Ice Princess

I'm an ice princess. I never said i wasn't. That's what my brothers called me since i was younger. I can be totally nonchalant about something, even if it's hurting me so much deep down. I can hate someone so much, even if it means to say that the person is of blood relation to me. Yes, i'm a cold blooded person. I can have no emotions. I can keep you out of my world if i wanted.

But when someone tears down my protective layer, i'm someone totally different. I can cry for you because you mean something to me. I will let my guard down. I will do anything for you even if i know you're just taking advantage of me.

But now, i build up another layer of ice within myself. I learnt how to hurt others before they can do so to me. I will bring them down before they do so to me. When i sense that i'm about to be forsaken, about to be taken advantage of, i will, hurt you before i feel hurt by you. I'll say hurtful things without any qualms. I will push you away, get you off my back, just so that i won't feel painful when you leave me eventually.

But i guess i do have my weak moments too.