Chalet's tomorrow. Honestly, im not feeling very excited. In fact im feeling rather zzz cause things are so unplanned. I'm not someone who can live very well without a proper or at least, a rough plan. It makes me feel very annoyed. Yes, i'm a weird person. Very dis-organisingly organised. That's me.

Till now, i have not settled the number of people. Greatly thanks to people who do not reply texts/msn/fb invites. Really, you should just delete your account/throw away your phone. At least it gives me a reason why i can't get you.

And, thanks to these people, i cannot really budget the amount of money, i cannot estimate how much food to buy. It's killing my brain cells that are obviously needed for much more important stuffs.

I can't get the camera till tmr idk what time. I can't get any/every other things done cause everyone is only selfishingly thinking for themselves. So, fuck yourself in the face bitches. You suck.

That's all. I'm off to at least admire my wallpaper and probably get some sleep later. Don't steal my idea of it. OR YOU CAN REALLY JUST GTFO.

Love you, my dear boy(:

I'm so effing tired.
& this flu is K I L L I N G me totally-.-

Ohwell, tomorrow is the big day for some. Cause they are having CRS presentation. It's gonna be tough to be the group starting off. Mine's next week. It's gonna be tough too. Cause i feel like my info are not enough. And, it's also not gonna be easy ending it off:S

Although it's only gonna be in a week's time. I feel like it's coming even faster than my birthday is coming. Oh, weijie and i are the youngest in class. I just realised it like, TODAY?!

FML seriously. Somehow. Ohshit, gotta go do my work now):

My wishlist, i can't exactly remember and think what i want now.
But, i definitely have urgent needs and wants.


1. Ipod- touch.
I know i mentioned this before. But i just wanna consolidate my wishlist:D




2. Fujifilm Instax Mini 7s - White.
3. Cartoon films and plain films.

4. Havaianas Fit, size 7/8
I need a pair of good sandals. Really. Sand golden/ grey

5. Havaianas slippers

OMG, i want these!
I think it's havaianas slim animal. Take a pic and head down and get it for me!

6. Adidas / Ben&Jerry waterbottle:D
I know it's kinda stupid and random that i want a water bottle. But i just feel like it's better to have more realistic needs in the wishlist.

7. Jacket, i will update again what jacket i want:D

8. Ripcurl Signature Backpack.
Cause my backpack just spoilt-.- So i guess i need a new one!
Love at first sight!

That's all for now, will probably update soon, i wanna go sleep~ tired uh):

All i wanted was your love.
Your unwavering love.
You and your love.
That was all i needed,
to pull me through all the bullshit.

Today ain't a good day to start with! Had CRS test in the morning, wasn't quite in the mood to do it. So i think i wrote rather lot of nonsense. After the was MBW, ended early today, like YAY!

Did GEMS ppt with my group at Moberly cafe after JunHao and Wanting finished eating:D
Headed down to MS with Clarence andBok after that. He was in intensive hunt for his formal presentation shirt. Bought a ZARA top in the end. HAHAHA! Opps, i was the one to intro him that shop cause korkor like"D

MS to Prize Stage. Was trying to get Wendy's present. Apparently, spent quite alot on JackPot scoop machine. But it was kinda epic failure. Cause stupid machine today toys not very nice and also not co-operative. Spent $18 on it without getting a thing at all! OMG.

So change to small Jackpot scoop machine. I never tried that machine before. Cause i always thought that it was kinda a waste of money. but i think that is the only machine that might be quite possible to catch with>.< Scooped lots of nonsense up. Wanted to change for Kuromi. But can't-.- Only can change small plush into a certain cpecific plush:X
We were damn sway today i supposed. Cause keep on can't scoop any toys): Chor ttm.

Ended up... I still got it through other methods:D
It's so cuteeee! I wanna keep it for myself. Cancan? :D

Anyway, this is not the Jackpot prize for wendy. It is currently OOS. Have to collect it tomorrow instead. Hope it will be in by then! (Y)

And, my darling bag broke today. Fuckkk man): my cute bag): Hurhur!



The love that i've been eyeing for quite a while:D
Jie loves it too! ^.^


The more i see, the cuter it is.


It reminds me of Ga-In with her thick eyeliner. I don't know why. HAHAH!


Present from Vic - thanks alot! Been looking for this for a longggg time~!
It's limited edition baby~


Absolut Vodka♥


Woohoo, Kuromi wants to drink vodka:D


Chip & Dale too!


My bag tore-.-


See so big the tear!


Overall, it's a pretty screwed up day :C
Even my sad carebear thinks so too^.^

Actually i promised myself that i will blog today. But, honestly, at the moment now, i'm very tired and sleepy. Plus i have school at like 8am tmr? So, i can't be late or not attending the class anymore, cause my attendance is already below 85% for it. OMG, arina, what happened mansx!

3 weeks! Gonna endure this 3 weeks. I'm not gonna miss the lesson! I have no idea what the lecturer is talking about anyway:S heee! Go there sleep also can(: Must understand that monday is a super long and time wasting day. Eg, you can no need attend PMM-.-

Anyway, i have wishlist for my birthday!


ITOUCH


Fujifilm Instax Mini 7s
*anyone wanna buy this for me? Hint hint! Online!
Order here!
Or here
Instocks here!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!

So you think i'm not stressed out enough for my work?
So you think i got ALOT of spare time left?
So you think i'm not tired?
So you think i'm not sick?
So you think i should be home earlier?
So you think, so you think. How about what i think?

I'm motherfucking stressed out with my work. I would gladly appreciate if you all just leave me alone. Don't ask me to do this and that. I'm not your maid. Thanks.
I have not much spare time. In fact, i have no spare time. the only reason why i'm not doing the work is only cause i have no inspiration to do it. Eg, CRS & PM1. So just leave me to be. I will work in and out, but i will get my work done. So quit saying anything.

FYI, i'm freaking effing tired. You cannot imagine how tired i am, i feel as though i haven't slept for 3days 2night. It could be around the same actually. I slept at near 4 for both days of weekends. Not cause i was on the computer. In fact, i was rolling on my bed till 4am. I can't sleep, fot idk what reason. Sunday night onwards, i had to start doing homework right from the moment i reach home. I'm so tired that i can hit the sack once i'm done with anything. (In fact before i'm done, i could already hit the sacks.)

Being sick at this point of time ain't helping, together with period. It just makes everything worst. I feel so lethargic. feels so restless. I feel the headaches, the cramps.

I would be home earlier if i could. I end work late, what time do you expect me to be home then? Right after work get home? I need time to change out, to travel out of RWS, to travel home, to take dinner, to walk home. &who the fuck can do all that within 1 hr plus? You tell me uh!

So, can't you just be understanding? Ohyes, and these are just school work. You have no idea how much more things are in my head. So yes, just freaking do the right thing and no piss me off. Thankyouverymuch.

Ohgosh, i haven't been diligently blogging cause i have so much work on hand to do. Sometimes i just think i could die here>.< This week is really a killer week!

In my previous post, i mentioned that i have
1. Contract Procurement
2. PM1 report
3. PM1 ppt
4. PMM estates report
5. CRS report
6. CRS ppt
7. GEMS report
8. ITP module + quiz.

Now,
1.Contract procurement is done, but another CP work came in, 15% of final marks): that's quite a high weightage, but there's really ALOT to be done. I mean it when i say ALOT.
2 & 3. PM1 ppt is over today, PM1 report to be in by friday. The work is more or less done, editing has to be done i must say):
4. PMM estates report is done yesterday.Showed to the lecturer and we're on the right track, just some rearrrangement of our data will do(:
5 & 6. CRS ppt has started off, but still alot to be improvised! CRS report, will start doing it later~
7. GEMS report, heeee, not started):
8. DONE:D

However, work is nonstop and ongoing man seriously. I feel super lack of sleep and tired like some dog. Yesterday was really terrible. I was feeling really crazy and yet i had to endure through. Ended skipping CT this morning cause i really couldn't drag myself outta bed and my head hurts like shit. Migraine days are back):

Ohyes, i kena warning letter. fuck sia. Ohwell. Who ask me always skip morning lesson. Heee, but the worst thing is, i kena 2 warning letters, one for CRS, one for PM1. fuckkk. ):

Off to continue on my projects and assignments): Back to my no life life. I need my life back, NOW.

Seriously, i don't understand why people take friends for granted. casting them aside when they've got a boyfriend. I mean, who was the one who stood by you when you needed them. Then, when you've got a new love, you just put them aside. Maybe your friends decided to stay away. But why? probably cause they got irritated being the spare tire. Then you blame it on cause they left you. Obviously you disappointed/ hurt them in a way or another. Thus, not trusting their hearts with you. Please uh, trust is to be earned through merit. Once the trust is broken, you have to try twice as hard to earn it back. Things don't come easy in life. Don't act all princessy and expect everything to come to you. Stop whinning about your life when others' are far worst off than yours.

Nevermind. Just got irritated. Anyway, MST results are really... horrendous. Really. I mean, wtf la. Guess i really have to buck up twice as hard for ESE. I mean, looking at my class people's result. It's like, OMG?! Alright. I have to go do my contract procurement tutorial soon-.-

Birthday chalet coming soon~ 30 July! I have told some of you verbally already:D Must come okay! I haven't seen some of you in ages. You'll definitely be invited if you're someone special to me:D Party time is coming soon~

Taiwan trip after that, anyone interested to go? Will be booking air tickets once jetstart comes out with promos bah:D Looking forward to it man!

Despite that, after the 3 weeks YOG holiday, i have 1 week test and 2 weeks exam. Then end semester holiday has been cut short by 3 weeks, left 4 weeks. Fuckkkkk. That exam is kinda important cause, i need to pull up my GPA after such chui results):
And before all the fun starts (birthday, taiwan, holiday period), i have sooooo much assignments pending to be completed. Like, i finish one, another one/two comes in-.-
1. Contract Procurement
2. PM1 project report ( dk how many thousand words.)
3. PM1 project ppt. ( 15 mins long )
4. PMM Estates Report ( dk how many thousand words.)
5. CRS report
6. CRS ppt ( 45mins long) <- i know, wtf?
7. GEMS project.
8. ITP module+ quiz (200 marks, passing mark 120) <- can't fail, fail = fail ITP = repest ITP.
I know there's more coming up, but this is all i can remember for now:S

Now, time to go do my CP tut.

Ohyeah, i'm at the latest ep for WGM, happy:D Come to play watched too~ Ep faster come out, subs fast too please:D

PEIYUN, SEE YA TMR~