today it's already the 26th, but i'm gonna blog about the 24th:D
Had dinner at Swensens with Jiejie, her parents, my parents, jason, and her cousins. After the dinner, Jason went off first to his grandparent's house. We left much later cause had to settle the bill and all. Sent her parents home, then carried all the presents upstairs. Then went off to pick Baoshan. Then we headed down to orchard. Clarence told me that there was heavy jam, but ended up we didn't even see any jam. Parked at Paragon and walked over to cineleisure. While walking there, there were lots of people who bought party spray and spray people, they don't exactly spray only at their friends. They spray at everyone. While crossing the road, those people just spray like nobody's business. Alot of traffic police around. Baoshan and i didn't kena. But jiejie no matter how she avoid, she still kena sprayed 3 times. Reached there and meet Clarence and Ricky. We then went to play real life Gachapon. Keep trying to get the mickey mouse>.< but keep getting winie the pooh. I was super lucky. Cause when i was laughing, i accidentally pulled the coin return lever of another machine. Then got a dollar drop out. The second time got 2 dollar drop out. So ended up got 3 dollars:D
Jason and Michelle arrived together with AKY. chatted. Then Shiqi, XiangZhou and his friends came down. Talktalk. Then we went oup to Kbox. Shiqi they all didn't come along>.<
While inside the room, alot of things happened. Laugh till our throat cannot tahan. Then they also blow balloons and hit here hit there. Ksupper was dimsum. not much food. Kbox was from 1am to 6am. By the time we were done with singing, almost wanna die already. Spent half an hour flagging cab cause there's like alot of people KS-ing our cab. boarded the cab at 6.35. Sent ricky home, then Baoshan alighted with me. Clarence was the last. By the time i reach home was already 7.30. Saw my brother at home and i thought i saw a ghost>.<
slept till it was 11am, kena woken up, but i went back to sleep and got awoken again at 2pm. Watched Vampire Knight till it was 6.30, went to bathe and meet jiejie for dinner. Went to her house after that:D
Gonna meet her for lunch again later then going out:D
Friday, December 26, 2008
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Life kinda sucks can?
Nevermind though:D
Maple is S N O W I N G.
I picked up like super lots of items these few days. And gift box have given me quite a number of things too! Happy mansxs!
Jiejie came back on Wednesday:) at last she's back. Went over her house on thursday. Watch that *something something bao* show. Then we made reservation for her birthday at kbox:D 1am to 6am ksupper. Hardcore uh! Went to Chua Chu Kang to fetch Jason from his camp. We got lost>.<>.<* He was rather sick): Went back to pick Aunty Rosie and makan dinner. Frog leg porridge! *reminds me of JiaQi* Sent aunty rosie home, then sent Jason home. But we ended up parking under a tree and we chatted about MAPLE! Oh, yeah mansxs. Home after that:D
Nevermind though:D
Maple is S N O W I N G.
I picked up like super lots of items these few days. And gift box have given me quite a number of things too! Happy mansxs!
Jiejie came back on Wednesday:) at last she's back. Went over her house on thursday. Watch that *something something bao* show. Then we made reservation for her birthday at kbox:D 1am to 6am ksupper. Hardcore uh! Went to Chua Chu Kang to fetch Jason from his camp. We got lost>.<>.<* He was rather sick): Went back to pick Aunty Rosie and makan dinner. Frog leg porridge! *reminds me of JiaQi* Sent aunty rosie home, then sent Jason home. But we ended up parking under a tree and we chatted about MAPLE! Oh, yeah mansxs. Home after that:D
Mapling at home yesterday:D
Mapling at home today:O
Praying tmr and
maple(i guess?)
BBQ on monday:P
Steamboat on tuesday at Aranda Country
Club with jiejie's friends
Dinner with jiejie plus Aunty Rosie plus Uncle Gan, then ksupper with Clarence, Ricky, Jason, BaoShan, Michelle:D:D:D
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
我从来没对你说
压抑的我的心动
ON SATURDAY
it was a last minute invitation to go to Clarence's house BBQ. His parents sort of invited us over cause Ricky doesn't want to be alone. And so, meet Minhui and Jiewei to go over. Justin went ahead before us. Helped them BBQ instead. But in the end we switched shift. Around 8, headed over to karaoke room sing k. Kinda wrong voice to sing. Cause Minhui and i were sick. So we sounded weird. But end up hokay luh. While we were having hyper party in the karaoke room, the elders were having a romantic time singing along to the guitar:D
Went back to eat a second round at 10 plusplus. Clarence's father opened a bottle of fruit wine for us:D But we finished it within 10minutes. Can't blame. All the good drinkers around:D Justin's dad came to fetch him first. Clarence's father sent us home. Was super funny cause we were chasing after bus 222 so that minhui can take direct bus home. After alighting Minhui, Jiewei and i were argueing away in the car. Jiewei alighted with me instead of letting Clarence's dad send him home. He made me walk with him to 201 7/11 to get his milk tea.-.- He promised that he'll send me home after that. But halfway there, he said that if got no milk tea then i go back myself. Thank god there was milk tea:D So he ended up sending me home:D Had a nice chat with him. I swear it's been a long time since we did so):
Went to Ikea with BaoShan and Ricky today. It's been ancient years since i last saw her:D Headed over to Clarence's house after that. Home soon after:D
Sadsad, cause Jiewei can't go for the BBQ):
What makes you think that i don't miss those times?
在你的面前我不必保留
我从来没对你说
压抑的我的心动
ON SATURDAY
it was a last minute invitation to go to Clarence's house BBQ. His parents sort of invited us over cause Ricky doesn't want to be alone. And so, meet Minhui and Jiewei to go over. Justin went ahead before us. Helped them BBQ instead. But in the end we switched shift. Around 8, headed over to karaoke room sing k. Kinda wrong voice to sing. Cause Minhui and i were sick. So we sounded weird. But end up hokay luh. While we were having hyper party in the karaoke room, the elders were having a romantic time singing along to the guitar:D
Went back to eat a second round at 10 plusplus. Clarence's father opened a bottle of fruit wine for us:D But we finished it within 10minutes. Can't blame. All the good drinkers around:D Justin's dad came to fetch him first. Clarence's father sent us home. Was super funny cause we were chasing after bus 222 so that minhui can take direct bus home. After alighting Minhui, Jiewei and i were argueing away in the car. Jiewei alighted with me instead of letting Clarence's dad send him home. He made me walk with him to 201 7/11 to get his milk tea.-.- He promised that he'll send me home after that. But halfway there, he said that if got no milk tea then i go back myself. Thank god there was milk tea:D So he ended up sending me home:D Had a nice chat with him. I swear it's been a long time since we did so):
Went to Ikea with BaoShan and Ricky today. It's been ancient years since i last saw her:D Headed over to Clarence's house after that. Home soon after:D
Sadsad, cause Jiewei can't go for the BBQ):
What makes you think that i don't miss those times?
Friday, December 12, 2008
i changed my blogskin! oh, yes, like finally. Just in case you don't know, i'm on MAPLE SPREE! An obvious sign of boredom and randomness:D
Cause there's PIRATE class avaliable. so decided to give it a try:D
hokay, went Savannah to visit Clarence on Tuesday and Thursday. Tuesday went with Zara and Ricky. Met Zara at her block downstairs. Bus-ed down to Simei to meet Ricky. Bought oreo crush and milk tea for Clarence, while Zara bought her Black Pepper Hotdog from 1901(she ended up kicking it before even eating, heng the hotdog box was sealed with a scotchtape). Played maple there. HAHA, how intelligent(: Chiong-ed home in the evening with Zara. Ricky stayed long. His longer resulted in staying overnight and still staying there now:D
Thursday went with Zara again. Met at interchange. Went for interview. Bought some wrapper and bought ingredients for baking cookies. Headed down to simei. Ate 18chef, bought oreo crush for Clarence, Ricky& Clement. Zara was duper random. So we cabbed back to her house then down to Savannah. Baked 2 trays of cookies and JiaQi came. She came down to eat:D We bakebakebake cookies, they playplayplay maple. Headed down to the pasir ris park with Zara to pass friend present. Left and went home. Talked alot with Zara:D
Arina loves heart to heart talk:D
Currently, i super duper can't decide on what to do on Jiejie's birthday and Christmas. Ohman! give me ideas uh!
Cause there's PIRATE class avaliable. so decided to give it a try:D
hokay, went Savannah to visit Clarence on Tuesday and Thursday. Tuesday went with Zara and Ricky. Met Zara at her block downstairs. Bus-ed down to Simei to meet Ricky. Bought oreo crush and milk tea for Clarence, while Zara bought her Black Pepper Hotdog from 1901(she ended up kicking it before even eating, heng the hotdog box was sealed with a scotchtape). Played maple there. HAHA, how intelligent(: Chiong-ed home in the evening with Zara. Ricky stayed long. His longer resulted in staying overnight and still staying there now:D
Thursday went with Zara again. Met at interchange. Went for interview. Bought some wrapper and bought ingredients for baking cookies. Headed down to simei. Ate 18chef, bought oreo crush for Clarence, Ricky& Clement. Zara was duper random. So we cabbed back to her house then down to Savannah. Baked 2 trays of cookies and JiaQi came. She came down to eat:D We bakebakebake cookies, they playplayplay maple. Headed down to the pasir ris park with Zara to pass friend present. Left and went home. Talked alot with Zara:D
Arina loves heart to heart talk:D
Currently, i super duper can't decide on what to do on Jiejie's birthday and Christmas. Ohman! give me ideas uh!
Friday, December 05, 2008
JIAQI, where are you? You go HongKong then Clarence injured le): you never pei me go hospital see him): sobb!
ZARA, where are you? We both also got work): Can't go out and slack le): Wish i had you here, i'm feeling upset!
CLARENCE, where are you? Hospital lying on bed 12a): cause you dislocated your leg. And you're sleeping now):
JIEWEI, where are you? probably slacking with janus at Tmart again): Meanwhile asking me download games for you):
JASMINEjiejie, where are you? Probably sleeping now cause you have school tmr):
Anyone around? I'm feeling depressed)':
ZARA, where are you? We both also got work): Can't go out and slack le): Wish i had you here, i'm feeling upset!
CLARENCE, where are you? Hospital lying on bed 12a): cause you dislocated your leg. And you're sleeping now):
JIEWEI, where are you? probably slacking with janus at Tmart again): Meanwhile asking me download games for you):
JASMINEjiejie, where are you? Probably sleeping now cause you have school tmr):
Anyone around? I'm feeling depressed)':
Thursday, December 04, 2008
went to work today. Kinda slack luh. Nothing much to do:D Went to see Clarence after work with Janus, Jiewei and Ricky again. We kena say by the security guards): Nevermind. Still managed to get up. He did a minor operation this morning): It was alright though.
Went home and messaged Clarence, he never reply my sms, never answer my calls, call his bedside number also bo answer): Sad face): probably due to the ma zui yao, then sleepy bah.
I miss my hunny pie):
To the particular you: i guess this is it. The end. Cause you wont even feel anything even if i were dead. You would probably think, if i'm gone, then so be it.
Went home and messaged Clarence, he never reply my sms, never answer my calls, call his bedside number also bo answer): Sad face): probably due to the ma zui yao, then sleepy bah.
I miss my hunny pie):
To the particular you: i guess this is it. The end. Cause you wont even feel anything even if i were dead. You would probably think, if i'm gone, then so be it.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
alright, i finished my hot shot:D
Clarence called at around 2 plus to say that he's going for training le. And that Ricky will be staying at his house till friday. But at around 4.30, Ricky called and told me that, Clarence's leg kena dislocated. Then the bone near the ankle pop out. And Clarence pain until numb diao. Called ambulance le. OMFG, i chua tio can! He's in the hospital. Hope that my hunny pie will be fine>,<>
It depends. Anyone wanna pei me go see him? Sad Face):
Also, i told my mama say i wanna go hospital see him. Then she said, 'wah, you hor. Ask you help me do things say want watch drama. People call only then go out-.-'
Clarence called at around 2 plus to say that he's going for training le. And that Ricky will be staying at his house till friday. But at around 4.30, Ricky called and told me that, Clarence's leg kena dislocated. Then the bone near the ankle pop out. And Clarence pain until numb diao. Called ambulance le. OMFG, i chua tio can! He's in the hospital. Hope that my hunny pie will be fine>,<>
It depends. Anyone wanna pei me go see him? Sad Face):
Also, i told my mama say i wanna go hospital see him. Then she said, 'wah, you hor. Ask you help me do things say want watch drama. People call only then go out-.-'
1. Who the person that tagged you ?
- Zara
2. Relationship between you & her ?
- Best friends with too much telepathy!
3. Three impression of her
- hyper at random times:D
- she can be very shy, but she can be VERY cheeky too
- sexy!
4. If she becomes your enemy , what will you do ?
- that'll probably never happen?
5. What will you say to the person you like very much ?
- you're probably the best thing that ever happened to me.
6. Characteristic I like about myself .
- randomness:D cause it allows you to get past anything
7. Characteristic I hate about myself .
- bad temper plus think too much.
8. For the person you hate , you say ?
- you're just a piece of trash wasting human's resources. Go green, fuck off.
9. What do people feel about you ?
- Shouldn't you be asking them instead?
10. Your crush ?
- Clarence(:
11. Pass this to 10 people
1. Clarence(:
2. ShiQi D:
3. Ricky S:
4. Zara :)
5. JiaQi :D
6. BaoShan D:
7. MinHui :O
8. Peiyun ;p
9. Piyo
10. Chip&Dale
12. If 5 & 7 were together ?
- o.o lesbians? NONO, impossible. 5's mine.
13. What does 5 like ?
- Eeyore!
14. What colour does 9 like ?
- ahem, pink?
15. Say something about 8 ?
- girlfriends! Thanks for wanting to crush down the Double Decker bed
16. Who is 2 ?
- Jasmine's friend :D
17. Talk about 3 .
- He's my ahboy who goes shivering like me when we're cold:D
18. Who is 10 best friend ?
- Chip's best friend is dale, Dale's best friend is Chip.
19. Who the sexiest among the 10s ?
- Zara Babashah.
20. What colour does 4 like ?
- Black and Hot Pink!
21. Is 4 single ?
- Ahha, nope! Shekiat's
22. Your relationship with 1 ?
- boyfriend&Girlfriend:D
23. Are 5 & 6 best friend ?
- yeaps!
24. 9 surname ?
- err, piyo, what's your surname?
25. 7 nickname ?
- not that i know of?
26. Say something to 8 .
- Muacks!
27. Say something to help 9 .
- Oh, banana!
28. What does 1 admire ?
- ME! hahas, hokay. Yuan Da Ying?!
29. Where does 1 live ?
- Simei, savannah condo.
30. 10 of them know who you like ?
- It's so obvious? Wait, maybe Chip and Dale doesn't. Though they were given by him:D
31. Say something to 6 when you see her .
- oh, Shanny! you're back from MIA!
32. 10 spouse ?
- Chip's spouse is Dale, Dale's spouse is Chip!
- Zara
2. Relationship between you & her ?
- Best friends with too much telepathy!
3. Three impression of her
- hyper at random times:D
- she can be very shy, but she can be VERY cheeky too
- sexy!
4. If she becomes your enemy , what will you do ?
- that'll probably never happen?
5. What will you say to the person you like very much ?
- you're probably the best thing that ever happened to me.
6. Characteristic I like about myself .
- randomness:D cause it allows you to get past anything
7. Characteristic I hate about myself .
- bad temper plus think too much.
8. For the person you hate , you say ?
- you're just a piece of trash wasting human's resources. Go green, fuck off.
9. What do people feel about you ?
- Shouldn't you be asking them instead?
10. Your crush ?
- Clarence(:
11. Pass this to 10 people
1. Clarence(:
2. ShiQi D:
3. Ricky S:
4. Zara :)
5. JiaQi :D
6. BaoShan D:
7. MinHui :O
8. Peiyun ;p
9. Piyo
10. Chip&Dale
12. If 5 & 7 were together ?
- o.o lesbians? NONO, impossible. 5's mine.
13. What does 5 like ?
- Eeyore!
14. What colour does 9 like ?
- ahem, pink?
15. Say something about 8 ?
- girlfriends! Thanks for wanting to crush down the Double Decker bed
16. Who is 2 ?
- Jasmine's friend :D
17. Talk about 3 .
- He's my ahboy who goes shivering like me when we're cold:D
18. Who is 10 best friend ?
- Chip's best friend is dale, Dale's best friend is Chip.
19. Who the sexiest among the 10s ?
- Zara Babashah.
20. What colour does 4 like ?
- Black and Hot Pink!
21. Is 4 single ?
- Ahha, nope! Shekiat's
22. Your relationship with 1 ?
- boyfriend&Girlfriend:D
23. Are 5 & 6 best friend ?
- yeaps!
24. 9 surname ?
- err, piyo, what's your surname?
25. 7 nickname ?
- not that i know of?
26. Say something to 8 .
- Muacks!
27. Say something to help 9 .
- Oh, banana!
28. What does 1 admire ?
- ME! hahas, hokay. Yuan Da Ying?!
29. Where does 1 live ?
- Simei, savannah condo.
30. 10 of them know who you like ?
- It's so obvious? Wait, maybe Chip and Dale doesn't. Though they were given by him:D
31. Say something to 6 when you see her .
- oh, Shanny! you're back from MIA!
32. 10 spouse ?
- Chip's spouse is Dale, Dale's spouse is Chip!
uh ha, we were supposed to head for Sentosa today. Then last time, last minute cancel. Intended to go Jiewei's house eat steamboat. But, in the end, we still headed down to Sentosa.
Saw other people play. Cause we all forgot to bring volleyballey. Then got one guy kai qiu over then i forgot what happened. In the end, he told the other team that, see, this is '陷阱'. So after that ricky keep saying that next time during training, he'll go tell the coach that it's 陷阱.
Clarence, Ricky and Jiewei 3v3 against some other older boys. But, won the them by 11-3. LOLS.
After which, they taught Jiaqi, Zara and me how to play. Played with a group of girls after that. Everybody keep hitting the ball into the shelter. The girls celebrating in it damn sway. After that, they even played poison ball beside our court. But they aren't using a ball. They were using papaya. In the endthe papaya juice squished onto themselves. Then we were beside them laughing away.
It rained after that. So we didn't get to go swimming in the sea):
Headed back to vivo and went to kopi tiam to makan. Then they keep having fantasies of eating alot of food. Got tao huay, you tiao, meatball, daim cake, pao, orh ni, cheng teng, milk tea, hershey chocolate bubble tea. Super random.
Went down candy empire and Clarence bought me chocolates! Headed to take mrt to go back to Jiewei's house. Mahjong! While on the train, we were like, eyeing on a couple, super funny. We took group photos using the reflection. Anyway, mahjong, neither did i win nor lose:D Chocolate spree after that. Not even one left. We were snatching for chococococolate! Home after that.
Here i am blogging now:S
Pictures sometime soon:D
Did i mention that Ricky and Zara each koped a soccer ball chocolate from candy empire?
It was just a mere coincidence.
And, Jiewei koped a can of red bull out of Cheers!
Initially, Clarence ask Jiewei help him kope ecplise. Cause the previous time, he koped ecplise. But, when we came out, jiewei said this:
'Sorry brother, i didn't manage to kope a box of ecplise for you this time. But i managed to get this, a can of red bull:D'
Bad friends around):
i'm gonna miss you jiaqi!
Cause there'll be noone to wake me up early in the morning to talk on the phone with her.
lovelovelove!
Saw other people play. Cause we all forgot to bring volleyballey. Then got one guy kai qiu over then i forgot what happened. In the end, he told the other team that, see, this is '陷阱'. So after that ricky keep saying that next time during training, he'll go tell the coach that it's 陷阱.
Clarence, Ricky and Jiewei 3v3 against some other older boys. But, won the them by 11-3. LOLS.
After which, they taught Jiaqi, Zara and me how to play. Played with a group of girls after that. Everybody keep hitting the ball into the shelter. The girls celebrating in it damn sway. After that, they even played poison ball beside our court. But they aren't using a ball. They were using papaya. In the endthe papaya juice squished onto themselves. Then we were beside them laughing away.
It rained after that. So we didn't get to go swimming in the sea):
Headed back to vivo and went to kopi tiam to makan. Then they keep having fantasies of eating alot of food. Got tao huay, you tiao, meatball, daim cake, pao, orh ni, cheng teng, milk tea, hershey chocolate bubble tea. Super random.
Went down candy empire and Clarence bought me chocolates! Headed to take mrt to go back to Jiewei's house. Mahjong! While on the train, we were like, eyeing on a couple, super funny. We took group photos using the reflection. Anyway, mahjong, neither did i win nor lose:D Chocolate spree after that. Not even one left. We were snatching for chococococolate! Home after that.
Here i am blogging now:S
Pictures sometime soon:D
Did i mention that Ricky and Zara each koped a soccer ball chocolate from candy empire?
It was just a mere coincidence.
And, Jiewei koped a can of red bull out of Cheers!
Initially, Clarence ask Jiewei help him kope ecplise. Cause the previous time, he koped ecplise. But, when we came out, jiewei said this:
'Sorry brother, i didn't manage to kope a box of ecplise for you this time. But i managed to get this, a can of red bull:D'
Bad friends around):
i'm gonna miss you jiaqi!
Cause there'll be noone to wake me up early in the morning to talk on the phone with her.
lovelovelove!
Friday, November 28, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
alright, went malaysia on monday and came back yesterday night. The moment i switched on my phone when i left singapore customs, flooded with sms. Shall not elaborate on the trip. Pictures shall do the great oh mighty job:D cause i'm lazy.
Went out with ah boy, Ji Wei and Clarence today. Pei-ed them go get shoes for volleyballey. Walked, shopped, almost watch four christmases before deciding not to cause it's lame. Shopped and headed back. I guess as much so that ricky's not gonna let Ji Wei sleep, not a proper one at least. That is so ricky.
Anyway, give me a freaking job like this instance now? Actually, it's not that i dont have any jobs to work, i'm like, choosing and being picky :S
Went out with ah boy, Ji Wei and Clarence today. Pei-ed them go get shoes for volleyballey. Walked, shopped, almost watch four christmases before deciding not to cause it's lame. Shopped and headed back. I guess as much so that ricky's not gonna let Ji Wei sleep, not a proper one at least. That is so ricky.
Anyway, give me a freaking job like this instance now? Actually, it's not that i dont have any jobs to work, i'm like, choosing and being picky :S
表达不出的思念
突然令我好想念您。
突然令我好想念您。
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Prom last night, was totally irritated before i left the house. SkipSkip.
WALKED over to Zara's house. My heels were killing me. I swear.
Headed over to nadiah's house for make-up. Then went to the salon. Cabbed down.
Prom was alright. Too bad, I was in an emo mood.
Food over there was sucky. Went downstairs to play arcade and drink wine while others were on the dancefloor. Lucky draw prizes were great though i didn't get any. Prom king and prom queen are WenQiang and Velda(sabo-ed) respectively. Hah! Great disappointment for those prom queen wanna be(s) uh? Sang school song for a final closure to the entire thing. Went shoo-ed off by MrOw after the event. Was supposed to go ton with yusen they all after that, but, suasua.
Cabbed and sent Nadiah home, then went over 201 to find jiejie, jason, shiqi and her sis. I was with LayHan and Zara. ate prata. lols.
Home after that. And, just in case you don't know, i hate make-ups:D
It's just how funny you are trying to be sarcastic and instead, contridict yourself. Haha. I warned you, you didn't think much of it. Too bad then:D
WALKED over to Zara's house. My heels were killing me. I swear.
Headed over to nadiah's house for make-up. Then went to the salon. Cabbed down.
Prom was alright. Too bad, I was in an emo mood.
Food over there was sucky. Went downstairs to play arcade and drink wine while others were on the dancefloor. Lucky draw prizes were great though i didn't get any. Prom king and prom queen are WenQiang and Velda(sabo-ed) respectively. Hah! Great disappointment for those prom queen wanna be(s) uh? Sang school song for a final closure to the entire thing. Went shoo-ed off by MrOw after the event. Was supposed to go ton with yusen they all after that, but, suasua.
Cabbed and sent Nadiah home, then went over 201 to find jiejie, jason, shiqi and her sis. I was with LayHan and Zara. ate prata. lols.
Home after that. And, just in case you don't know, i hate make-ups:D
It's just how funny you are trying to be sarcastic and instead, contridict yourself. Haha. I warned you, you didn't think much of it. Too bad then:D
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
ha, how many days of not blogging? hokay, i don't really care. Just wasn't in the mood for blogging. Anyway, i dyed my hair already:D i was like, supposed to dye on the 11th, but got delayed till the 17th? D:
Prom's coming, not excited though. Just that, i don't want to go back home after that. It's not a nice ending for a party day. Gah, whatever. Bye, gonna go do my stuffs:D
Prom's coming, not excited though. Just that, i don't want to go back home after that. It's not a nice ending for a party day. Gah, whatever. Bye, gonna go do my stuffs:D
Monday, November 10, 2008
Just finished changing skin, somehow, the stupid sidebar expanded itself. But i guess it's alright now? I'm supposed to be studying today. But, i've been on the computer the entire day>.< Feeling guilty, but i dont really care. Cause, i'm not in the mood anyway. Got so irritated last night after downloading my Bishi Bashi Special. While it's in my psp looking as though it's normal, it can't run. &^%R%$!
Last but not least, cheer up ah boy!
RICKY is GAYYYYYY:D
Last but not least, cheer up ah boy!
RICKY is GAYYYYYY:D
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Alright, promised hunny pie that i'll blog. So i shall blog:D
Anyway, i'm very very sure that i have like, tons of photos stuck in my photobucket, not being posted onto my blog yet.
O levels have been self proclaimed OVER by me:D
(cause there's only like one more paper to go)
On wednesday, the 5th,
It's CLARENCE LEE'S 16th birthday!
cheeros people:D
woke up in the morning to like, wrap the present, it's like so big that i needed 3pieces of wrapping papers. My mama helped me with it too:D
Zara came over and i went to bathe, makan and get ready.
Headed to prima deli to collect the birthday cake and headed down to safra 's sakura. Left the cake and the presents there before heading back to cs to meet the rest.
Went to jalan arnd while waiting for them.
My hunny pie was so shuai that day:D So was jie, however, you can see the unglamness of ahboy.
Headed down, slacked for a really really long time before they were given the table for pool, Jiewei's pool skills improved luh. At around 6.10, went down to sakura to eat dinner:D all of us were like, about to be starved to death, except jiaqi who had noodles at the pool table there.
Last year, there was, kokpeng, zhaode, jiaqi, clarence and me.
But, this year, there's an increased number of us:D
Before the cake was taken out, clarence went to the washroom, and he refused to come in! i thought what happened that made hikm upset. Ended up, i got tricked-.-
Kokpeng sang really loud for the birthday song last year, this year, it's Ricky. The entire place sang along and cheered. Super funny mansxs. But, super embarassing luh! couldn't finish the cake. So, we gave to the staffs there.
&&, did i mention that weixian was working there? Hahas. He helped us get a 10% discount! THANKS!
On the 6th, went to work with minhui, at UOB there, as a publisher:D
On the 7th, worked too):
apologises for not celebrating with sengie for her birthday. I ended work late. Clarence called me to ask me eet him for dinner. Since i was on the way back, and he ended vb late, we went to makan dinner. Qi was with us too. But she didn't eat cause she ate at her aunt's place before heading down. Had macflurry after that and home sweet home:D
Today, stoned home home whole day): sianness.
Qi came over my house and we chatted alot:D
Pictures time:D
Magic ball!
Clarence, this is the DOMOKUN.
Kuromi for my dearest sweetheart:D
Look how big was it. I had to carry it back from vivocity, standing on the train like an idiot, and being locked out of the house cause i forgot my keys):
Zara&Shekiat with the newly bought tigger&Eeyore
Tigger:O
Eeyore:D
That's how long the both are.
This is how tall that are:D
MAD ass zara when we were slacking at safra.
Heart counter desk
Zara, Jiaqi &me
(idk why is my face red?)
ME&Qi
The preparation:D
Creative right? NC16 xoxo;BlackBomber
The cake:D
Candid.
Formal: presenting CLARENCE.
Wishing:D
The place we're working at(:
Me& MinHui
While working):
Alright:D
Shall end the post with something unusual. I laughed out loud with i saw it at the carpark.
Just in case you can't see, it's a 7zai.
And this, it's a hello kitty:D
I'm yours:D
Anyway, i'm very very sure that i have like, tons of photos stuck in my photobucket, not being posted onto my blog yet.
O levels have been self proclaimed OVER by me:D
(cause there's only like one more paper to go)
On wednesday, the 5th,
It's CLARENCE LEE'S 16th birthday!
cheeros people:D
woke up in the morning to like, wrap the present, it's like so big that i needed 3pieces of wrapping papers. My mama helped me with it too:D
Zara came over and i went to bathe, makan and get ready.
Headed to prima deli to collect the birthday cake and headed down to safra 's sakura. Left the cake and the presents there before heading back to cs to meet the rest.
Went to jalan arnd while waiting for them.
My hunny pie was so shuai that day:D So was jie, however, you can see the unglamness of ahboy.
Headed down, slacked for a really really long time before they were given the table for pool, Jiewei's pool skills improved luh. At around 6.10, went down to sakura to eat dinner:D all of us were like, about to be starved to death, except jiaqi who had noodles at the pool table there.
Last year, there was, kokpeng, zhaode, jiaqi, clarence and me.
But, this year, there's an increased number of us:D
Before the cake was taken out, clarence went to the washroom, and he refused to come in! i thought what happened that made hikm upset. Ended up, i got tricked-.-
Kokpeng sang really loud for the birthday song last year, this year, it's Ricky. The entire place sang along and cheered. Super funny mansxs. But, super embarassing luh! couldn't finish the cake. So, we gave to the staffs there.
&&, did i mention that weixian was working there? Hahas. He helped us get a 10% discount! THANKS!
On the 6th, went to work with minhui, at UOB there, as a publisher:D
On the 7th, worked too):
apologises for not celebrating with sengie for her birthday. I ended work late. Clarence called me to ask me eet him for dinner. Since i was on the way back, and he ended vb late, we went to makan dinner. Qi was with us too. But she didn't eat cause she ate at her aunt's place before heading down. Had macflurry after that and home sweet home:D
Today, stoned home home whole day): sianness.
Qi came over my house and we chatted alot:D
Pictures time:D
Magic ball!
Clarence, this is the DOMOKUN.
Kuromi for my dearest sweetheart:D
Look how big was it. I had to carry it back from vivocity, standing on the train like an idiot, and being locked out of the house cause i forgot my keys):
Zara&Shekiat with the newly bought tigger&Eeyore
Tigger:O
Eeyore:D
That's how long the both are.
This is how tall that are:D
MAD ass zara when we were slacking at safra.
Heart counter desk
Zara, Jiaqi &me
(idk why is my face red?)
ME&Qi
The preparation:D
Creative right? NC16 xoxo;BlackBomber
The cake:D
Candid.
Formal: presenting CLARENCE.
Wishing:D
The place we're working at(:
Me& MinHui
While working):
Alright:D
Shall end the post with something unusual. I laughed out loud with i saw it at the carpark.
Just in case you can't see, it's a 7zai.
And this, it's a hello kitty:D
I'm yours:D
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
hokay, like first of all, look at the time now, it's 2 am sharp. like, wtf? It's at this hour and i came to blog? Actually, i was already in bed. Then i got too troubled, so decided to wake up and blog, in fact, just to say how i'm feeling right now.
Not a very good day to start with? I mean, like damn, i am sure i received the answer too late. I'm feeling super duper guilty now. Only the person know what i'm referring to. When oppositions meet, the one who suffers is always the middle person. Guess that the message really came a little too late to salvage anything. I mean, this isn't how the script was supposed to be. I was taken aback by the random and unexpected rise of a new character. I'm kind of afraid that the person might feel that i kinda planned anything, which i did not. The reaspn why i felt this way, was due to the last few message? It's a kind of guilt that can't be expressed, not through words. It can only be felt by the heart within.
I know how it feels like, i know how dreadful it is, but, there's nothing i could say to make my heart felt words be audible to you, there's nothing else i can say other than sorry. I really don't know what else to say. So, sorry.
Guess that the only way is to let one choose the path they want to take.
无法说出口的愧疚，
隐藏在内心中的某个角落。
Not a very good day to start with? I mean, like damn, i am sure i received the answer too late. I'm feeling super duper guilty now. Only the person know what i'm referring to. When oppositions meet, the one who suffers is always the middle person. Guess that the message really came a little too late to salvage anything. I mean, this isn't how the script was supposed to be. I was taken aback by the random and unexpected rise of a new character. I'm kind of afraid that the person might feel that i kinda planned anything, which i did not. The reaspn why i felt this way, was due to the last few message? It's a kind of guilt that can't be expressed, not through words. It can only be felt by the heart within.
I know how it feels like, i know how dreadful it is, but, there's nothing i could say to make my heart felt words be audible to you, there's nothing else i can say other than sorry. I really don't know what else to say. So, sorry.
Guess that the only way is to let one choose the path they want to take.
无法说出口的愧疚，
隐藏在内心中的某个角落。
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
physics paper was easyyy:D
not that i studied nothing. But just briefly here and there.
But, tmr's maths paper. It's the one i fear most. And, i dont really need you to call upon me and tell me that it's easy. We all have different capabilities. Don't flaunt it around. Cause you never know when you might fall.
When's my phone coming back to meeeee?
有些东西，失去了，就再也找不回。
拼了命想要晚会一切，对方却一而再，再而三的逃避。
故事的完节篇，真的是这样写的吗?
not that i studied nothing. But just briefly here and there.
But, tmr's maths paper. It's the one i fear most. And, i dont really need you to call upon me and tell me that it's easy. We all have different capabilities. Don't flaunt it around. Cause you never know when you might fall.
When's my phone coming back to meeeee?
有些东西，失去了，就再也找不回。
拼了命想要晚会一切，对方却一而再，再而三的逃避。
故事的完节篇，真的是这样写的吗?
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
well oh well oh well. Apparently, we're supposed to be mugging away.
But, i'm not?
Went out to study with Jiaqi at changi airport yesterday. She taught me physics(electricity). Skip Skip. Then we went to ikea. Ate hotdogs and daim cake. Love of our life mans:D
Today, headed down to sony ericsson at simei with clarence to repair my phone. They shifted to the second level. Headed to each a cup. Then went up to hair secret to meet tenghoe, wayne, ngaibok and yihui. All go and cut hair>.<>.< color="#000099">Tmr still got physics paper.
Thursday got maths paper 2.
Friday got POA.
Monday got ss .
Tuesday got Dnt.
Following tuesday got science MCQ.
Following tuesday have 9 am, i get my life back:D
Counting down, 15 more days
It's getting nearer every minute.
But, i'm not?
Went out to study with Jiaqi at changi airport yesterday. She taught me physics(electricity). Skip Skip. Then we went to ikea. Ate hotdogs and daim cake. Love of our life mans:D
Today, headed down to sony ericsson at simei with clarence to repair my phone. They shifted to the second level. Headed to each a cup. Then went up to hair secret to meet tenghoe, wayne, ngaibok and yihui. All go and cut hair>.<>.< color="#000099">Tmr still got physics paper.
Thursday got maths paper 2.
Friday got POA.
Monday got ss .
Tuesday got Dnt.
Following tuesday got science MCQ.
Following tuesday have 9 am, i get my life back:D
Counting down, 15 more days
It's getting nearer every minute.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
alright, 2 written papers and practical down. Many more to come):
Practical was dontwishtotalkmuchaboutit.
Physics was easy. But, i just had to screw myself, by doing the damn gradient wrongly.
I wrote the formulae, Y1-Y2/X1-X2
But, i wrote my numerals upside down.
Chemistry was difficult. I swear.
Chemistry written paper yesterday was a disappointment. Not cause of the paper, but rather, my inability to perform well. I know my stuffs. Just, not enough time? And, i wonder what happened to my brain. CO2. Fuck.
English today was HOKAY!
compo, wrote one word essay instead of my usual expositional writing. Just couldn't get the inspiration to write that.
paper 2 was damn funny. When the papers were given out facing downwards, i was looking at the credits. It's all about cat. So i was there thinking about MEOW.
&&, for people who know me well enough, i like to go around meow-ing randomly at wrong timings. But, i like it that way. And, to think that the comprehension passage was so much of a coincidence.
Home after that.
Mummy's got a vouncher that says free buffet dinner for 2.
Valid at 5 hotels' restaurant. Gonna go kope that voucher from her.
It expires tomorrow anyway. My brother's busy.
I'm just doing her and myself a nice deed:D
Studying tmr though):
With the exchange of glances, forever was what you promised.
Practical was dontwishtotalkmuchaboutit.
Physics was easy. But, i just had to screw myself, by doing the damn gradient wrongly.
I wrote the formulae, Y1-Y2/X1-X2
But, i wrote my numerals upside down.
Chemistry was difficult. I swear.
Chemistry written paper yesterday was a disappointment. Not cause of the paper, but rather, my inability to perform well. I know my stuffs. Just, not enough time? And, i wonder what happened to my brain. CO2. Fuck.
English today was HOKAY!
compo, wrote one word essay instead of my usual expositional writing. Just couldn't get the inspiration to write that.
paper 2 was damn funny. When the papers were given out facing downwards, i was looking at the credits. It's all about cat. So i was there thinking about MEOW.
&&, for people who know me well enough, i like to go around meow-ing randomly at wrong timings. But, i like it that way. And, to think that the comprehension passage was so much of a coincidence.
Home after that.
Mummy's got a vouncher that says free buffet dinner for 2.
Valid at 5 hotels' restaurant. Gonna go kope that voucher from her.
It expires tomorrow anyway. My brother's busy.
I'm just doing her and myself a nice deed:D
Studying tmr though):
With the exchange of glances, forever was what you promised.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
gah, for more updates, please refer to http://zaraaa-lalaland.blogspot.com/
thanks:D
I'm just pure lazy. And, i just don't really feel like blogging. As much as i have truckloads of things to type, laziness gets over me):
Had practical exams. Screwed. Yes, physics was easy. BUTBUTBUT! my gradient was wrong. I knew it was wrong. But i just couldn't figure out until i reach ISH.
DAMN IT)':
Chemistry was difficult!
Night study was alright? Except having to see some people. But, other than that, we walked around the school, and i was in my socks. It was soaked wet! ):
i hope the sparkles never die :X
thanks:D
I'm just pure lazy. And, i just don't really feel like blogging. As much as i have truckloads of things to type, laziness gets over me):
Had practical exams. Screwed. Yes, physics was easy. BUTBUTBUT! my gradient was wrong. I knew it was wrong. But i just couldn't figure out until i reach ISH.
DAMN IT)':
Chemistry was difficult!
Night study was alright? Except having to see some people. But, other than that, we walked around the school, and i was in my socks. It was soaked wet! ):
i hope the sparkles never die :X
Thursday, October 09, 2008
alright. lessons today was alright. POA was spent doing maths and listening to music:X Did maths in class too! I'm a good girl. Really. After dismissal, went to buy cake! Who else could it be for? Headed home after that. Changed, chatted with piyo. Then went to 201 to buy tibits before going to school for night study. Was rather alright. Then i had this urge to go lie on the parade square and look at the stars. Just wish upon a star for my wishes to come true. Home after that.
I wanted you to be there when i cry.
I wanted you to be there when i cry.
I have been finding in rhythm, tunes and quotes, so try and describe what I'm feeling. I found the perfect song, the perfect words to describe my feelings. But then, thinking about again. They haven't. Cause the song aren't describing us. A relationship too complex. I never thought of any fairytale endings from us. I really didn't. All i wanted was for everything to stay as it is. Is it a request too hard to fulfill? I have no idea. Really.
我们的关系，难以理解。我们的一切，我没办法遗忘。我们的过错，外人没办法原谅。我们快乐的时光，你不肯让我重新拥有。我们的悲伤，不断的在我心上留下阴影。我的感受，你是否考虑过? 我在你心目中的地位，被人替换了。我们的结局，更本没有画上一个完整的句号。能不能够副研自己说因为这还不是结局?
hand in hand, hooked up arms. What is that supposed to mean? hooked up arms are nothing, hugs mean nothing much too. Perhaps, nothing means much to you. Pretty pretty, you knew. You knew how much ^they^ mean to me. So, could you please, kindly stop hooking up around and like f u c k o f f ?
我们的关系，难以理解。我们的一切，我没办法遗忘。我们的过错，外人没办法原谅。我们快乐的时光，你不肯让我重新拥有。我们的悲伤，不断的在我心上留下阴影。我的感受，你是否考虑过? 我在你心目中的地位，被人替换了。我们的结局，更本没有画上一个完整的句号。能不能够副研自己说因为这还不是结局?
hand in hand, hooked up arms. What is that supposed to mean? hooked up arms are nothing, hugs mean nothing much too. Perhaps, nothing means much to you. Pretty pretty, you knew. You knew how much ^they^ mean to me. So, could you please, kindly stop hooking up around and like f u c k o f f ?
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
数不清的泪，
我也哭了好几回。
Meow. Hokay, the studying shittt is like useless.. I swear to god mansxs! it's like wasting my time luh. Cause, i can never concentrate studying in school. Seriously. Played in the rain today. It's been i dont know how long since i did that>.< Slacked alot today. Really):
After school, went to buy candies and lollipops with shekiat and zara. Headed over to library to find ah boy(that person better watch his back mansxs, zara and i are sibei dulan). Gave him a little surprise. gonna rub eggy for him tmr:D
Went back school opposite to find clarence and justin. Slacked there with zara and shekiat. After that, went to tm mac to eat macflurry. After baoshan finally reached, took MRT down to pasir ris, walked over to e-hub!
Alright, got what we wanted and headed home.
The main point of the day is the part after school!
Now that the N level candidates have finished their exams, haoliannnnnnn to us that they holiday liao. GAH! nevermind! they still have another year to go, whereas i graduated:D
我也哭了好几回。
Meow. Hokay, the studying shittt is like useless.. I swear to god mansxs! it's like wasting my time luh. Cause, i can never concentrate studying in school. Seriously. Played in the rain today. It's been i dont know how long since i did that>.< Slacked alot today. Really):
After school, went to buy candies and lollipops with shekiat and zara. Headed over to library to find ah boy(that person better watch his back mansxs, zara and i are sibei dulan). Gave him a little surprise. gonna rub eggy for him tmr:D
Went back school opposite to find clarence and justin. Slacked there with zara and shekiat. After that, went to tm mac to eat macflurry. After baoshan finally reached, took MRT down to pasir ris, walked over to e-hub!
Alright, got what we wanted and headed home.
The main point of the day is the part after school!
Now that the N level candidates have finished their exams, haoliannnnnnn to us that they holiday liao. GAH! nevermind! they still have another year to go, whereas i graduated:D
Monday, October 06, 2008
gahh, nothing much today actually?
tomorrow! well oh well~
went to study with zara and layhan on saturday.
Went to popular to get some stuffs before heading down to ikea to get mugs.
Then off to downtown again to study.
Sunday went to study with clarence, justin, tenghoe, yuxiang and zara.
nothing much too:S
headed down to marsiling to collect stuffs. GAH!
so farrrr.
cabbed back to expo to find my mother. >.<
Home(:
能不能够说我还一直挂念着你）：
tomorrow! well oh well~
went to study with zara and layhan on saturday.
Went to popular to get some stuffs before heading down to ikea to get mugs.
Then off to downtown again to study.
Sunday went to study with clarence, justin, tenghoe, yuxiang and zara.
nothing much too:S
headed down to marsiling to collect stuffs. GAH!
so farrrr.
cabbed back to expo to find my mother. >.<
Home(:
能不能够说我还一直挂念着你）：
Friday, October 03, 2008
graduation day today.
nothing much actually, during mother tongue, we kinda slacked at the eco garden and chatted. Maths did some admin stuffs. Then proceeded with the graduation ceremony. Nothing much actually. More towards the end then kind of interesting. Cause like what they say, no graduation ceremony is a graduation without a walkdown memory lane.
Headed down to the canteen for "the last lunch". It was alright i should say? Yum Seng for super long lor! After that, they played a video that they did not play cause it was kinda screwed. It was rather touching i should say. Mr Said's is the funniest. "clap lah". dismissed soon after that.
While deciding where to go, suddenly alot of things went through my mind? Maybe the graduation ceremony would bemuch more memorable if it were in the night?
I suddenly thought. This is supposed to be the last day we're officially seeing one another. I see other people taking out their cameras and taking photos. But, i dont see myself doing so. Neither do i really see my friends doing so. Well, 4 years of friends, we swore to be there for each other. Sisters through it all, Brothers through it all. 4 years, maybe it's really a test of friendship. Through this all, one by one, they left. Thought that we could still go on. But, maybe, just cause i didn't manage to try hard enough to pull us back tgt. Well, plans do backfire. I got stabbed in the end? But, there are those who stood by me.
Everything went back to normal. We just distanced ourself from her. We all know who it is. That was all during sec 3. But when we moved on to sec4, i really dont know what happened. When other see, they might not even know or think that we were once oh-so-close.
Where's all the times when we used to corrugate outside the class, deciding where to go?
Where's all the times when we used to have lunch together?
Where's all the times when we used to take bus together and make so much noise?
Where's all the times when all of us attended parties together?
Where's all the times when chalets keep us bonded?
i have no idea what happened, where did the times go to?
Now, even when we walk past each other, we dont even bother saying hi? 543934, 52687, 94926. Prolly you all are the 3 who're on the furthest end bahs. The 3 of you are still bonded. we all know that. It's just, sometimes, when i wanna talk to you, it just seems kinda weird? know that kind of feeling that, you know this person, you're close with him/her. but yet they feel like a stranger to you.
543934, i know we're still on talking terms. But, you know what, things just dont feel the same, and they dont feel like how it used to feel. Prolly it's after you and - got together? I just feel awkward? Perhaphs i've gotten used to you being a bachelor. And, gotten used that, you'll always be there when we need you. So when you and - got together, i just felt as though something is about to be snatched from me. Then, it seems like we're strangers. We dont really talk, much less understand each other. That day when you sent me home, was the only time when i felt that the old you was back. Maybe cause we finally actually talked? A pity it didn't last long. Still remember that you'd be so observant about stupid things. Just hope that the upcoming chalet's gonna be when i find the old you again. Cause you're someone that i really treasure. Though i have no idea what we, or rather i mean to you. And thanks for the times for making me want to cry then making the smile find it's way back through.
52687, you and i both know what you mean to me. But that seems to be the furthest we can go. Cause things have changed. Not that i dont want things to be how it used to be, rather, it's you who don't want things to be how it used to be. All the times we have had, it'll never be forgotten. Though someone apparently just told me that, some memories no matter how good, are meant to be forgotten. But, i dont think, i want to forget them, the happy and the sad. I want to bury them in my heart. I know i can't forget you, so i'm not gonna make my life miserable by attempting to do so. And i know, what's your purpose of doing these things now. But, avoiding isn't gonna be much of a help. You just end up hurting people. And, giving a thought for others but me. What's this supposed to mean? You take other's feelings into consideration, what about mine? Was i supposed to oblige by it and be a good girl? Sorry, i can't do it. You know me better than anyone else, you know i won't give in. Not when i know things could be way better than this. Not when i know this isn't how the ending is supposed to be. Today, i'm disappointed in you. Cause, though i know what's coming up, i hoped that perhaphs, you'd surprise me. Nevertheless, i know it's not gonna happen. Just waited for a miracle, only to realise that there's nothing and noone to wait for. Just waiting for the day when i can finally let go. But i doubt it's ever gonna come. And i just don't understand why can't we even be like normal friends?
94926, we hadn't really been very very close. Cause you were closer to sengie most of the times. But, still thanks for the memories, though they weren't so great. But i'll always remember the crazy hyper times we had together. the times in kbox, the times we chatted on deepavali under the coconut trees in sentosa talking about life, co and bangalas! Just hope, we'll have one last chance to make the chalet a part of the memorable memories. Nevertheless, i still love you so:D
just hope on day, we can be how it used to be. Cause we never know what beholds for us tomorrow. All i know is, this isn't what i thought we would end up to become. I thought, i thought it was strong enough to withstand obstacles. Maybe i'm wrong? Just hope that you all will prove that, i'm right afterall.
shall blog about the rest of us on another day):/ gonna go emoooo.
nothing much actually, during mother tongue, we kinda slacked at the eco garden and chatted. Maths did some admin stuffs. Then proceeded with the graduation ceremony. Nothing much actually. More towards the end then kind of interesting. Cause like what they say, no graduation ceremony is a graduation without a walkdown memory lane.
Headed down to the canteen for "the last lunch". It was alright i should say? Yum Seng for super long lor! After that, they played a video that they did not play cause it was kinda screwed. It was rather touching i should say. Mr Said's is the funniest. "clap lah". dismissed soon after that.
While deciding where to go, suddenly alot of things went through my mind? Maybe the graduation ceremony would bemuch more memorable if it were in the night?
I suddenly thought. This is supposed to be the last day we're officially seeing one another. I see other people taking out their cameras and taking photos. But, i dont see myself doing so. Neither do i really see my friends doing so. Well, 4 years of friends, we swore to be there for each other. Sisters through it all, Brothers through it all. 4 years, maybe it's really a test of friendship. Through this all, one by one, they left. Thought that we could still go on. But, maybe, just cause i didn't manage to try hard enough to pull us back tgt. Well, plans do backfire. I got stabbed in the end? But, there are those who stood by me.
Everything went back to normal. We just distanced ourself from her. We all know who it is. That was all during sec 3. But when we moved on to sec4, i really dont know what happened. When other see, they might not even know or think that we were once oh-so-close.
Where's all the times when we used to corrugate outside the class, deciding where to go?
Where's all the times when we used to have lunch together?
Where's all the times when we used to take bus together and make so much noise?
Where's all the times when all of us attended parties together?
Where's all the times when chalets keep us bonded?
i have no idea what happened, where did the times go to?
Now, even when we walk past each other, we dont even bother saying hi? 543934, 52687, 94926. Prolly you all are the 3 who're on the furthest end bahs. The 3 of you are still bonded. we all know that. It's just, sometimes, when i wanna talk to you, it just seems kinda weird? know that kind of feeling that, you know this person, you're close with him/her. but yet they feel like a stranger to you.
543934, i know we're still on talking terms. But, you know what, things just dont feel the same, and they dont feel like how it used to feel. Prolly it's after you and - got together? I just feel awkward? Perhaphs i've gotten used to you being a bachelor. And, gotten used that, you'll always be there when we need you. So when you and - got together, i just felt as though something is about to be snatched from me. Then, it seems like we're strangers. We dont really talk, much less understand each other. That day when you sent me home, was the only time when i felt that the old you was back. Maybe cause we finally actually talked? A pity it didn't last long. Still remember that you'd be so observant about stupid things. Just hope that the upcoming chalet's gonna be when i find the old you again. Cause you're someone that i really treasure. Though i have no idea what we, or rather i mean to you. And thanks for the times for making me want to cry then making the smile find it's way back through.
52687, you and i both know what you mean to me. But that seems to be the furthest we can go. Cause things have changed. Not that i dont want things to be how it used to be, rather, it's you who don't want things to be how it used to be. All the times we have had, it'll never be forgotten. Though someone apparently just told me that, some memories no matter how good, are meant to be forgotten. But, i dont think, i want to forget them, the happy and the sad. I want to bury them in my heart. I know i can't forget you, so i'm not gonna make my life miserable by attempting to do so. And i know, what's your purpose of doing these things now. But, avoiding isn't gonna be much of a help. You just end up hurting people. And, giving a thought for others but me. What's this supposed to mean? You take other's feelings into consideration, what about mine? Was i supposed to oblige by it and be a good girl? Sorry, i can't do it. You know me better than anyone else, you know i won't give in. Not when i know things could be way better than this. Not when i know this isn't how the ending is supposed to be. Today, i'm disappointed in you. Cause, though i know what's coming up, i hoped that perhaphs, you'd surprise me. Nevertheless, i know it's not gonna happen. Just waited for a miracle, only to realise that there's nothing and noone to wait for. Just waiting for the day when i can finally let go. But i doubt it's ever gonna come. And i just don't understand why can't we even be like normal friends?
94926, we hadn't really been very very close. Cause you were closer to sengie most of the times. But, still thanks for the memories, though they weren't so great. But i'll always remember the crazy hyper times we had together. the times in kbox, the times we chatted on deepavali under the coconut trees in sentosa talking about life, co and bangalas! Just hope, we'll have one last chance to make the chalet a part of the memorable memories. Nevertheless, i still love you so:D
just hope on day, we can be how it used to be. Cause we never know what beholds for us tomorrow. All i know is, this isn't what i thought we would end up to become. I thought, i thought it was strong enough to withstand obstacles. Maybe i'm wrong? Just hope that you all will prove that, i'm right afterall.
shall blog about the rest of us on another day):/ gonna go emoooo.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
hokay, changed my blogskin. If you can recognise, this was an old blogskin. blah, the person who made this skin made amendments to it. the words cahnged from:
Can i just go back to the past? Cos it will take time for me to move on and it hurts.
to:
I'm smiling without you and that means i had already MOVED ON.
Meow! okay, the second quote is much more suitable for the skin. But, i just like the first quote though it doesn't suit. Maybe, maybe one day i'd be able to use it? Gahhh.
就算我什么都不说，
你也应该懂，
应该早已猜到。
Can i just go back to the past? Cos it will take time for me to move on and it hurts.
to:
I'm smiling without you and that means i had already MOVED ON.
Meow! okay, the second quote is much more suitable for the skin. But, i just like the first quote though it doesn't suit. Maybe, maybe one day i'd be able to use it? Gahhh.
就算我什么都不说，
你也应该懂，
应该早已猜到。
alright, i have nothing better to do, so i decided to blog.
Entered my blog using Mozilla Firefox only to find that it's in such a mess. OMG! i didn't know it. cause it looks perfectly fine in IE. GAH!
hmm, what have i been doing for the past few days? i can't remember luh! Anyway, went arcade yesterday with zhaode, kwaiyuen, clarence, zara, baoshan and me! Zara, baoshan and i got 1 big banana, 1 small banana and a panda. Zara didn't get the panda. but she's got a hardcore banana. go look at her blog and you'd know what i mean. Wen ikea for dinner and hyper. just the 3 of us. Cause the rest of them headed home. Zara went lalalala, crazy there. And, yangzhaode took my psp. When we were on the ikea shuttle bus back to tampines, it rained heavily. like, WTF?!
had to go over to zhaode's place to get the psp. Wanted to cab down. But all the taxi stands were full(^%$%$#). Kwaiyuen came down. A long story. We ran from one place to another, trying to get a cab. Ended up cabbing down to zhaode's house, get the psp, send zara home then we went home. Meow.
So, today i had nothing and nowhere to go, thus stonning at home. Sian, school tmr.
Anyway, yes, they just had to oh, spoil our mood. friday was supposed to be our graduation day, then there pops out from the 6th to 14th october. argh, fuck it man. We already arranged our study plans. And, tada, spoiler.
GRRR, i bite.
Entered my blog using Mozilla Firefox only to find that it's in such a mess. OMG! i didn't know it. cause it looks perfectly fine in IE. GAH!
hmm, what have i been doing for the past few days? i can't remember luh! Anyway, went arcade yesterday with zhaode, kwaiyuen, clarence, zara, baoshan and me! Zara, baoshan and i got 1 big banana, 1 small banana and a panda. Zara didn't get the panda. but she's got a hardcore banana. go look at her blog and you'd know what i mean. Wen ikea for dinner and hyper. just the 3 of us. Cause the rest of them headed home. Zara went lalalala, crazy there. And, yangzhaode took my psp. When we were on the ikea shuttle bus back to tampines, it rained heavily. like, WTF?!
had to go over to zhaode's place to get the psp. Wanted to cab down. But all the taxi stands were full(^%$%$#). Kwaiyuen came down. A long story. We ran from one place to another, trying to get a cab. Ended up cabbing down to zhaode's house, get the psp, send zara home then we went home. Meow.
So, today i had nothing and nowhere to go, thus stonning at home. Sian, school tmr.
Anyway, yes, they just had to oh, spoil our mood. friday was supposed to be our graduation day, then there pops out from the 6th to 14th october. argh, fuck it man. We already arranged our study plans. And, tada, spoiler.
GRRR, i bite.
Monday, September 22, 2008
well, long time of not blogging. yet i still dont feel like it. maybe after o's? but, i can say, i have lots of activities lined up after o levels.
a truckload full of things on my pea-sized brain. i can't think. i'm fully aware what are the outstanding issues that i need to settle.
and girl, i'm unable to write everything out. cause, i'm like having difficulties expressing anything now. just feels like a dumbass. what i can say is, you're not and will never be replaced.
and boy, thanks for everything you once gave to me:D but, it's hard to fake a smile for too long. i've done so far beyond what i could. therefore, i'm sorry):
a truckload full of things on my pea-sized brain. i can't think. i'm fully aware what are the outstanding issues that i need to settle.
and girl, i'm unable to write everything out. cause, i'm like having difficulties expressing anything now. just feels like a dumbass. what i can say is, you're not and will never be replaced.
and boy, thanks for everything you once gave to me:D but, it's hard to fake a smile for too long. i've done so far beyond what i could. therefore, i'm sorry):
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
prelims are over, results are back. Totally horrible results. Don't even want to think about it. Prepare to see me in ITE? yesyes. Went to bedok today. When i was on the bus, been thinking through things. I was at the verge of crying luh. But, people who know me would know, i hate crying in public. I really don't know what else more can i do to change anything. I guess this is what people call retribution. I can't concentrate for my prelims. I can't do anything right.
我们就真的要这样吗？是否想过我的感受？一点也不好过）： i don't know what's your thinking.
我们就真的要这样吗？是否想过我的感受？一点也不好过）： i don't know what's your thinking.
Friday, September 12, 2008
okay, pictures aside, sentosa and holiday celebrations aside. i just want to get this stupid rock that has been weighing on my head for months away. It's seriously, pissingtheshitouttamyarserestrictingmyfreedom. Argh. STRESSSTRESSSTRESS levels upupupupup. i have no idea what i am talking about. but i'm very stress. thus the nonsensical post. okay whatever.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
lifeless these few days. Alot of things going through my head.
hello, my brain is a lil too small to contain this much things yo! && i'm still sick. fuck it. seriously. shall not bother blogging about anything else. Life sucks, trip to ikea with zara, layhan, zhaode & kwaiyuen was a fun one. love you guys manxsx.
hello boy, i still can't get you off my brain:( tell me what can i do to do so.
hello, my brain is a lil too small to contain this much things yo! && i'm still sick. fuck it. seriously. shall not bother blogging about anything else. Life sucks, trip to ikea with zara, layhan, zhaode & kwaiyuen was a fun one. love you guys manxsx.
hello boy, i still can't get you off my brain:( tell me what can i do to do so.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
School's been more boring as the day go by. Though banding ended today, i don't feel happy at all. Have been having migrain for the past few days for reasons that i don't even know.
Apologies for my mood swings nowadays. Seems like they fling from one end to the other very quickly. I have no idea why too. Just feel very demotivated nowadays. Can't even seem to get hyper very easily. Seriously miss everything in sec2.
All the times when i get so hyper so easily. All the times when i feel that friends matter more than anything else. All the times when i can quarrel with sengie and be fine the next moment. All the times when i could ton through the entire night just to pei #. All the times when i chatted on the phone with # till wee hours. Even all the times when i shed my tears for #, i can show my emotions so easily. When i was treated like a princess by those around me. And, lastly, stress-free. Everything is so carefree. But, just like how all good things will come to an end, mine came to a bad ending.
Everything ended. In a bad way, in the worse, in the most undesirable way. The friendship ended up in double stabbing one another.
Anyway, practical paper tmr, in the first shift, after school got Dnt, then at 4.30, got full dress rehearsal for student council investiture):
Relationship with # became worse than strangers. I even have problems looking into his eyes now.忘了你，是最好的办法 260805。可是就是忘不了你。只好忍受着忘不了你的痛苦。What happened to us? What i want, is something that you're able to give, but, i shan't ask more, i shan't probe more. Maybe, just maybe, this is the way it is destined for us to end.
姗珊， 忘了他吧。把有他的回忆删除掉吧。这一句话在我脑海里已经快要2年了。要到什么时候才能真的实现? He's moved on, why can't you. Why do you keep running back to that time? Who are you to him now? Who are you to want him to remain by your side? Wake up and move on please my dear arina.
Apologies for my mood swings nowadays. Seems like they fling from one end to the other very quickly. I have no idea why too. Just feel very demotivated nowadays. Can't even seem to get hyper very easily. Seriously miss everything in sec2.
All the times when i get so hyper so easily. All the times when i feel that friends matter more than anything else. All the times when i can quarrel with sengie and be fine the next moment. All the times when i could ton through the entire night just to pei #. All the times when i chatted on the phone with # till wee hours. Even all the times when i shed my tears for #, i can show my emotions so easily. When i was treated like a princess by those around me. And, lastly, stress-free. Everything is so carefree. But, just like how all good things will come to an end, mine came to a bad ending.
Everything ended. In a bad way, in the worse, in the most undesirable way. The friendship ended up in double stabbing one another.
Anyway, practical paper tmr, in the first shift, after school got Dnt, then at 4.30, got full dress rehearsal for student council investiture):
Relationship with # became worse than strangers. I even have problems looking into his eyes now.忘了你，是最好的办法 260805。可是就是忘不了你。只好忍受着忘不了你的痛苦。What happened to us? What i want, is something that you're able to give, but, i shan't ask more, i shan't probe more. Maybe, just maybe, this is the way it is destined for us to end.
姗珊， 忘了他吧。把有他的回忆删除掉吧。这一句话在我脑海里已经快要2年了。要到什么时候才能真的实现? He's moved on, why can't you. Why do you keep running back to that time? Who are you to him now? Who are you to want him to remain by your side? Wake up and move on please my dear arina.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
alright, first of all wanna thank:
SENGIE, jiaqi, minhui, baoshan, layhan, zara, nadiah, kaijing, heather, peiyun, jasmine, amyy, ricky, leroy, zhenbang, chuangkai, zhaode, kwaiyuen, janus, jiewei, andrew, wenbin, nicholas, minsan, weiquan andand, CLARENCE:D
for the presents, surprises, birthday wishes. thanks lots!
Had a bbq the next day. quite okay luh, somethings just don't wanna mention. but, the ice cream cake was a great one!( of course luh, swensens uh?) went home pretty late and cabbed home. kwaiyuen was a funny one and, layhan stayed over. We chatted till 4am in the morning before attempting to go to sleep.
Stoned at home on sunday, the rest of the week after school were spent at the swingswing at northpark with the company of cheese fries:D
Wednesday had cross country. Went to catch a movie at ehub after that. Watched prom night:D
Thursday was alright. Watched the pop band concert.
Friday had the opening ceremony. Went to 450 bball court again. Played swing and watch them play bball. Jiaqi came to my house and we talked alot before i decided to go and bath before heading to her house. Cabbed to pick up baoshan, sengie and ricky. It was okay. Kinda touched by the video prepared for us. Thank god Ms Chia doesn't have THAT photo that was taken with the rest of them during sec 1. Sent sengie home with baoshan before heading home.
Saturday, Zara, Baoshan and Ricky came over my house to bake cookies. And we chatted. Dinner at Century Square food court and we went over to the arcade after that.
Sunday went out with Jasminejiejie and baoshan. Went to tanjong pagar for something. Had lunch and cabbed down to Plaza Sing cause we can't walk to the mrt station as it was raining heavily. Shopped around and saw something that i really like! (must get it!) Cabbed back to jiejie house to stone. Home after that.
Monday went to baibai with mama, decided not to go dnt after that cause i was super irritated. Met up with clarence and baoshan instead, walked around, ate lunch before wanting to head down to safra to play pool. But saw amyy, so played around and went to safra at 5 plus, went back at 7 plus. Reached home at 8plus and went to popular to buy POA tys. Didn't manage to get it though, it's going to be out of stock till next year.
TUESDAY: today.
First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MINHUI!
next, got back our o levels mother tongue results. i got A2 and also distinction for oral. kinda disappointed. Thinking if i should retake anot? English oral after that. BORINNNGGGG, skipped banding after i sabotaged agassi to go in! LOLS. Stone in school with Zara for a while before heading home.
shall upload pictures, i know it's a long wordy post yo!
i know there's lots of pictures too!
MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS!
froggy wrist rest - PeiYun, Janus& Jiewei
Shirotan seal -Andrew
the top view
Hippos - JiaQi, MinHui& ChuangKai
Billabong bag - Sengie & Zara
Ripcurl - Leroy, ZhenBang, LayHan, ZhaoDe, KwaiYuen & Kaijing
There's another lacoste bag from my mama!
Chip and Dale with necklace and names engraved - ♥Clarence
080808
Jiewei& me
DingYang& Me
JiaQi& Me
ChuangKai& Me
Sengie& Me
Ricky& Me
KitLun& Me
ChuangKai& JiaQi
Mr Leong& Me
Bagushair, Leroy, Sengie, Ricky& Me
Leroy, ZhenBang, Sengie, JiaQi& Me
DingYang& Mrs Lim
Birthday celebration in school:D
ZhenBang, Leroy, ZhaoDe, Me& Sengie
JiaQi, MinHui& Me
JiaQi& Me
LayHan& Me
Wabbit.
MAD woman.
MAD vietnam woman with (drawn) mostache
AGASSI under the sea (inside joke)
After we cut our hairrrrr!
Cross Country Day.
Clarence& Me
Ghost!!
Leroy
Leroy Ricky
Baoshan& Me
Heavy Rain.
I wish upon a star.
Mad woman, anyone sees her on the road, please send her to the mental hospital.
Look at her.
She's pondering if she should express her love for me.
PeiYun.
Clarence:D
Mr Ow& Mr Tony
Council Night.
Lennie& Me
Sengie& Lennie
BaoShan, Sengie& Lennie
20&21
JiaQi& Me
Sengie& Me
Daddy& Me
Random arcade.
When my mama washes my soft toys:D
Sunday's random photos!
Jasminejiejie
BaoShan& Me
Candid.
Spastic:D
SENGIE, jiaqi, minhui, baoshan, layhan, zara, nadiah, kaijing, heather, peiyun, jasmine, amyy, ricky, leroy, zhenbang, chuangkai, zhaode, kwaiyuen, janus, jiewei, andrew, wenbin, nicholas, minsan, weiquan andand, CLARENCE:D
for the presents, surprises, birthday wishes. thanks lots!
Had a bbq the next day. quite okay luh, somethings just don't wanna mention. but, the ice cream cake was a great one!( of course luh, swensens uh?) went home pretty late and cabbed home. kwaiyuen was a funny one and, layhan stayed over. We chatted till 4am in the morning before attempting to go to sleep.
Stoned at home on sunday, the rest of the week after school were spent at the swingswing at northpark with the company of cheese fries:D
Wednesday had cross country. Went to catch a movie at ehub after that. Watched prom night:D
Thursday was alright. Watched the pop band concert.
Friday had the opening ceremony. Went to 450 bball court again. Played swing and watch them play bball. Jiaqi came to my house and we talked alot before i decided to go and bath before heading to her house. Cabbed to pick up baoshan, sengie and ricky. It was okay. Kinda touched by the video prepared for us. Thank god Ms Chia doesn't have THAT photo that was taken with the rest of them during sec 1. Sent sengie home with baoshan before heading home.
Saturday, Zara, Baoshan and Ricky came over my house to bake cookies. And we chatted. Dinner at Century Square food court and we went over to the arcade after that.
Sunday went out with Jasminejiejie and baoshan. Went to tanjong pagar for something. Had lunch and cabbed down to Plaza Sing cause we can't walk to the mrt station as it was raining heavily. Shopped around and saw something that i really like! (must get it!) Cabbed back to jiejie house to stone. Home after that.
Monday went to baibai with mama, decided not to go dnt after that cause i was super irritated. Met up with clarence and baoshan instead, walked around, ate lunch before wanting to head down to safra to play pool. But saw amyy, so played around and went to safra at 5 plus, went back at 7 plus. Reached home at 8plus and went to popular to buy POA tys. Didn't manage to get it though, it's going to be out of stock till next year.
TUESDAY: today.
First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MINHUI!
next, got back our o levels mother tongue results. i got A2 and also distinction for oral. kinda disappointed. Thinking if i should retake anot? English oral after that. BORINNNGGGG, skipped banding after i sabotaged agassi to go in! LOLS. Stone in school with Zara for a while before heading home.
shall upload pictures, i know it's a long wordy post yo!
i know there's lots of pictures too!
MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS!
froggy wrist rest - PeiYun, Janus& Jiewei
Shirotan seal -Andrew
the top view
Hippos - JiaQi, MinHui& ChuangKai
Billabong bag - Sengie & Zara
Ripcurl - Leroy, ZhenBang, LayHan, ZhaoDe, KwaiYuen & Kaijing
There's another lacoste bag from my mama!
Chip and Dale with necklace and names engraved - ♥Clarence
080808
Jiewei& me
DingYang& Me
JiaQi& Me
ChuangKai& Me
Sengie& Me
Ricky& Me
KitLun& Me
ChuangKai& JiaQi
Mr Leong& Me
Bagushair, Leroy, Sengie, Ricky& Me
Leroy, ZhenBang, Sengie, JiaQi& Me
DingYang& Mrs Lim
Birthday celebration in school:D
ZhenBang, Leroy, ZhaoDe, Me& Sengie
JiaQi, MinHui& Me
JiaQi& Me
LayHan& Me
Wabbit.
MAD woman.
MAD vietnam woman with (drawn) mostache
AGASSI under the sea (inside joke)
After we cut our hairrrrr!
Cross Country Day.
Clarence& Me
Ghost!!
Leroy
Leroy Ricky
Baoshan& Me
Heavy Rain.
I wish upon a star.
Mad woman, anyone sees her on the road, please send her to the mental hospital.
Look at her.
She's pondering if she should express her love for me.
PeiYun.
Clarence:D
Mr Ow& Mr Tony
Council Night.
Lennie& Me
Sengie& Lennie
BaoShan, Sengie& Lennie
20&21
JiaQi& Me
Sengie& Me
Daddy& Me
Random arcade.
When my mama washes my soft toys:D
Sunday's random photos!
Jasminejiejie
BaoShan& Me
Candid.
Spastic:D
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