“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”

- Marilyn Monroe.

Ohwell, i am a sinner for my mistakes. I changed, too much, for the worst. Sometimes i wish the kind of mistakes that i make are like: i smoke, i swear, i drink too much, i'm a hell-lot-of-crap. But, it's not so superficial. It's more in-depth. I changed. I don't know in what way. The worse thing? I have no idea how to change back. And no-one's here to tell me what went wrong. I'm like an idiot thrown in the dessert without knowing the way out.

But, no doubt. I do realize the the importance of you. I love you, so much more than you can imagine, so much more that you doubt. But sometimes, i feel like you can't see it at all, like as though I hid it all behind an opaque screen. Maybe that's how i feel about you too. I wish it's like that. I wish.

I'm too stupid, so i prolly trust all my friends. At least my clique i mean, so if any of them cheats me, i'mma goner. So please, stay by me. Cause i love you, you all more than anything else in the world. You guys mean the entire universe to me. I hope things never change.

But somehow, everything did. It eventually will.

Love you forever, 

Always do.