted go see.. but need go home liaos..
den went home after that lors..
sian-ed

i was feeling damn horrible der whole day in school..
well.. ms ho din school..
den got 4 free periods lors..
den hmms.. useless for me..
i was having cramps...
like shyt lors.
asked for der pill from sen-g..
it made me feel better for a lil while nia..
den after that cramp back again..

recently cant remember much thing bahs..
keep forgetting things easily..
jus dun see why i cant forget bout THAT..
sian-ed..

my dear..
y didnt u give me a warning be4 u leave?
y didnt u give me a hint before u go?
i didnt noe that moment was der end..
the end to everything..
that moment killed me..
im living in misery everyday..
all der things ard seems to hav sth to do wid u..
i was so dumb to hav believed in everything and anything..
all der promises..and everything..
i now really believe that promises are meant to be broken..
hais.. you murdered me!
roar!

sian-ed..

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bored sunday!

well well well..
ytd was sunday..
a horrible sunday..

i was FORCED to attend a 7th month dinner..
lame shyt..
my dad told mi tat jiejie was going..
so i was thinking..
den shud be okies bahs..
at least wont be bored to death..

end up reach dere..
i msg-ed jiejie.. asked whether she was coming..
she told mi nopes..
so was going to attend jovan's birthday party..
den i was like..- BLOODY HELL!!
BLUFF ME COME THIS STUPID DINNER!!
god damn it..
i have a freaking MATHS common test..
so i gave my dad attitude..
since he was also giving me attitude..
makes no difference..
they told me nxt saturday still got 1 more 7th month dinner..
so i told them..
im not going if jiejie is not going..
im gonna check with jiejie before going..
so my dad gave me a black face for der rest of it..
lalalas.. like i care~

der auction thingy was so freakin noisy while i was
trying to remember some maths stuff..
got damn pissed off..
so i on der mp3 to techno full blast..
aww.. poor ears..

went home at 11+..
couldnt slp at all until 1+..
i was freakin tired but cant fall asleep..
i dunno why..
maybe cus today got common test den veri scared bahs..
zzz..
i am seriously having insufficent sleep..
zzz... lalalas..~

okies..
MONDAY
which is today..
woke up late..
almost couldnt wake up..
late for meeting baoshan..
sorry!

den chiong-ed to school..
den suddenly when i was buying green tea and ice lemon tea..
SHE came and asked me..
why i was in der canteen..
den blah blah blah..

hmms..
had maths common test at der 1st & 2nd periods..
argh
DAMN DIFFICULT lors..
den some maths pro..
dere hao lian-ing..
wah! damn easy peasy sia..
wadever..
i noe you all maths pro dun need study or wad oso can get good results der..
dun need hao lian okies?

well.. der paper was freakin difficult..
it is a straight fail for mi liaos ler larhs..
hais..
thats my maths fate bahs..
zzz

after school went to kfc with shan
cus we felt like it..
called yanyan whether wanna join us mahs..
he say dun wan..
cus no money cus of topping up ez-link card..
lalalas..~

so.. me and shan went ahead to kfc..
hmms..
we chatted while eating..
den after kfc..
felt like eating mcflurry..
hahas..
we were walking home while eating..
den walk until der dbs building dere ler..
den dunno wad we tok about den laugh and laugh..
laugh until cant even eat der ice cream in peace..
so we paused for eating ice- cream.. den continue laughing..
den after a while..
i told her..
we can drink ice-cream instead of eat ice-cream liaos..
cus der ice-cream melted..
we had a hard time drinking it..
cus no straw..
we regretted not taking a straw along wid us..
aw.. sad..

den after reach home..
meet baoshan go down study for a while bahs..
end up study a bit nia..
we end up toking more den studying..
hahas..
as expected..~

went up at 7plus bahs..
mummy is having flu..
i realised that when she called me and she sounded damn weird..

well~..
need to go study liaos ler larhs..
tmr science common test..
sad..
i scared i dunno how to do again sia..
zzz
hais..

wish myself all der best for der science paper bahs..
:)))
buais..

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