Those that knows, knows best.
To be honestly, I feel like I'm going through shit routines daily.
Doesn't feel like there's anything worth fighting for, nothing left to reminisce. Each day i get pass, meaninglessly. Live a day, a day passes.
This one year has been.... i would say life changing. I have gone through certain things that i never expected I would have ever gone through. Betrayal from people whom I have never expected, one matters being linked to others. But, I'm tired. Tired of having to fight back. An eye for an eye, it just makes everyone involved tired. I guess I could say I was hurt. Really hurt. Each time i find out somethings, i just die a little more inside. Don't know what's left of me. I feel so drained, so numb. I was deprived of emotions. Cause any form of emotion would be judged, and any expression wouldn't seem appropriate.
People have been here, they left. Some gone for good, some hanging by the thread. To some, I'm just nothing but a spare tire when everyone else isn't free for them.
Till then, tata!
