Bring me away.

Please bring forth the getaway. Needs some fresh air and some time to take my head off these burning issues.

Anthazagoraphobia

你不在.

Attended Sufea's 21st Birthday ytd @ECP.
Honestly, it was kinda awkward cause i really don't know much people there:/ And the people i know are all too occupied with other people they know. If you know what i mean:) So, dragged around, chatted in small groups around.

Then until a point, weijie, jiamin and I cycled over to get starbucks take away. While Sylvia skated there.Almost had my life killed by Weijie. He stopped in the middle of the pathway and kept laughing. When i shouted at him to get lost, he continued laughing. Thank god i changed lane fast. Otherwise, Jiamin would really have fallen backwards and probably injured her spine? *touch wood*

Anyway, received news that he would be leaving on the 16th April. Quite a shock to me:O Like, though he's been telling me that he's leaving in April. But the date has been unconfirmed. So was kinda like thinking... maybe not so soon. Ytd just suddenly tell me he's like leaving in less than 10 days. *inserts shock face* Guess I'm gonna miss him afterall. All his nonsense and bullying. And the texting.

Just treat me nicer in the last few coming days will you? :/

Set me free

Set me free

I need someone to set me free. I don't want to think so much. You know, it sucks to know too much:/ You don't know what to do. You just feel like not doing anything. Various matters, i always have a particular thinking, but after settling down to think through, i often have a different set of thinking. Sometimes this thinking is what changes everything. More often than not, people always do differently from what they say. Just like doing it different from how it's taught in theories. Majority of the people don't practice what they preach anyway right?

Tired of such.

Hate to admit it, but honestly. I do miss you. I mean afterall we were really close. Like damn close. I would do things for you that i never did for anyone else:/ After this, i realised that to me, there's no exception, by far.

But, the point you get me disappointed, it's a state of possibly no return. No one can possibly fully understand. I miss you, still. But that's only making me hurt more. I thought this is a blocked out thing. Until recently people start mentioning you. Then i realised that somehow you're still here. I admit i'm unreasonable and i throw tantrums at you. It wasn't what you had to tolerate of me, but despite it all, you still doted on me and gave in. This, would always, unknowingly, leave me strength to hold on.

Messaging them, i would always see traces of you in them. Sometimes i wonder what it would be like if you were still here. Then again, i think it would be nothing but havoc:/

New Old Best Friend

Welcome.

Hi people, it's been a long time. Don't even know if anyone still visits this place anymore. I met up with a old best friend. She made me lose alot, realise alot. Her name is procrastination by the way.

Promised myself that i would blog at this space more often since months ago. But never really made the effort to do so. And plus, there were so many things going on:/ Felt like i was wayyyy too busy anyway.

January was spent rushing FYP and catching up on school work. Oh, as well as spamming work at MBS and such. Febuary was spent with exams, occasions, celebrations here and there. March arrived pretty soon after that, supposedly holidays, but we had courses. Worked, drinking, just purely spending time together. April is so filled with events, making me spend money like water. Sufea 21st, Yanhui's 21st, Jiaqi's bday, Bali. Omg, chor month!

It's really too much to fill and i can't just fill it in right now. Oh anyway, kinda felt like we grew closer to Alec, Forbes and Tiffy. Okay, maybe it's just me that thinks so:/ When facing Alec and Tiffy, feels like i can pour out alot to them. Though like haven really pour, but just a feeling.

Beloved Sheryl started work alrdy, lesser time tgt! Only weekends! But everyone's busy. I somehow feel like i'm friend-less whenever weekends kicks in. LOL #foreveralone

Friends come and go, noone can guranteen that they'll be able to stay right till the end:/