it has been 6 months.
yet i'm still struggling with this feeling.
this feeling of not knowing what to do, what to say in order to clear this awkwardness.
doubt anyone can help me in this.
even if there is someone who can help me, i guess there'll only be that one person.

010807(:

wee hee hee!
my birthday lahh.
school was rather okay.
dnt was crap as usual.
after school had investiture for a little while then had to go back for dnt course until 4.30

how pathetis right?
birthday also need go course, can't even go out immediately after school.
nevermind.

after that went to bugis to meet jasmine with him.
slacked for 1 and a half hours waiting for jasmine.
we walked around initially.
but i got bored out eventually cause i was super tired.
jasmine finally arrived at 6.30

went to swensens.
we ordered 4 main courses.
cause 4 main courses only cost the price of 3.
hahas!

then we had 1 birthday firehouse.
wee~
thank you jasmine jiejie

after that roamed around for awhile then go take mrt go home already.
next day still got school.
zzz.

anyways; received these for my birthday.
not alot, but they were my favourite~
and, i'm contented already(:

1. me-to-you bear from lennie, jessie and sengie.
2. newurbanmale sling bag from him.
3. myuk latest design pencil box for jason.
4. myuk latest design hanhphone pouch from him.
5. a box of ferrero rocher from daddy.
6. a swensens treat from jasmine jiejie.
7. a pizza hut treat from daddy.
8. a wallet from mummy.
9. a present from kaijing.

haha!
super duper contented with the bag.
i mean lah!
i have been wishing and hoping for NUM things for months.
i really did know about the brand lah.
unlike some people who only monkey see monkey want.

i was pretty dumb lah.
jasmine jiejie wanted to buy havannais for me for birthday present.
i told her nevermind.
it's okay lah.
actually i really really want it very very much.
but, to think back, it's not very practical isn't it?
the design is on the base where you place your leg on.
if you wear it too often, the design goes off.
and there goes your 49.90
i think i'd prefer something more practical or something that can last longer.
if i really want that, i'll buy it myself when i work during the holidays.
i swear i'd earn my own money and use my hard earned money to buy myself that to use my parent's money.
like that then i'll treasure it more.

*sengie, don't pin too high hopes that i might get those for you.
it depends. really(:
you didn't give me that, why i must give you that ah?!
lols!

pending treats from:
1. xiao clarence, sakae sushi.
2. andrew erzi, sakae sushi.
3. jiaqi*my dearest*, sakura.

oh, just realised that all the restaurant name start with an 'S'

well, really like all my present!
muahahah~
thanks to all~!!!

i love all of you!