Today is friday!
Like finally. Which means, tomorrow i can sleep till the sun shines on my butt. I need to replenish my sleep lah. But it seems like no matter how long i sleep, it isn't enough lor.
Anyway, i stayed in school talking to Justin and thinking about the council camp games. Chatted till 6. BaoShan was released from band. About 7, we went to 201 to makan dinner at macdonalds. Wanted to wait for clarence. But he wasn't gonna eat dinner with us cause he have to rush off for his tuition. Ricky and Clarence came down to find us before he go for his tuition. Finished dinner. Slacked around. Justin went for his meeting at TECC. While Baoshan, Ricky and I headed home.

At around the carpark before Festival Park, Ricky said this to disturb a group of secondary school NPCC people. 2 guys and 1 girl.

NPCC= NATIONAL POLICE CATCH COCKROACH.

Headed home after that.

I don't know what wrong with me sometimes. I really feel like going straight up to your face and tell you that i'm super unpleased with you. Feel like telling you off and yet, i'm still standing tall, not sheding a single tear. I want to be the strong girl who can control her tears. I wanna tell you. You changed, changed into a person i don't know. You used to care so much for us. Now, you don't seem to give a damn. From the best of brothers and sisters, we've fallen to become total strangers. Why is this happening to us?

Nothing much today. Lessons as usual.
Got back geography results. The entire class failed. However, Agassi managed to pass after adding a few marks. After school went to tm and then to find Ricky at 450 basketball court. Was with clarence, baoshan, segie and ivory. but sengie didn't go with us to the basketball court. she went home. nothing much today lah. l:

today's lessons were crap.
Had a test during chinese then got back our common test results. I guess i did quite badly? After that was triple periods of english.
Ms Jeanie Wong came back. i was super happy. there's hope for my poa already. She helped to drag time also. Goodgood.

After recess had triple periods of POA. Then followed by chemistry. Quite some things happened during chemistry. Shan't mention. Lessons ended at 3plus. Went to eat sakae with SENGIE,BAOSHAN,RICKYand CLARENCE. Some unhappy things happened on the way there. I think i was just in a super terrible and depressed mood. Even when i smile and laugh all the time, it doesn't always mean that i'm happy.

After sakae went to popular with them before going out seperate ways. Baoshan went to Whitesands for her theory lesson, Ricky came with us before running away with jasper when he saw them. Sengie when home. Clarence sent me home before going home for his tuition.

And, his dad is back! so i don't have to wake up at 5.30 anymore. YAY!

Time for some pictures.((:


Change Airport Terminal 3: layhan&me

kissy kissy

sengie and me with kissy face

baoshan, me and sengie! the trios

o.O the kisses. DEARIES for LIFE

english lesson: zara and me :t

a proper photo.

zara's madness during english lesson

chemistry. REDOX

SHOPPING&OUTINGS

sengie and me. on the train.

clarence and me

kissy kissy face(:

i intended to take clarence. BUT, spot that girl there.

ricky is not avoiding the camera, e's merely running away from baoshan's paws.

peace!

ah boy, say no fuck.

ah boy and me :D

ricky, me and clarence

baoshanny.

red and yellow ferrari

red ferrari

yellow ferrari

the back of the yellow ferrari. Cool right?

clarence&me


clarence with the clip

ricky, whole day play game only.

baoshan's monkey face with sengie's kuku face.

sengie; my nightmare!

ricky with my clip

ricky with my clip on acting cute only.

ricky, baoshan and sengie's kukuface.

a proper photo of them((((:

that's all for today(:

had common tests last week.
really hectic week.
lagged sleep like mad.

shall update photos soon.
lazy to blog.

oh, i'm in a good mood. For a reason.
But, i'm also pretty sad. Shan't say anything. Not gonna say how i feel too. Cause it's pretty pointless when you can't understand.

Realised that i haven't been blogging for some time. Common tests are here and over. Somehow felt that i haven't really put in enough effort. Not that i didn't put in any effort. It just isn't enough.

Many things change over the years. Even things that we firmly believed in forever. I used to naively believed that if we continue the things that we do, probably, it'll make forever possibly. But somehow don't feel this way anymore. Though i say forever, it don't mean the same way as it does. Things changes, much less humans, feelings, friendship and relationship. I guess thats how couples end up breaking up?

What that used to be a sparkle, eventually dies off.

Not that you don't love each other anymore. it's just that the honeymoon period is over. Honestly, i have no idea why i suddenly feel so emo. Just that many things are going through my head. Can't stop thinking about stuffs.

Anyway, going out with sengie and baoshan tomorrow i guess?
BOO-

oh, whatever okay! SHIT THAT CRAP! FUCK YOU.

AND!
There is also today.
Had CNY celebration.
Practically, we have nothing to do until like the ending?
So we slacked lah.

After school, settled with janus, clarence, jiewei and baoshan where to go.But nothing was settled. We walked out of school and jay-walked.
And i heard from clarence that the security guard uncle saw us and complained?
Like what the hell?
Janus went home. Jiewei went home to have his reunion lunch before meeting amyy.

Practically, we slacked the entire day lah. Walked tm and cs several times.
Clarence and i went to try on the rings.He refused to let me know anything.

But, though we slacked.
It was pretty fun.
Much of it was thanks to RICKY.
Pure entertainment for us.

oh, today's chinese new year eve.
but, whatever.
honestly, i don't like chinese new years.
i merely like the holidays as well as the hongbaos.
but i don't want to go bai nian
i wan the hongbaos to send directly to me.

anyway, shall talk about these few days.
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i woke up at 8am for his sake.
cause i had to go to the market to get stingray.
had bbq at pasir ris park in the evening to celebrate jiewei's birthday.
met ricky, kokpeng and jiewei to go buy the food.
was rather worried cause it was drizzling.
giant before meeting baoshan at bedok.
then went to shengsiong, bbq wholesale outlet and ntuc.
bought all the stuffs.
went home to get the stingray that was marinated in the morning.

jiewei's dad was already waiting downstairs.
headed down to the pit.
not long after reaching there, jiewei forced me to accompany him to fetch yiyan.
talked along the way.
bought ice before coming back.
anyway, the bbq was alright on the overall.

we had to start the ice under 3 umbrellas.
but managed to start a wonderful fire.
thanks to KOKPENG

xiaoclar came down late, follwed by sengie, then amyy and finally, clarence.
bbq-ed a fooled around.
peiyun and i kissed in front of jiaqi.
so she went to find minhui to come kiss in front of me.
but they failed terrible.
cause they couldn't stop laughing away.
played alot.

then we drank vodka.
xiaoclar had reaction.
his ears and his neck all turn red.
and his back was also itchy and he kept wanting to scratch.

some things happened.
cried pretty much.
but, it's over la.

after that drank red wine.
cut and ate the birthday cake.
many people left.
sengie went back by cab, ricky went home too.
yiyan went home together with garret and xiaoclar, his dad sent them home.
kokpeng just suddenly ran off?!

all that was left was jiewei, clarence and janus who came down after his reunion dinner. as well as minhui, jiaqi, baoshan and me.
jiaqi's dad sent me home. baoshan and minhui went to her hse to stay.
jiewei's dad sent janus and clar back to clarence's hse. janus went there to stay.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY; TEO JIE WEI.

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oh, yesterday was an utter rubbish
lessons were boring to the max.
after school went out of the school to the void deck.
those people were spraying the fog.
therefore, there were lots of cockroaches and yucky insects.
called jiewei.
then he came to meet us.
after that when we were halfway thru to the mrt station, clarence called and said he finished his test already.
so we meet him at mrt station.
sengie and i went into the pharmacy. she went to look for plasters while i was looking for vitamins.
after clarence reached, we went to tmr.
sengie and i ate LJS while jiewei and clarence went to walk walk.
saw some people.

after that slacked around.
last bus not least, MY MOOD WAS RUINED.

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today's lesson was crap.
especially during PE lesson.
mr halim couldn't come for lesson.
and my relief teacher was caveman.
fcuk him lah.
you come kaopei him when i was standing up and reading the newspaper.
then i got fed up.
so, i sat down and read.
then he had to come over and say.

"you attitude hasn't improved at all. You better change your attitude, let me tell you."
*can't be bothered with him. packs my things under my table.

"do you want me to send you to mr ow or bring you to see ms chua?"
*i was like thinking. what the fuck is your problem?*

"what's more you are a student councillor and a student leader!"
*i keeping the newspaper already what* i told him.

"do you want me to send you to mr ow or ms chua?"
*i was thinking. didn't you just said that just now? fuck off of my business will you?*

like what the fuck can?
i had been in a bad mood since the day before when some fuckers ruined my mood.
hell to him man! as well as those motherfuckers!

chemistry was fun.
maths was okay.
went for lunch with jiaqi then came back.
i was unknowingly involved in the CNY duty.
i just knew it today.
done lots of things today.
tired day like shit.

&tomorrow is the fun.
but i still got to do so many things.
dead and tired now.