等着一个不会回到你身边的人，
只有痛苦两个字能形容。

One more paper to go.
Building materials.

Any lobang for work to intro?
=/

sianzxzxz,
take care darling^.^
jiaqi too~!

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油

Alright, im gonna blog, and im gonna go sleep already.
Gotta wake up early meet supplier tmr>.<


Today is a OMG, sway day for me. Totally okay!
1. ECTP didnt go smoothly, im prepared to get a retest-.-
2. Lunched at FC3 with weijie and sufea. Regret buying waffle hotdog with cheese.
The cheese was cold okay. Fuck.
3. Took a train back, wanted to meet dear, told that p6 girl i can't meet le.
4. I reached tampines, the p6 girl say she only today can. So i took a train back to paya lebar.
5. Waited for 20 minutes for her. When she arrived, she asked me if i brought the item.
I was at the verge of wanting to kill her. Yet, gotta act calm.
6. When coming back from paya lebar, i took the train from the wrong side.
7. Wanna buy ice cream at NTUC, no cookies and cream.
8. People finding trouble=.=

Okay, attempt to study today is officially declared FAILED.
Thanks to chocolatier 3.

Ahlah, fuck term test and semsetral exam luh.
):

Gotta wake up early tmr>.<
Meeting supplier to collect goods):

FUCK term test uh, and all that pile of work. Seriously. Hate you all man(the pile of work). Wish you can just like, die.
well, you're not even alive. Kay, im mad.

Freaking pissed off with her man. Yeah right, you hate your __ grouping except for ______-.-
Don't push people to their limits okay. Be thankful we're covering your ass. If it were other people, i doubt they'll do that. Even your so-called best friend won't cover your ass cause she's such a BITCH too.

xoxo, Arina

为何每一年的这个时候，
我都会想起关于你的一切。
Maybe it has something got to do with the fact that this is when it all started:S

Ohwell, homework to do AGAIN.
work today was alright. Uncle gan came to fetch us. Car was filled with 4 other people. So drove back to office before they all took their cars to go home. Swapped car and took aunty rosie's car back:D Reached home super fast.

Was super mean man, Jason was like telling me that he just left office, so hardworking.
I told him, ohokay, i'm about to reach home already. HAHAHAHA.

School early in the morning tmr. Some stupid SCDF thingy tmr. Total crap i swear! ZZZZZZZ~

BMA and ECTP is weighing on my mind. Kinda irritating):

Term test and semestral exams time table is out):
Stress level going up):

Anyone wanna go out and ton to study on Thursday night?!

Thanks wanting, love ya~

Guess i'm fine:S

I feel so sick and tired of life, of everything.
stressed about so many things. Pimples popping, hair dropping.
then again, who cares? I cant feel.
I dont know who can i really talk to.

is what i want really that hard?
Right now, all i need is a hug from you, tell me you still love me. Just lend me a listening ear.

but i guess that's very hard uh?
All i get is you blaming things on me. I know you're stressed out. But am i any better?

Let me sleep and never wake up.

Thanks to all those who celebrated my birthday with me. As well as those who wished me happy birthday! Thanks!

One day after my birthday, back to "mugging" for school work. I'm trying alright.

Building materials ( due friday)
-lab report x3
- mini project
- tutorial
ECTP (due thursday)
- tutorial 6
- tutorial 8
Building science (due tuesday)
- individual assignment
Autocad (due 15 aug)
- coursework
Law (due monday)
- Discharge tutorial
Ideas (due monday)
- Presentation.

Fuckkkkk right?
Plus monday - wednesday got work after school.
i think i this whole week no need sleep man.
Thanks.

原本以为已经麻木了，
但伤口似乎还在痛。
多希望心不是应你而跳动。