时间带走的比想象中还多
我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人
却只能经过





oh, that cute cute lil baby(:

santa claus with loads of medals D:

retarded one



randomness when we went to get jiaqi's present

it's times like this when serenity is needed

greedy people.

kwaiyuen.agassi.zhaode.arina.zara

bad weather plan.

sorry for the pictures not being rotated. I did rotate it. But the &^*I&%*$ Blogger didn't show it. So it isn't my fault. More pictures coming up someday. I'm just lady to blog. A pictures paints a thousand words. So it shall speak on behalf of me.

陪着我整夜失眠来来回回
忘了你已走远
只能争取一些些残酷的想念
把爱摧毁不留温柔的余味
直到我崩溃
直到我心碎

HELLO HUMANS! i'm back. i realised that i haven been blogging for almost a week or more, exams periods.


230408 - 250408

so ya, can't blame. well, EL paper was rather okay. i wanted to write exposition writing but all the questions are like, not nice to write? so ended up writing about "trust". Got distracted by side-tracks thoughts in my mind during the exam. Paper 2 was alright.
Chinese was crap. I have no idea why i did 公函 before the 报章报道. Ended up, i had no time. But still managed to end it off. Paper 2 was okay at the beginning. Then it became tougher anf tougher.
Social Studies made me want to kill myself. TOTALLY not enough time. didn't do part b) of the SEQ. i'm prepared to flunk my combined humanities.
I consider Maths paper a killer. yah, it was. On top of the fact that, i don't fair well in maths.

why am i talking about exams?! nevermind, change topic.

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HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JIAQI!

well, i stayed up on 18th night just to wish her at 12.00am.
talked on the phone with her till 2am plus, and i had lessons the following morning.
obviously i overslept. Lessons start at 8.30, i woke up at 8.20. chionged to go bath all that, reached school at 8.35. Poof, this is like one of the fastest time ever la. lessons finished at 10.30.
went home to slack blah blah, Meet them at 3. Ricky was late. blah blah blah, went over kallang leisure park.
we went into the kbox at about 5.50. Managed to get a rather big room(: At first only had jiaqi, clarence, ricky and me. But jiewei, yiyan and janus came down at around 9. The room was supposed to end at 10. But i told her if it was possible to let the 3 of them come in without paying. Cause they are only coming in for 1 hour. Then ended up the lady say, get them to pay and she'll allow us the entend the room till 11.30. It was worth it lah. We sang from 5.50 to 11.30. WOOHOO. shuang.

from now, the pictures shall do the talking(;


:) 0.0

my dearest(:

& for all the kisses; i love you; liewjiaqi(:

AT THE BOWLING ALLEY; jiaqi, clarence &me

what's a birthday celebration without the main lead?

my man tou smile>.<

jiaqi, ricky and me

:D jiaqi&me

inside kbox, when clarence and ricky were singing away.

jiaqi, me& clarence

ahh, kbox!

can't see clearly. but jiewei was being forced to sing

time for break, have some ice-cream

don't ask me what wrong with my face. i didn't even know i did this face.

thepictures says it all(((((((:

ohohoh, my yanyan

screamo guy :O

a sleepy clarence, me and a screamo yanyan

the dearest ever.

a random photo of Janus coming into the room.

that's all for the time being. My computer is lagging away and it's irrtating me away. Bua anyway, the bill for kbox was really a box in our faces. it was $35.50 per pax and the total bill was about $246. o.O


All that you've ever told is just a pack of lies. Your lies to everyone around you. From you parents, to your best frends and even to your girlfriends. You liar. But why is it that, others have to suffer because of what you did. You brought them harm, yet there wasn't even a single apology. You don't even feel apologetic about it. You don't even deserve anyone.

SUNDAY 130408
supposed to meet clarence at 12.30. We weren't late. We were on time. But the sway part was, my house key was with JiaQi as she came to my house the night before and accidentally took my house keys home while packing up. So, i had to take a bus down to her house, got the keys, went home and locked the damn wooden door.

Headed down to city link, just to buy my havaianas. Ended up, they don't have the one i wanted. So, we had to go over to vivo. Bought mine and clarence's. Poof, mine was 49.40 and his was 39.30. Money being emptied out of my pocket. Sobb!
Went to eat long john silver and we were really really hungry. After which, went to ben's and jerry. Cause i want to eat! Clarence's treat! Yay! 13.90 from him is nothing compared to the havaianas i paid for :D

Headed to PageOne after that cause he wanted to buy files. He bought 4 i bought 3. Tempt me only. Home after that.
TODAY 150408
Somebody didn't come to school today. I was left to stone alone. Anyway, i don't know why. But i kept stonning today. Partly due to the fact that i'm tired. School was okay, except during POA, i was really really drained of my energy. super tired. Almost fell asleep.

Went to watch the co performance after school. Niceeee. Except the fact that there are people who think-their-voices-very-nice people singing behind us. Got rather &^$^%#. Almost wanted to tell them to shut the fuck up. After everything ended, went to watch the netball match. Or rather, i wasn't watching lah. Was crapping over there with Janus and Clarence. Blah~. PeiYun came out and make the cake on our faces. Left soon after that. Nothing much today cause some kukuhead never come school):

Now, time for some pictures:
On Saturday:

Qi&me(:

On Sunday:

BEN'S&JERRY: greedy

BEN'S&JERRY: he's dying to eat it.

BEN'S&JERRY: clarence&me

FILES! files display(:

cuttteeee right?

okay, that retarded person bought some of it.

mine is the cafe colour, clarence's is the white floral

HAVAIANAS, oh my havaianas~

On Monday:


Last but not least, Pictures that are dedicated to LIEWJIAQI(:

Oh, double chocolate from dounghnut factory.

lalala, chocolate oozing out.


okay lah, don't say i'm not a good friend enough. When we go kallang on saturday to celebrate your birthday, let you try something really delicious(:

FUCK OFF BASTARD, HELL TO YOU.
I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU.
YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO LAY FINGERS ON ME.

我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的
错了就错了

o.O it has been some time since i last blogged. I'm a busy person okay.
Well, school is okay. Exams coming, gotta work harder le. And, Mubarak is back(: yay. like finally. And Nisa joined our class cause she cant go up to her class on the 3 floor as she injured her muscle.

I don't know what to blog actually. Oh yah. Went to develop photos today. Then there was this woman. Wah piang, i first time go there develop photo already see her not happy. Then today we went to develop again. Then asked her for the password. Then she stand there and wait for the photos to come out. Scared i keep those photos immediately ah! Then cause the photos is i edit myself de such that many photos are in a single piece so dont have to spend so much money developing it. Cause it ain't cheap. Then when the photos come out. Then this is the conversation:
The woman: "Eh girl, these photos you put them together yourself or you do it here?"
ME: " i did it by myself at home"
The woman: "you sure anot? Show me your phone the photo."
ME: i was thinking: so you trying to say i scam you isit?
The woman: "Show me, cause if you did it here, must charge you. It's different price. Faster show me the photos"
ME: i was keeping my money into my wallet. Can't she freaking wait.
The woman: "show me. i must check. Otherwise if you do it here must charge you more."
ME: *wtf la. can't you freaking wait? I need to keep my wallet and the damn photos have to load right? "wait lah, my phone loading"

So she keeps her hand up waiting for me to show her the photos in my phone. Meanwhile, she keeps taking up the photos that have just been developed and keeps touching it

ME: *shows her the photo*
The woman: *she was like damn unhappy that i can produce the photo and can't charge me extra. Wtf.*

So ended up, we left the place. I'm super unhappy okay. Stupid woman. Keep touching the photos. Wah piang. Spoil the photos lah. I don't wish to have your fingerprints lor. Fish off.

Lessons in the morning tmr for maths from 9-11. Going out with sengie after that. (:
Next saturday(:

亲爱的,
有你牵着我的那些日子.
真的好快乐,
我舍不得.
可是时间回不去了.
爱你很值得,
只是...

求你说出口 分手的理由
但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活

oh, what's with today man. I'm posting 3 times. But whatever, it's my blog and it's the place for me to grumble about everything.
Can some people like shut her damn bloody naggings up and stop comparing. I swear, one day i might just get fed up and decide to do something silly. Whatever. this isn't the first time i feel like doing those things and it won't be the last time for sure. Just don't frce me to the dead end.

Maybe going out tomorrow. Need to develop some photos tmr. Some retarded people's photo. But i still love herrr.

Whatever, i need to coooooooool down like seriously. It took me 10million thousand years to change my temper to one that isn't so bad. I should say it improved alot. But nowadays, it's coming back. It's obvious that when i'm pissed and irritated enough, you should stop probing about what happened and instead make me calm down right? You should use some common sense. You used to be able to do so. What happened?

牵牵牵 牵手
永远十指紧扣
我相信 我会
永远在你左右

Had been going out with some dumb one for the past 2 days. Talked lot. She is made of pure retardness. Anyway, hanged out at tm on monday. Yesterday hanged out at parkway parade. We took bus 15 there and 31 back. She bought some stuffs. Talked alot. Then headed to tm to get stuffs then went home le.

Had lessons in the morning today. I was wondering who were those people in white and black jersey. At first i thought it was our school people. But when Zara and i went down to the canteen after lesson, saw those people. They were from tampines JC. I think got friendly match lah. Watched them play. I realised quite recently that when clarence play, he is very noisy .__.

I'm bored now. Anyone jio me out? I'm gonna be bored to death.